Arknights story · Somniloquium Serenum

SS-7 Relic of Eternal Splendor

Clinging to her dream, Sakiko enjoys a wonderful time with her family. As Sakiko and her 'mother' walk through a country field, they encounter Vigna, Iris and Bena.

2 scenes, 246 lines

1. Before Operation

77 lines
Mother

You've gotten so good at the piano!

Sakiko Togawa

D-Do you think so?

Mother

I know better than anyone how much you've changed. I'm your mother, after all.

I can hear it all—how hard you've been working... I know your job must be so hectic, and yet you've kept up with your piano practice.

Mother

It seems you've gone through quite a lot out there...

Father

Hate to disturb you two while you're practicing! Supper's ready?

Sakiko Togawa

Mm—this is wonderful!

Father

What do you think? My cooking's really improved, eh?

Mother

You don't know the half of it, Sakiko... He had me taste-test so much in order to finally get to this point.

Father

Hurry and give this salad a try, hm?

Sakiko Togawa

Mmh! Delicious!

Father

I've made a lot of minor adjustments so it's more to your liking! Not half bad, eh?

And there's plenty more dishes you love on the way!

Sakiko Togawa

Yep!

Ngh... Ugh...

Mother

Sakiko? Sakiko!

Father

Wh-What's wrong?

Sakiko Togawa

I think—I've had a little too much to eat...

Mother

Are you feeling better now...?

Father

Sorry, I think I overdid it a little...

Mother

Honestly, your father never changes...

But that's his style, I suppose. Honestly, most times it's quite adorable of him.

You'll forgive him, won't you?

Can I truly forgive him?

When the man who shares his face has broken my heart countless times?

Mother

He really loves you, you know.

Mother

And so do I.

I really love the both of you.

Sakiko Togawa

Mother, where is this coming from...?

Mother

I've been going through our photo albums more and more while you were away.

I started from when you were born... then when you were one, then two, then three...

Sakiko Togawa

My childhood memory nearly failed me...

Mother

Maybe. But there's nothing more important, nothing more special to a parent than their child.

When you were born, your palm wasn't even half as big as mine.

But look at you now. Yours is even a little bigger.

Sakiko's mother takes her hand and brings their palms together.

For some reason beyond herself, Sakiko grasps her mother's hand and locks fingers with hers.

Sakiko Togawa

Mother, your hand is so warm...

Was this how warm her palm is?

Is this all real? Is everything I'm enjoying right now rational, reasonable?

How can it be this warm, and yet this heartrending?

Mother

That's right. I'm right here.

Sakiko Togawa

Mother...

Mother

Go on. You can cry all you want. I always comforted you like this when you cried.

Sakiko Togawa

Huh? Was I... really such a crybaby?

Mother

When you were very, veeery little. Oh, you would make the biggest fuss over a single sweet.

You may be a strong young woman now, but you were a big crybaby back then.

Sakiko Togawa

R-Really? I don't remember at all...

Mother

*giggle* Your mother would never lie to you.

Sakiko Togawa

Then... Do you remember my high school entrance ceremony?

During my last year of middle school, my mother died of illness.

Even if they're nonexistent memories, even if they're things that never happened.

But right now, all I want is the most beautiful answers I can get.

I want to convince myself, to create the most wonderful memories, to believe in the sweetest dream I can.

Mother

Of course. I remember you in your school uniform. Our whole family took a photo together at the school gate.

Sakiko Togawa

Yes, that sounds right... Oh, that does bring me back.

What else have we done together? Mother... I want you to tell me. Tell me about all the memories we share.

Mother

Sakiko, just how long have you been away from home? Aren't you the clingy one today?

When did the word 'home' start sounding so foreign to me?

Mother

Hmm... Well, if you want, I'll reminisce a little more.

Now where should I begin?

Sakiko Togawa

Let's start from when I was born. I want to hear it all.

Mother

Okay, then we'll start from the day you were born...

And so, down the country path, at a leisurely pace, Sakiko and her mother walk side-by-side, and it feels as if they could walk forever.

Just like that sweet, beautiful stretch of time they shared back when it all began. Unhurried and without end.

Their hands, the umbilical cord that connected them in the very beginning.

???

Sakiko—

Vigna

You found your way home!

Iris

Miss Vigna, this carriage seems to be out of order. Now let me down!

Vigna

Let's see... W—Wait, these controls aren't like what I learned at Rhodes Island!

Oh, crap, crap, crap, we can't stop!

Iris

We're going to crash!

Bena

Sakiko, out of the way—!

2. After Operation

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Sakiko Togawa

Mother, would you mind waiting a moment?

Mother

Of course. Go ahead.

Sakiko Togawa

Girls, are you alright?!

Vigna

Nngh... I'm okay. Butt hurts a little, but I'm fine...

Sakiko Togawa

I swear I saw Miss Iris too just now...

???

Mmf, mrrmrmff!

A familiar voice can be heard from deep within a hay pile.

Vigna

Geh... Quick, we gotta dig Iris out!

Iris

(Gasping for breath) I... I almost suffocated!

Sakiko Togawa

Weren't you two collecting children's wishes? What are you doing here?

Bena

Hee-hee! It all went better than expected. The children here are surprisingly good, you know, so we wrapped up ahead of time.

Vigna

I thought I'd give driving in the countryside a shot, but then car trouble hit while I was at the wheel, and...

Bena

Not my first time repairing vehicles like this one. Hurry, let's fix this one up together.

Iris

*sigh* I can hardly tell if my luck is supposed to be good or rotten today...

I couldn't shake the worry something might happen, you know.

I didn't expect our work to proceed so well today, and I certainly didn't expect this little mishap.

I only hope we can have this fixed soon... At least then we can be on our way back by tonight.

Sakiko Togawa

Tonight...?

Sakiko turns to look behind her.

Not too far away, Sakiko's mother is watching her and her friends with a smile.

She notices her daughter's glance, and gives a light nod.

Iris

Would that be... your mother?

Iris

You very much resemble one another, especially the eyes and the mouth! I feel both a gentle warmth and a firm resolution in you.

Sakiko Togawa

But I... I have no resolve.

Iris

What makes you say that?

Sakiko Togawa

I... I...

Miss Iris, you're a fairy, if I'm not mistaken?

Iris

Yes... Is something wrong?

Sakiko Togawa

Fairies listen to people's wishes, and then temporarily make them 'reality' in their dreams... correct?

Iris

...Correct.

Sakiko Togawa

But if—if people are well and truly trapped in their dreams, never to pluck themselves out, what should be done then?

Iris

A real fairy would never permit that to happen in the first place.

If you spend too long in a dream, you lose the ability to discern between dream and reality.

Sakiko Togawa

What if they never wake up?

Iris

Sakiko, the worst outcome has never been the inability to wake up. Rather, it is when you accept everything in your dream as the truth, and then you wake, only to find that all you have experienced was a fleeting mirage.

After living a lifetime of happiness in the dream, you find yourself back in reality, back at the very beginning again.

Your body is young, but your soul is old. Your dream is well beyond your grasp. You are left with no choice but to carry on in life, utterly alone.

Can you really call that a good dream?

If it is doomed to fail, it should not be fled from in dreams; if they are destined to be missed, you must bid them farewell properly.

Sakiko looks back again.

Iris

Oh, I appear to have gone on a little long... Am I interrupting your reunion with your mother?

Sakiko Togawa

...No, nothing of the sort!

Iris

I apologize. Someone very important to me asked me the same question, once upon a time.

Because of my inability to give a firm answer then, things turned irrecoverable.

Hence, I now lend such concern to this...

Bena

Heeey—!

The car's all fixed up!

Vigna, no more touching! No touching ever!

Vigna

Guh...

C'mon, girls, get on—

Iris

Miss Sakiko, will you be coming back with us?

Sakiko turns once more to look at her 'mother'.

She's still standing there, as though she's awaiting something.

Is she awaiting Sakiko's promise? Or perhaps Sakiko's verdict?

She simply stands there, looking on at her daughter with the warmest smile.

Vigna

......

It's okay, Sakiko. You can stay here a little longer. You've been worn out lately, yeah? You're due for a vacation anyway. I'll let HR know.

Sakiko Togawa

Okay... Thank you.

Let me try again—

'Mother'

Sakiko, let's stop here for now.

Aren't you tired? I'll make us some tea, then we can take our time—

Sakiko Togawa

I'm just nervous, that's all—

'Mother'

How about a little chat, then?

'Mother'

Were those girls just now friends of yours?

Sakiko Togawa

Yes. They are my coworkers at Rhodes Island, and very good friends of mine.

'Mother'

Rhodes Island...

Sakiko Togawa

Correct. A pharmaceutical company, boasting a landship of tremendous scale.

Aboard the ship, we live and work, sailing anywhere and everywhere in the world.

'Mother'

The... 'world'?

Sakiko Togawa

...Terra.

'Mother'

What an interesting word for it!

'Mother'

Does Rhodes Island have a piano room you can use?

Sakiko Togawa

It does. There isn't too much entertainment while the ship is sailing. Many operators while away the time by playing instruments.

At times, I'll play a few songs on the keyboard in my dormitory room. Vigna has even formed her own band—

'Mother'

And have you formed your own band, too?

Sakiko Togawa

......

I have.

'Mother'

Is that with Miss Vigna?

Sakiko Togawa

No. It's with others...

'Mother'

Well, now I'm curious, Sakiko. What are these fellow band members of yours like?

Sakiko Togawa

......

I have a drummer who constantly clashes with me over just about everything, though her ambition and hardworking nature are second to none. We resemble sisters-in-arms more than we do friends.

I have a bassist whose technique is superb. She handles all our behind-the-scenes work, schedules included, with great diligence. As a colleague, there could be no one more trustworthy.

I have a guitarist-vocalist who excels at songwriting. She has her own work as an idol to take care of, but in spite of how busy it makes her, she never ceases to support me.

And I have another guitarist—we've been friends since childhood. She... she was always there for me, even when I left home and was all alone...

'Mother'

By the sound of it, you're quite the close-knit band.

Sakiko Togawa

No, the reality is we constantly argue. We even disbanded before.

'Mother'

Have you all made up since?

Sakiko Togawa

......

I got separated from everyone.

They are somewhere far, far away. Somewhere I cannot reach.

'Mother'

How far away? From Victoria to Ursus? Or even farther than that?

'Mother'

Why the hesitation?

Sakiko Togawa

Because... Because...

...Because I'm afraid that finding them means leaving you behind.

I'm scared I won't be able to see you again—

'Mother'

Silly girl. I'll always be here.

Sakiko Togawa

But—didn't you leave me behind?!

'Ma... Mama...'

'Look, dear, Sakiko is calling out to me...'

'Mama... Mama...'

'Sakiko, Sakiko! Call for Daddy too!'

'Pa... Mama...'

'Aaaaaaagghhhh!'

'Good. This key first, then this key...'

'Wow! Now I can play the same sounds as you, Mother!'

'That's right! You're so amazing, Sakiko!'

'I want to keep learning the piano with you, Mother! I want to be with you all the time!'

'...Yes. We'll always be together.'

'Mizuho-chan... she left us too soon...'

'With a condition like hers, we'd be lucky to last as long as she did.'

......

'Mother...'

'Sakiko, I'll do everything I can for you.'

'Father... why do you drink so much?'

'Sakiko... I'll do everything I can...'

'I can't... do this anymore.'

'Father, Mother would be so sad if she saw you like this!'

'Didn't she tell you how...'

'Shut up!'

'Sakiko, I'm begging you... Just leave me be.'

Mother, I know... I've always known.

I shouldn't be here. This is not my world.

The sweetest dreams cannot last forever. The day will come when I have to leave you.

And yet—and yet—

How I wish—the time for farewell would come a little later...

The warmth of her body... The realness of her breathing.

Sakiko's mother gazes warmly upon her.

'Mother'

I'm sorry, Sakiko... Mother lied to you.

'Mother'

You knew, didn't you? That I wasn't your real mother.

I'm sorry. I've been so careful to keep this little white lie going.

I wasn't there at your high school entrance ceremony. Before you asked me that question, my memory of you was still in middle school.

And I don't know why it is, but when I see you smile these days, there are dark clouds hanging above you...

Sakiko. When did you start making this kind of face?

Just what suffering have you been through, in this stretch of time I know nothing about?

Sakiko Togawa

I... I...

'Mother'

I'm sorry. I don't know anything about this. All I know is that during your hardest, most painful moments, I wasn't there for you.

Sakiko, I am so, so truly happy that I get to see you.

I really, really want to see you grow up.

And I want to stand right there in front of the stage and see your live shows.

And I want to meet those new friends of yours.

I'm very greedy. I want to know everything about you, and be there by your side.

But because I'm your mother... and because I love you so much...

I want you to leave this place, and seek out your real life.

Go, Sakiko.

Go back to your own 'world'.

Sakiko Togawa

Mother...!

The emotion welling up in Sakiko's heart at last overflows. She buries her head in her mother's chest and bursts into tears.

In contrast, as she has always done, Sakiko's mother simply strokes her back and consoles her.

'Father'

Huh? Sakiko, are you off again?

'Mother'

Sakiko has something important to do.

'Father'

Oh, you just got home. Can't you stay a little longer...?

'Mother'

Dear...

'Father'

Alright!

Sakiko, your mother and I are on the same page!

(Breaking up) Just... Just... remember to eat right while you're away from home!

Sakiko Togawa

Right. I will.

Okay... I'll be off now.

Mother & Father

Sure!

Have a safe journey, Sakiko—