
BanG Dream! Our Notes story ยท Main story, Ave Mujica
Ephemeral Garden
After CRYCHIC disbanded, as if resisting her harsh fate, Sakiko formed a new band called "Ave Mujica." The girls achieved the fastest Budokan performance in history, but the gears of their fate started to go seriously off track...
28 scenes, 3,824 lines
1. Episode 1: Unica via.
196 linesWelcome to the stage of the girls.
What you are about to see is, her story, with a secret.
What awaits ahead? Bliss or doom? Until the moment the curtain falls, let us witness together the opera of the dolls.
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Doloris... Now, it's the night of the awakening.
Shall I wake her up?
If you force her to wake up, you might break her soul.
Onee-sama.
It's alright. The moonlight will wake her up.
The moon swallowed by shadows comes back to life, and the poor doll once again takes on a temporal life...
...!
Now, let's begin... tonight's masquerade!
That was another breathtaking performance! Could you share your enthusiasm for the upcoming Budokan performance?
Our mission is to create a dream-like experience for our guests.
We would be delighted if you also immerse yourself in the world of Ave Mujica at Budokan next time.
Budokan is amazing!
It hasn't been long since our debut.
Emphasize that it's the "fastest ever"!
O-Okay. How about you, Mortis-san?
! I... ......
As you can see, Mortis is a little shy. Mortis, let's end with a gratitude.
Thank you very much...
Thank you for your time. I'll take my leave now.
Have a good evening.
Phew... finally, I can take it off~
Don't take it off until you are back in the dressing room. You never know who is watching.
Huh? Am I getting exposed? Amoris is actually Nyamuchi...
Amoris
So, do you mean that... we are going to keep these masks on forever? It's messing with our faces and numbers.
...
Uika from sumimi. Daughter of the great comedian Wakaba and the star actress Minami Mori.
We could simply take the masks off to make the whole world notice us.
Ave Mujica does not undersell. First, we need to build a track record, then work on our music...
"I liked it yesterday, but got bored of it today."
!
The world is cruel, and they might get bored if you keep messing around.
...
I am not going to let this band be just a passing fad.
I told you. Give me the rest of your life.
Saki-chan...
Hmm...
I know the proper moment to play my card. We will take the masks off at the best stage and at the best moment.
Saki-chan, wait. Let's go back together.
Uika
I was touched. I realized how much you care about Ave Mujica.
That's right. I am entrusted with your lives.
I can't believe how popular we've become upon debut. Saki-chan really is amazing!
It's all thanks to you, Uika.
I couldn't have asked for a better frontwoman for Ave Mujica.
Was it okay? <ruby=ใป>At </ruby><ruby=ใป>that </ruby><ruby=ใป>time</ruby>, you didn't even ask anything.
Yes.
Uika, you're surely the type to get talked into buying crystals.
That was mean~
Even under the same agency, it must be tough to work as sumimi simultaneously. I'll try not to make it a burden for you.
It's not a burden, not at all. It's actually quite refreshing... And...
My dream of being with you forever came true...
Uika...
Excuse me... ...!
Is it for work?
Yes... See you later.
Hey, pull yourself together! How many times is this now that you've ended up in trouble with the police?
Ugh... You're better off without me...
Stop talking nonsense...! Please sleep properly in the futon.
Phew...
...
(Four more songs before Budokan. I need to write at least two songs by this weekend to give Uika time to write lyrics...)
(For me, there is no other path left...)
Looking back, I was truly a happy child.
Surrounded by loving parents, spending every day playing the piano I adored... Those carefree days truly seemed to sparkle.
But those days came to an end when mother passed away.
Father did his best to protect me... but he simply couldn't recover from that deep sorrow...
Yet, what saved me was...
It's the music festival in the afternoon. Let's go to the auditorium.
Saki, let's go.
Okay...
...!
Mutsumi, who are those people?
They are seniors who formed a band for the first time in Tsukinomori.
Band... Mutsumi! We should start a band too!
Eh?
A band!
Soyo Nagasaki-san. I'm glad she's a pleasant person. And then the vocal...
...
...? What's that girl doing, leaning so far over the bridge...?
Ah...
!!
No, don't!!
Ugh...
Ouch... Are you all right?
I'm sorry for pushing you... But you mustn't die!
What...?
You were trying to die, weren't you!?
N-No... The wind took the flower I was holding... I just reached out my hand...
Flower...?
Which is more important, a flower or your life!?
Oh, wait... Flowers have life too, don't they...?
It was a falling flower, so I think it was already dead.
Dead!? What!?
...
...It seems I misunderstood. You weren't trying to do anything like that...
She stopped me as I was about to leave, and invited me to her home to tend to my injury.
When I found the songwriting notebook in her room, my heart truly raced with excitement.
I still believe that our encounter at that time was destiny...
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"The Song About Wanting to Become a Human"... These truly are wonderful lyrics...!
I apologize for not introducing myself sooner. My name is Sakiko Togawa.
What's your name?
Tomori...
Tomori-san... won't you start a band with me?
Starting now, we are a band... We'll play music together and our destinies will become one!
...
After that, every day was truly wonderful. Practicing in a studio for the first time, going to karaoke...
I even did things like shouting my heart out from the pedestrian bridge.
All of those exciting days eventually found their way into that song.
This...
What is this...?
This is the first time I've written lyrics.
I understand. This is...
......
!
Saki-chan, are you okay?
"Haruhikage" is... our song, isn't it?
I will write music worthy of Tomori's lyrics.
Haa... Haa...
Thank you... very much...
(Uika... you came to see us...!)
(...? Father?)
Huh? What's with this reaction!? They don't understand anything about Tomori's songs!
I'm blocking them.
Taki-chan, it's better to mute than to block.
(What happened to father?)
Father, have you arrived?
We can't live together anymore.
Sakiko... please be happy.
What...?
...?
Grandfather! Where is my father? You know, right?
That one is no longer with Togawa. He took responsibility for the fraud and quit.
Fraud...?
It's a loss of 16.8 billion yen.
No way...!
It was bad luck. Forget your father and become my daughter. You're Mizuho's memento. I don't want you to have a hard time.
...!
Sakiko! How is a sheltered person like you going to survive?
I ended up rushing out... But at least I was able to bring along the memento doll.
Is here... father's new residence...?
! Empty beer cans...
Ugh...
Father! Wake up, father!
Mmm...
He's breathing... Thank god...
After that, I was simply desperate. I had to earn money to cover our living expenses. I had to somehow make things work in Father's stead...
I know I'm asking for the impossible. But please, would you hire me?
"Even if you say that, we can't hire junior high school students. What about your parents? What are they doing?"
That's...
"I'm sorry, but we can't do that. I'm so sorry."
Okay... Sorry for bothering you.
The balance is almost gone... Even if I deliver more newspapers... it's only a drop in the bucket. At this rate...
Are you really going to quit?
Mutsumi, did you know? The tuition at Tsukinomori is very expensive.
What about CRYCHIC?
...
I'll find time for it somehow. Don't tell anyone yet.
I don't want to... cause any trouble or worry for the members. I absolutely don't want to quit CRYCHIC...!
I have to make this work. I have to... I have to!
I finished earlier than expected. I can still make it to practice.
Can you come today?
Can you come today?
? Who could that be...?
Yes... this is Togawa. What...?
Why do you need alcohol...?
Sakiko... I'll do my best...
Father...
Everyone's waiting.
What's wrong?
If something's wrong, I'll listen.
...
(I can't... take anymore...)
I came today because I have something to say.
I am quitting CRYCHIC.
...!
Eh?
Seriously, isn't that a bit irresponsible?
But Saki-chan, if you're not here...
Could you please not talk like a spoiled child? Tomori, you need to practice more than anyone else. What have you been doing all this time?
Wait...! Let's talk this out! After all, we've had so much fun getting to where we are... Mutsumi-chan, you think so too, don't you?
...
I... I've never thought being in this band was fun, not even once.
But... it felt like my chest would tear apart.
If only I could have told them the truth. If only I could have told them I wanted CRYCHIC to go on.
I hurt everyone. So... this pain in my chest is my punishment.
Waaaaahhh...
(All I have left is, Ave Mujica.)
(That's why the Budokan must be a success. There's no turning back now.)
(I want to forget everything as soon as possible...)
2. Episode 2: Sub lumine exponeris.
176 linesI'm heading out... Father, you're awake?
You're going to Budokan, right?
Yes... I see that you knew.
You're amazing, Sakiko... Haha! You're moving forward on your own... I can't hang on anymore...
...! My mother will be sad if she sees you now.
She told you, your virtue is...
Shut up!
Eek!?
Leave me alone already...! When I see that you are such a fine daughter, I...!
I feel miserable...! I beg you, just get out of my sight...
...!
What a rotten father...! Does he understand how I've been feeling...
Saki...
I will never go back there. I can't go back...
Saki. Are you okay with Budokan?
Of course, it's going to be okay.
...
What do you think I've worked so hard for?
(Cut off the unfulfilled memories and forget all about it, with that sole purpose in mind, I created Ave Mujica...)
(All started... from that moment.)
I...! All I can do is try my absolute hardest!
Because my songs are screams from my heart!
Tomori...
...!!
(This song is...)
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Haruhikage, but not from CRYCHIC...
โชPlease, just stay like this, and don't let me go
...!
Ah, Saki...
Haa... Haa...!
(Only the memories......! Only "those days," I wanted them to stay unchanged... to remain pure...!)
They were destroyed... Never... coming back...
(Uika...)
"Saki-chan?"
Uika...
Make me forget everything...
I'm sorry. I know I'm the one who invited you out, but I have to get back soon.
It's all right. I'm glad to see you, even if it's not for very long. It's been about a year since we've seen each other, right?
When I look at the messages from you, it always gives me courage. The ones you sent when my debut was confirmed...
"You're finally going to be the pro that you've yearned so long to be." That one always...
You memorized it?
I told you. I read them all the time.
Is your work going well?
Hmm, it's going all right. What about you, Saki-chan? You're in a band, right?
What was it again, the band name? CRY...
Please stop talking about that.
Ah... sorry.
It's all right... Why did you want to come to this roof?
Hmm, because it's close to the sky.
We always looked up at the sky together in the summer, didn't we?
That was much fun. When summer came, you would come to the island.
I never imagined that I'd be able to be your friend.
You invited me to go bug hunting, didn't you?
What? You invited me, Saki-chan.
Did I?
You did. And then a huge spider popped out and you went, "Aaargh!"
That was you, Uika!
Hehe...
It feels so nostalgic.
Yeah, really.
Uika... Today, there is something I very much wanted to discuss with you.
Would you like to form a band with me?
What, a band?
Yes. We will be professional as well.
All right. I'm in.
Really? I haven't even...
It's a request from you, Saki-chan.
(Uika readily agreed without even asking for details.)
(Then, I began negotiations with the other members... This time, to form an unbreakable and perfect band... I must gather perfect pieces.)
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Nyamu-san? I'm so sorry to have kept you waiting. I'm the one who contacted you, Sakiko Togawa.
I'm Nyamu!
I'm very grateful to you for taking the trouble to come here today.
Ah... It wasn't a problem.
Sorry~ I picked this place. Was it hard for you to come here?
Not at all.
So, you want Nyamu to be in a band, was that right?
You wrote in the DM that you watched my video, but... why me?
Your face and the numbers.
Oh~ I like that kind of thingโก
You're ambidextrous, aren't you?
Huh?
The unique way you play drums is photogenic and showy in a very lovely way. I would very much like to have that in my band.
Of course, I would need you to improve quite a bit on the drums.
Hmm... So, is there any merit for me in this?
Please look at this.
What? What image? Ah~ That's Mutsumi Wakaba. She's the daughter of the actress Minami Mori, right?
She's one of my band members. On vocals, we have sumimi's Uika. I've already arranged it with her agency.
Hang on. Are you saying this for real?
And on bass we have someone whose skills compare to any pro out there. As a band, the formation is rock solid.
What do you think? Will you consider my offer in a positive light?
Yลซtenji... My name is Nyamu Yลซtenji.
Then allow me to ask once more, Nyamu Yลซtenji-san.
Will you give me the rest of your life?
The other members have already joined. You are the only one left.
I'll join.
What...? Okay. You understand there won't be any going back?
Because you seem like you're about to break apart, Saki.
!
Well, it must be nice being you.
...! I'm sorr...
You may keep your concern. The weak version of me... has already died.
Doloris. I do not fear sorrow.
Mortis. I do not fear death.
Timoris. I do not fear fear.
Amoris. I do not fear love.
Oblivionis. I do not fear forgetting.
(I am Oblivionis. My weak self is already in the grave...)
Cut off all unfulfilled memories and forget all about it. All I have left is Ave Mujica.
...
"Take a good look at... this perfect smile..."
"If you don't want to smile, you can cry. I can make any face I want."
What a boring script. I'm heading out.
...
Now, it's time for our guests to come in.
Who's coming?
Doloris, look ahead.
Friends.
Mortis, your hair is a mess.
They are the new owners.
Timoris, keep your shoulders up.
Today is the day they will find me~โช
Amoris. You need perfect grooming and a perfect smile.
You must show the best of yourself to the guests.
Okay~
Thank you for your patience. Welcome to Ave Mujica's masquerade.
We have prepared beautiful dolls for our guests this evening!
Amoris the Merciful.
Timoris the Intelligent.
Mortis the Obedient.
Doloris the Kindhearted.
And I am... Oblivionis the Noble.
Take a good look at this perfect smile.
Perfect?
(? She messed up the line...?)
Ahahahaha! No one wants to see such a forced smile!
You need a sincere smile... Like this!
...!?
Eh, Nyamuchi!?
Nyamuchi? That streamer!?
Hehehehe!
What have you done...!
I can't hear you~
Hey, Mortis. What does your real face look like?
...
Let me see!
!!!!
She's the daughter of Wakaba and Minami Mori!
...
What a crumpled face!
What is your plan?
What's your face?
...
Umiri from DISRUPTION!?
What a beautiful face~ That's boring~
(Ugh... You've actually done it.)
(Saki-chan...)
(I can't stop this. I have to step back...)
Oblivionis, look ahead~
!
Look, your hair is a mess. You need to~ keep your shoulders up, right?
(This is...!)
You need perfect grooming... and a perfect smile!
You must show the best of yourself to the guests. Right?
(Now that it's come to this...)
...
What a nice faceโช How about you?
...
(Uika, you need not to expose yourself as well...)
...
(Uika...!)
<Size=175%>It's Uika-chan!
How!? Ave Mujica is insane!!
Her secret is revealed under the moon, and the dolls regain their human form.
Is that bliss or doom, The wheel of fate will never stop.
3. Episode 3: Post finem, initium.
253 linesA shattered mask cannot be restored... That is the beginning of the end...
Finally the wheel of fate is set in motion. Behold the circus of ruin and love and hate.
What on earth do you mean? Why would you do something that thoughtless?
Huh~? But didn't it go super well? Look, the notifications are non-stop.
What?
...
Taking off the masks on the best stage, at the best moment. Was there any better time than today to do it?
I get what you're trying to say. But that only works if the band is solid to begin with...
Hey~ You would agree with me, wouldn't you, Umiko? Wait, are you leaving now?
DISRUPTION's live is in just a few days. Well, I'll take my leave first.
Hey? What about the afterparty?
Yลซtenji-san, I haven't finished speaking yet.
*Sigh*... We're the fastest to make it to the Budokan after debut, you know? What is there to object to?
It's the speed I'm opposing. Doesn't that make wearing masks meaningless? It might even affect sumimi's activities...
Ahhh, Sorry, Uiko~
It's nothing...
Hey, look! We're trending everywhere!
"Nyamuchi" is in there too! Super cool~ This momentum is unstoppable~
...
(? There's a sticky note attached. What's this...?)
...!
(What are you trying to do... Tomori.)
Did you hear about it!? Ave Mujica!
It really shocked me! I didn't expect Oblivionis to actually be...!
...
!
Um, Togawa-san... do you have a moment? It's about Ave Mujica...
(I knew this would come...)
Good morning~ Tomorin!
Good morning...
Did you and Soyo-chan go together...? To the concert.
Ah... Yesterday's Mujica live? I went~ It was pretty impressive, I'd say?
?
It's kind of noisy. What happened?
Ah! Anon-chan, Tomori-chan! Have you heard? I heard that Oblivionis from Ave Mujica is Togawa-san from Class B!
!
Saki-chan...?
It's Mujica, that band called Ave Mujica! All of them took off masks at the Budokan live~!
Oblivionis is the keyboardist! Do you think we can talk to Togawa-san too?
Let's try!
...
Sorry I didn't tell you! Yesterday I asked Rikki about it, and she told me not to say anything...
Saki-chan... in a band...
That Uika-chan from sumimi is Doloris. You are so incredible!
Sorry I didn't tell you all. I had to keep it confidential.
Ah~ I see. But seriously, our class is way too crazy! Timoris is in this class too!
...
Yahata-san isn't here~ I wanted to talk to Timoris~
Same here~
Your bag.
Oops. I didn't expect you to throw it over. Well, it's not that important anyway.
Timoris this, Timoris that, it's so annoying.
You're the only one who found me.
Huh? You left Misumi-san alone there and said that?
It's best to leave such things to the experts.
Why are you and Sakiko in the same band?
You knew Togawa-san?
...
(The cucumbers... are ruined.)
What even is in your mind?
Soyo.
Why are you in a band? After rejecting to be in one with me...
...
Saki-chan...
Didn't I say not to tell Tomori?
The whole school is talking about it. How could she not know?
Mutsumi-chan...
Yes, yes! Mutsumi-chan!
I didn't recognize her at all! Mutsumi-chan shows up on TV from time to time, right?
Her mom is the actress Minami Mori, and her dad is the comedian Wakaba, right?
...
You could've just told us...
There was no need to say it. Also, Mutsumi hates it... when people recognize her as a celebrity's child and make a fuss about it.
But Sakiko...
She said it was all Saki-chan's doing.
What do you mean by "all"?
The band was created by Saki-chan. The play and the songs too...
Uh...
Seriously? Unbelievable...
Saki-chan... back when she was in CRYCHIC, she was so warm, so bright. She even said my lyrics were screams from the heart, that they were our songs...
But this song...
It's a cry from a Saki-chan I don't know...
Hmm~~
Ah! Ave Mujica! Uika-chan~โก
I always thought Timoris' bass tech wasn't ordinary, but Umiri from DISRUPTION makes perfect sense.
Wakaba's daughter is so cute! She's like a doll~
Why~~!? Why is "Nyamu" not a hot topic at all?
You hinted at it so much in the video. To a point there's no surprise left anymore.
By the way, Umiko, aren't you just a normal person? How come you are in the spotlight? If it were famous people like Uiko or Muuko, I'd get it, though...
......
You know I have a pretty face, too.
That's true~ But I really didn't expect Sakiko to be famous as well~
"Ave Mujica's mastermind, Oblivionis, is the daughter of the Togawa Group's founding family!?" It's all over the news~
...
If you're a rich girl, wear better clothes! People will look down on you otherwise~
When we first met, you wore something completely inappropriate for the occasion at the hotel. Made me doubt you.
Let's move on to the main topic.
I updated the schedule for the nationwide tour. Please check it.
Okay~
On the final day of the tour, we'll debut a new song.
Umiri-chan's schedule is so clear and helpful.
You flatter me.
Wow! During the tour, we'll be on TV and in magazines. So busy! Looks like removing the masks was the right decision~
Either way, this won't last forever.
......
By the way, Muuko seems to have the most work to do~
Misumi-san is busy with sumimi stuff. So Wakaba-san will take on Misumi-san's parts.
It was specified by the client.
Hmm~ But being Minami Mori's daughter plays a big part~
...!
Seriously!? Is Minami that Minami Mori!?
Wow~~! Sooo amazing! The food is way too luxurious~~!
Everyone, help yourselves and eat plenty.
Thank you. I am grateful for your hospitality today.
Saki-chan! It's been a while. How have you been?
Eh? Does Minami-san know Sakiko?
Mutsumi-chan and Saki-chan have been together since kindergarten.
Oh... childhood friends?
...
Minami-chan, why...
Eh~ Didn't you talk about me?
By the way, you're called Minami-chan? That's so cute~! Can Nyamu call you "Minami-chan" too?
Of course, you can~
And, I'd like to try different things, like appearing on TV shows and stuff.
Then I'll talk to a producer I know next time.
Thank you so much!
Yลซtenji-san, you're so shameless.
It's not like I can have this opportunity every day! Minami-chan, I heard you have a studio at home. Is that true~?
...!
Yes, because Ta-kun said he wanted one.
Ta-kun? Ah! You mean Wakaba-san.
Oh, right! Want to watch a movie together?
...
"Why now!? After all this time, you just show up like nothing happened!"
"Get out! I don't want to see you! Get out! You're a traitor...! You, and you too!"
I don't want to brag about it, but this is too good for you not to cry.
I'm crying~
It's amazing.
I'm so happy you get it! Come watch it anytime you want!
Why don't you and your band practice here?
Ah...
Really!?
It's a room built for fun, but it doesn't get used much.
I'm so happy~! Now we can practice anytime!
(But I had been using it all along...)
Next up are the members of Ave Mujica! I heard this is your first time on a live TV show?
Yes, I'm so nervous~
...
You're super popular now. Mutsumi-chan, did Minami-san say anything?
Ah...
Mutsumi-chan?
She's Mortis. Who is this Minami-san you're talking about?
Ah... Then, Mortis-san, have your parents said anything about your popularity?
We dolls don't have parents.
So cold and distant~
Then, what does Mortis-san think? Right now, Ave Mujica is such a hot topic!
Haa... Haa... Haa...
It won't last long.
!!
Ah...
...!
Ah...
This one, this one, and this article too! All with headlines saying "Ave Mujica breaking up!?"
What are you going to do about this!?
...
Saying "It won't last long?" We're just getting started!
I...
This is the most important time for me to make my name known! You probably wouldn't understand, Muuko...
The video comments are all about us breaking up.
...
It's not like that Mutsumi-chan had bad intentions.
Speaking of which, haven't you been on TV since you were a kid? Shouldn't you be used to interviews by now? Then why?
I just... when I talk...
Sakiko! Are you gonna keep being silent? Or are you forgiving her just because you're childhood friends?
...!
It's my fault for not managing things properly. Mutsumi, from now on, you need to stay professional when speaking.
Sorry...
Wakaba-san, you need to head to your next work location.
...
Wakaba-san...?
Yes...
...
...
Not bad. Let's switch to another pose, shall we?
...
Alright, let's take another one, here we go~
Is this news about their disbandment? One topic after another~!
But your mom is a famous actress, going down this path isn't bad either.
...
I'd love to see you and Minami-san act together someday~! What do you talk about at home?
Did your parents influence you to start playing guitar? Wakaba-san knows a lot of musicians, right?
Haa... Haa...
Don't be so nervous, it's okay~! I'm really looking forward to Mutsumi-chan's future~!
Ahaha... ahaha...
I...
...
Ah, that's it, that's it! Yes, wonderful! Just like a doll!
...
We had so many interviews today~
Sorry that sumimi got dragged into all the gossip too.
It's okay! They keep saying we'll disband or that we don't get along. I almost feel like shouting, "sumimi will never break up!"
Yeah...
Here you go! Half a donut for our hard-working Ui-chan! sumimi is two-in-one!
Yeah, thanks.
You've worked hard...
...? Is someone there?
...
...! Saki-chan, you've been sleeping here...?
Uika...
Why...
...
Ave Mujica will face the future during this tour... We must dispel rumors of disbandment and regain trust.
The new songs and scripts need to be revised to reflect the removal of masks as soon as possible. I don't want to waste time going home.
So you're sleeping at the office? Will you do this until the tour starts?
Can you really work well like this?
...
If your house is far away, why don't you come to stay with me? My place is close, as long as your family doesn't worry.
They won't worry...
Saki-chan...
You should come to my house. There's no need to say no. Alright?
...
If you need anything, let me know. Toothbrushes, snacks, whatever...
Yeah, thanks, Uika.
Are you sure... to sleep in the attic? Isn't it cramped?
It's enough. I don't have that much luggage.
Wow... this doll is so cute.
It belonged to my mother.
Eh...?
She passed away due to illness.
...!
Uika, you have met my mother, right?
Yeah... Yes.
Make me forget everything...
I see.
That's why you're "Oblivionis"... why you're "Forgetfulness."
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You can stay here as long as you want. I'll always stay by your side...
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Mutsumi-chan hasn't arrived yet.
It seems her previous work ran overtime.
By the way, what's up with today's script? Is it targeting me?
It's just part of the plot. The dolls who lost their masks... will face a harsh reality.
Haa... Haa...
Ah, Muuko's here... Wait, her sweat is crazy.
...
Can you bring Mutsumi-chan's costume? I can't completely fix the makeup, so I'll just hide the dark circles.
We're out of time. Let's start. Mutsumi, just listen from there.
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Tonight is our first masquerade ball as the ones who lost their masks. It's also the first day of the nationwide tour.
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Whether we can immerse the audience in Ave Mujica's world today... will determine the true worth of our band!
Failure is not an option.
Haa... Haa...
4. Episode 4: Iterum frangetur.
264 lines(Failure is not an option... There's no turning back... Haa... Haa...)
Give me back my perfect face! Give me back those beautiful, pitiful eyes! Give me back those gracefully curved lips...!
...!
(It started? When?)
This... this isn't the real me!
Amoris, this is what you wished for.
No, I...! Ah, the moon... The moonlight will surely make me shine...!
Right, the moon, it surely will...!
How unfortunate. The moon heals no one.
Not only that, it will press closer and closer.
Haa... Haa...
Once broken, you'll have to live with this face forever...
...!
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There's... no escaping now...
Even so, if you still seek solace...
Then leave everything to Ave Mujica!
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(Failure is not an option...)
(Failure is not an option, failure is not an option, failure is not...)
...!
...
...!
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(Amazing...)
Mutsumi-chan, you were amazing! The audience was so surprised too. I didn't think you could pull off a performance like that.
...
Did you plan it out with Togawa-san?
Huh...?
Because it was so perfect, it didn't seem impromptu...
Anyway, at least the staff was convinced. Why did you do something like that?
The guitar... I made a mistake.
!?
You mean it wasn't pre-planned or an impromptu?
Mutsumi-chan, I didn't know you would make mistakes during live performances...
And you just froze on stage without even trying to bluff your way out?
Bluffing her way out, Mutsumi isn't capable of that...
I see...
Saki-chan, you're incredible too. You can react so quickly. Thanks to your impromptu, we managed to get through after that.
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...
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Mutsumi-chan?
You can't sleep again?
Why do I always... mess things up so badly?
Mutsumi-chan! Welcome to our show today!
Ah...!
So cute!
She's just like her mom!
Do you think she'll become an outstanding actress like Minami-san?
"Like Mom? What does that mean?"
...
(What should I say? I don't know.)
"Since a long time ago, Mutsumi-chan has never been good at talking."
Not good at talking? Completely unlike her dad, who only knows how to talk. That's a relief.
You're so annoying. Who are you calling all talk and no action? (lol)
Born with her parents' aura? And not just one parent, double aura! But she's so cute!
That's right! Mutsumi-chan is super cute and incredibly talented. This isn't just me being biased toward my child.
All those praises belong to Minami-chan and Ta-kun.
"Not a single one belongs to Mutsumi-chan."
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"That guitar sings so vibrantly."
Ah...
"She practices for a long, long time every day, and they're always together."
"Mutsumi-chan finally found something that belongs only to her."
I want to sing tooโช
Eh...?
I... can't do it...
"But the gods are cruel. They didn't give Mutsumi-chan the ability to let her guitar sing."
Wow, amazing! Tomori-chan's song was so good! Taki-chan's drumming is so cool!
!
Soyo-chan's tone is always so gentle. And Sakiko-chan is... really amazing!
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Let me sing too, please? It would make me so happy!
I can't sing... I can't do it...
So...! I can't... enjoy the band...!
I am quitting CRYCHIC.
Waaahhh...
!!
No... That's not what I mean...
I can't feel the joy of being in a band, it's because... I'm terrible at it...
I can't make the guitar sing...
"Mutsumi, lost her directions."
I'm the one... who ruined CRYCHIC.
"Filled with despair, she curled into herself..."
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<align="center">Ave Mujica Nationwide Tour First Day: A Huge Success! Praise for Mortis (Mutsumi Wakaba)'s Performance
<align="center">The motionless Mortis looked just like a real "doll."
Mutsumi-chan's performance was amazing! I absolutely want to see it live on the nationwide tour!!
...
At least it's resolved now. Thank goodness.
I don't want the audience to think that's what Ave Mujica's world is like.
I should've been more attentive to her. Normally, Mutsumi doesn't make mistakes during performances.
Bringing her into this world, pushing her into this situation, that was me.
I knew all along what kind of girl Mutsumi is. I have known since the beginning.
Since the beginning...
Hey, I have donuts here. Want to have some together? There are many flavors, chocolate, strawberry...
Sorry, I still have things to do.
Ah... okay.
Phew~ I guess that's about it.
Oh, the video! Has it been uploaded...? Huh? How is it still uploading?
Alright then. Guess I'll check the analytics... Huh!? What's this? The view count is skyrocketing...!? Which video...
Mutsumi-chan herself doesn't appear in it?
Do you hang out with Mortis-san regularly?
Well, as I expected...
Honestly, at first, I thought she was using her parents' connections. After all, that's a kind of talent too, you should make use of everything you can.
But...
Just sitting there and THAT alone? How does that even work... Muuko is a true genius.
Good morning... Hm? Muuko alone?
...
Say, Muuko, don't you use social media? Let's add each other as friends~
I don't use it...
Don't look so scared~ I just want to get along with you, Muuko.
Alright, alright, let's film a video for now...
I can't. Saki will get mad.
Ah... Sakiko is pretty strict. Then how about we both leave Mujica and go solo...
I'm not leaving.
Why not?
Because Saki's about to fall apart.
Huh~~?
If Mujica breaks, Saki will too...
What are you talking about? Sakiko again?
I want to become a multi-talented artist. For that, I'll do whatever it takes.
If there's a chance, I'll grab it. If there isn't, I'll carve out my own way.
That's why I joined Ave Mujica. Are you satisfied with just staying as you are, Muuko?
Eh?
Isn't Sakiko obviously holding you back? At this rate, you'll both go down.
Nyamu, why do you keep saying such awful things?
Are you trying to trick Mutsumi with your one-sided arguments?
Oh my, you heard that~?
If you don't want people to hear it, don't say it in the recording room.
Well, I'm glad that I said it here. That way, you heard every single word, didn't you?
...!
If you're going to argue, please do it after practice is over.
Oh, Umiko! How's that going?
Which one?
You know, the one mentioned in the email, The invitation to perform on the Music Floor!
...
I don't like Sakiko-chan!
...!
Just like Nyamu-chan said, because you always listen to Sakiko-chan, Mutsumi-chan is suffering so much.
It's not good for her health!
I... I just don't want her to break.
You don't want the band to fall apart, right? But if this continues, Mutsumi-chan, you will break first.
When you're feeling troubled, speak up! I'm so worried about Mutsumi-chan.
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Wakaba-san, Wakaba-san.
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Wakaba-san, Are you listening?
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We're discussing the Music Floor. This time, we'll be appearing as guests.
Amazing! It's a national broadcast during prime time. Minami-chan is such a goddess! I can't believe she helped us get introduced!
The offer itself is fascinating, but...
The client has specific demands regarding the program. They want Mortis to recreate the performance from the first day of the tour.
Eh...
They're asking for the performance to be deliberately interrupted...?
That's like they're saying Ave Mujica's music isn't needed.
You said it was a mistake before. Can you recreate it?
...
There's no need to even think about it. We'll just refuse.
Then what about the tour?
We've received a lot of similar requests. The agency says they want to add the performance starting from the next regional tour.
Of course, that's also...
There's no reason to refuse, is there?
We're finally in the spotlight, it's the natural next step. Isn't it a good opportunity for both Mujica and Muuko?
This isn't what Mutsumi wants.
Then we'll have to ask Muuko herself.
!
Mutsumi, what do you think?
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Mutsumi...?
See? She hasn't said she doesn't want to perform~
But she hasn't said she wants to either!
This is about the direction of our band. We can't decide without Misumi-san present.
Fine~
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Say, aren't you going to perform?
We won't. Does a band that takes their performances lightly even have a reason to exist?
Huh? Of course they do. Responding to what's requested is what entertainment is about.
If you only do what you want...
What are you even trying to say?
Do you even understand what the audience wants?
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Ignoring the audience's expectations, what's the point of that!? This is such an important moment. Do you really think this is okay?
I think it's fine. How many times do I have to say it for you to understand?
Have you even looked at the audience? The guests are all downcast.
They came in the rain, but they didn't see what they wanted!
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You two shouldn't be arguing here...
Are you telling me to abandon the band's identity!?
I'm fine with not performing as a band. In the end, do we really have to be a band?
What are you saying...
Besides, Muuko herself hasn't even said anything.
She said during the TV interview it wouldn't last long. Forget the band, Wasn't that practically saying she could even give up Mujica?
Ugh, that's...
I won't let Mujica disband.
Why are we even talking about disbanding? I never said anything about that!
If a band member quits, it's basically the same as disbanding. It's also betraying the fans who support us.
Didn't I already say we've betrayed them once before?
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Besides, don't act like it's so important. Uiko is so busy, you barely even come to practice, right?
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Isn't that completely irresponsible?
!!
And isn't this kind of irresponsible of you?
Speaking of responsibility, shouldn't you, Yลซtenji-san, practice more?
Tomori, you need to practice more than anyone else. What have you been doing all this time?
Haa... Haa...!
I've never thought Yลซtenji-san lacked practice. Togawa-san, aren't you the one not paying attention to the members?
!
Don't say unnecessary things. Anyway, I can't accept this.
Sorry, let's not argue. Let's calm down and talk this through.
Wait! Let's talk this out!
Haa... Haa...!
(What should I do...?)
(I don't know... I don't know, I don't know...)
(Help me, Saki...)
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Mutsumi-chan is following us...
Can you go back first?
O-Okay.
How far are you going to follow me?
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Why don't you just say you don't want to do it? You want to play the guitar more than perform, don't you? But you...
Whenever I speak up, I ruin everything...
Stop playing innocent!!
!
Is this the time to worry about that? If this continues, Mujica won't be Mujica anymore!
Saki...
You used to talk more. You used to smile more. Now you leave everything to me!
Why...? Why aren't you on my side!?
Mujica is... This world is all I have left!
!
...!
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It's time for a commercial...
Get a grip! This is a live broadcast.
I'm only saying this because if we don't fix it now, it'll be too late.
Hey... they're still arguing.
Isn't this bad? At this timing. What are we supposed to do now?
I thought we agreed we'd just play.
(Mujica will fall apart.)
I'm telling you! It's not finalized yet. I can't accept this!
You don't have to accept it.
Huh!?
(Again... it's my fault.)
It's painful, isn't it?
It hurts, doesn't it?
I'm the only one on Mutsumi-chan's side.
Mortis...
Huh...?
The commercial is ending! Five seconds until we go live! Four, three...
Every awakening brings rebirth. Only eternal death will bring no awakening.
Let me weave a cradle for you. A lullaby wrapped in velvety darkness, like a coffin. Gently enclosing you...
Guiding you into dreams unaware.
What's happening?
I, I don't know...
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So, there's no need to worry!
Mutsumi...?
Goodnight. Sweet dreams.
Is this sleep, or is it death? At least... may it be at peace.
5. Episode 5: Omnia apparent.
300 linesI watched Ave Mujica on Music Floor yesterday! The talk segment was so entertaining, I couldn't stop watching!
Thank you.
The interaction with the host ended up feeling like a comedy skit, didn't it? Mutsumi-chan, you're amazing as always.
Not really. The host did a great job picking up on what I was saying and making it entertaining. Professional hosts really are amazing~
That was so much fun! Ahaha!
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Ah~ I'm so tired~
I have macarons. Which color would you choose?
I can't decide...
Red or black... By the way, I'm still on a diet.
Let me have one then. Even if I eat, I won't gain weight.
Sesame-flavored?
*Munch*... Yeah, it's sesame-flavored.
I'm so jealous of Umiko's constitution~
If we share half, the calores will be halved! right?
I see! No, no, saying things like this isn't good~
Ahaha.
What's wrong?
What?
Not long ago, everyone was still...
I won't let Mujica disband. If a band member quits, it's basically the same as disbanding.
This is such an important moment. Do you really think this is okay?
Togawa-san, aren't you the one not paying attention to the members?
Whenever I speak up, I ruin everything...
What's the big deal~ Finally, we're in the best state now.
That's true, the atmosphere of the band has improved... I was worried we might just disband like that.
It's all thanks to Mutsumi-chan.
Eheheh.
Really impressive to dispel negative rumors with such powerful acting.
Even the rumors of disbanding have disappeared.
Indeed~!
But having such a lazy attitude, like you did in that interview earlier, is unacceptable!
Although the direction may differ slightly from what Togawa-san expected from Ave Mujica...
Wakaba-san also expressed Ave Mujica's worldview in her own unique way. It is a sort of success too.
Isn't that why we got a magazine feature?
Starting now, we're a band. We'll play music together and our destinies will become one!
I will write music worthy of Ave Mujica!
...!
Huh? That sounded just like something Sakiko would say~
A shared destiny means just that.
Shared destiny, huh... I like the Mujica we have now.
Thank you, Uika-chan.
Are you really going to settle like this? I haven't finished talking yet!
Ughhh~? What a hassle.
We worked so hard to come together, but you're still so laid-back!
We had a tour scheduled, but we didn't even practice properly!
Yeah, we have to perform a new song on the last day of the tour.
When will it even be finished~? I want to practice too~
...
Saki-chan has been pretty busy lately too. I'll help out too.
Misumi-san, Wakaba-san, it's about time to go.
You're off to shoot the cover for "ERA," right? That's so nice~
I'll let the editor know.
Yay! Should I come too? Just to observe for future reference~โช
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Saki-chan... I wonder if she's exhausted?
...
She'd never shown that side of herself before.
It's all those invisible jobs, like directing live shows and writing scripts. She's handling all of it.
I want to ease her burden, even just a little, but... She's composing at home all the time too... Yesterday, she even pulled an all-nighter.
It's not good for her health!
Eh?
Then just tell her! Tell her to sleep properly!
When there's too much work, she forgets herself. And things start to fall apart.
Hehe, Mutsumi-chan, you kind of remind me of Mana-chan.
The Mana-chan from "sumimi"?
Yeah, when I'm with Mutsumi-chan, I feel really at ease. You even brought all of us together.
But the first time we met, you didn't talk much. I had no idea you were this amazing.
Didn't Uika-chan say before that "if a member quits, it's basically the same as disbanding?"
I think the same as you.
Now, the closest person to Sakiko-chan is Uika-chan. Please take care of Sakiko-chan.
Alright!
Ah, Uika-chan. What we just talked about, keep it a secret from Sakiko-chan, okay? Hehe.
(What's wrong with you? Mutsumi...)
Saki-chan, you are still awake?
I need to compose.
It's not good for your health!
Health?
You're not sleeping enough. Go to sleep for today. You can't come up with good songs without sleep.
But...
Saki-chan.
Alright.
Your handwriting is easy to read. That helps a lot.
*Yawn*...
Didn't you get enough sleep?
Not really. I'm working on songs for the next live... What about math?
I'm pretty good at it. No thanks.
I see.
I never thought I'd one day borrow notes from you.
Me neither. I never thought I'd see Umiri on TV five days a week.
So? How is it?
What do you mean?
The band. Didn't you say it might disband?
That's been resolved. The tour is going well too. The schedule is filled with TV appearances and interviews.
It's like a sparkler about to burn out.
Huh?
Hmm... Can you try to be more expressive?
...
Your expression is too stiff. Look, smile more like meโช
Yeah, yeah~ Relax more! For example~ maybe put your arm around my shoulder? Like this.
W-Wait, what are you doing all of a sudden?
Uika-chan and Umiri-chan, come join too!
No choice, I guess.
I was trying not to overlap with my sumimi image, though.
Everyone, gather together and strike a pose!
Yeah, it's amazing! It feels like the new Ave Mujica.
Wow, it's really great! I love this photo~
I love this photo too.
Everyone's unique charm shines through... Wow~ I'm really looking forward to Mujica's future!
I want us all to bring out each other's strengths and make Mujica even bigger~!
Yeah! Let's make Mujica even better!
Let's do our best.
Umiri-chan, you too!
Well... I do hope that Mujica will become a new home for me.
Umiko, honestly... Couldn't you try matching everyone else's energy a little?
Well, that's just my nature.
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I heard you all are going to Fukuoka for a tour this weekend.
We'll do our best to give the audience a dream-like experience.
Nyamu-chan... Amoris's family will be coming too, right?
That's right~ But, well, since we're technically dolls, family...
Hakata dolls!
Huh? Oh, right...
Minami-chan has a favorite shop. I'm really looking forward to visiting it.
Please leave your recommendations for places to visit in Mujica's social media comment sections! We'd really appreciate it.
That's right! Actually, next week's show will have a Fukuoka special. Will you all be coming again?
Thank you so much! I'll ask the manager...
Ah, the gesture says no... So it's a no...
We'd love to have you anytime.
We might actually come by!
Aha... ahaha...
Ahhh... I ended up buying a grande cafรฉ latte...
Whatever! Forget it! I'm drinking it! I'm drinking the whole thing!
Gulp, gulp... gulp, phew! I quit~~!
How come she's leavin' the topic to me, then takin' it right back to herself? It's just so frustratin', I tell ya~ This is what I get after tryin' so darn hard~ Guess talent really is everythin'! Ah~
Ma~ma~
"Why ya soundin' so down? What happened?"
Ugh, where do I even start~?
I thought for sure I'd grab myself an opportunity in Tokyo, but turns out I'm surrounded by geniuses.
"Oh dear, how'd it come to this?"
Yeah. I thought I could bounce off Muuko during today's recording, but she completely took over and I couldn't get a word in edgewise~.
That's why, even though I don't usually drink this stuff, I went and bought the biggest latte they had today.
"Don't worry. Your name Nyamu."
"It means wheat only grows stronger after bein' trampled on. Tomorrow, you'll be somethin' even more amazin', ya hear?"
Ugh... Mama~
"Mama! I want to talk to big sister~ Mama! I want to talk to Nyamu-sister~"
Wait your turn! Don't y'all fight~
"Nyamu-sister, thank ya for the cat plushie!"
"Big sister, you were on TV. I'm so proud~!"
I see. Alrighty! Big sister is feelin' fired up now!
I'll set off a big ol' firework for y'all. Make sure y'all watchin'~
"Take care now. We're all rootin' for ya!"
Y'all look forward to the Fukuoka concert the day after tomorrow, ya hear? Give a holler to the big brother and big sister for me, will ya? Good night, y'all~
Phew... okay.
We'll start checking the sound equipment. I heard you haven't been able to play together at all. Should we try playing a few songs first?
My sincere apologies, we'll leave it to you.
Mortis-san, your guitar.
I don't need a guitar~
Mutsumi, what are you saying?
Because I don't know how to play guitar at all.
Huh?
What do you mean by that?
But you've been playing it all this time!
I can't play it because I've never played it before.
Is it your fingers or arms that hurt?
You can't even play the songs from the first day of the tour? The setlist hasn't really changed.
I can't play any of them~
Wait, what are you talking about? I can't understand a thing.
Are you serious?
What's the problem? I was doing fine without the guitar, right?
...!
What are we supposed to do? The TV performance was fine since it was only one song, and we could get by without Mutsumi-chan's guitar...
But that's a different story if we're playing the full set...
Wait, what about rehearsals?
Come with me.
It hurts... Hey, don't pull me.
They're gone.
What are you thinking? You already ruined the performance with improvisation, and now you're saying you won't play?
You used to care so much about the guitar! I can't understand you anymore!
This is all for Ave Mujica.
Sakiko-chan said it, right? That Mutsumi-chan left everything to you.
So, I spoke to everyone on behalf of Sakiko-chan.
...?
Uika-chan, Umiri-chan, Nyamu-chan, Everyone really loves Ave Mujica.
If things stay like this, we can stay together forever, Sakiko-chan.
What nonsense are you talking about...
Do you really not understand? Sakiko-chan is so fixated on the band. Isn't it because of this?
That's...
"Sakiko-chan"? Mutsumi... wouldn't call me that.
Are you... really Mutsumi?
Mutsumi-chan is already dead.
...!
Ah, I got it wrong. It's more like she's asleep, as if dead.
Don't joke around!
I'm serious.
What do you mean by "asleep"? Explain it to me!
My name is Mortis.
A long time ago, I chatted with Mutsumi-chan, played with dolls, and had lots of fun.
A long... time ago?
After Mutsumi-chan started playing guitar, she joined Sakiko-chan's band, with no idea that would be the start of her suffering.
One day, when Mutsumi-chan couldn't sleep from all the pain, she desperately followed Sakiko-chan, seeking help.
But Sakiko-chan, only thinking of herself, scolded Mutsumi-chan harshly.
Ah...
Why...?
Why aren't you on my side!?
...
Just like this, with all the wounds on her, Mutsumi-chan sank into a deep, deep slumber.
That's why I hate Sakiko-chan.
...
Don't worry. I will protect Mutsumi-chan and her favorite band.
But...
If Sakiko-chan keeps being like this, Mutsumi-chan might never be back.
I...
Saki-chan...! You were here.
I just passed by Mutsumi-chan, are you done talking...?
That... wasn't Mutsumi...
Wakaba-san said that... That just came out of nowhere.
A split personality?
!!
Were you calling for me? Ah, everyone's here~ What were you talking about?
Is it true you have a split personality?
Hmm... So you told everyone about it, Sakiko-chanโช
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Let's decide what to do moving forward. We didn't even get to rehearse... Tomorrow's live will have to be canceled, right?
We can't cancel it...
Mutsumi-chan's guitar recordings...
We don't have it.
This is the downside of insisting on live performances.
Mutsumi-chan's guitar is the core of the songs. I can't handle it all on my own.
If we're going to hold the live, I'll immediately find someone to help.
I can handle it, no matter how many hours it takes!
Whether they're here for a play or the music, I'll make sure my performance satisfies them completely!
But that... doesn't count as a band anymore...
You know, I've been holding back for a long time.
Eh...
Even when Muuko stole the spotlight and I was ignored, I kept smiling for the audience's sake.
Whether it's the band or the live, it's not just us doing it. There are countless people working tirelessly behind the scenes... They're the ones staying up all night for us!
Have you thought about the audience looking forward to tomorrow's live?
It's not just ticket money. They spend so much on travel and accommodation...
Saving up from their jobs for Ave Mujica's live concert. Are you going to betray them?
...
Then you quit!
Nyamu-chan!
Then, should we expel Muuko?
...
What are you suggesting?
I want Mutsumi back.
You fool! I'll quit.
!!!
When I saw your clothes at first, I thought you were sloppy, but then I assumed you'd leave your high-society status behind to take this seriously.
I really thought we'd climb to the top together.
What "Give me your life"! I don't have time to play house with a rich girl!
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Uiko, if one person quits, Ave Mujica is over, right?
Ah, that's...
Huh? How did it come to this?
Calm down...
I am calm. She did say it, didn't she?
Yes, you did.
If I hadn't said it back then...
Uika-chan, you are always lying. Didn't you say it was because you wanted to stay with Sakiko-chan?
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That's why we don't have to disband!
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I don't want it! Absolutely not! We absolutely won't disband!
A band is about playing music together and destinies becoming one! Our mission is none other than to give our guests a dream-like experience!
Now is the time to determine the true value of the band! Sakiko-chan, isn't Mujica the only thing you have left in this world?
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*Sigh*... It's only a matter of time. Not many bands last.
Why? Why are we even talking about disbanding?
How did it come to this? We talked about this already, didn't we? All of us!
Uika-chan! After I told you to "take care of Sakiko-chan," didn't you smile happily?
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Nyamu-chan! Didn't we talk about using everyone's strengths to make Mujica even better?
...
Even Umiri-chan said, "if Mujica could become a place I can call home, that would be great."
...
You've got it wrong.
What "wrong"!?
Why are you in Mujica in the first place?
Eh?
When you acted as a doll, honestly, it scared me to the point of trembling. Even though I knew there were no strings...
I saw the strings pulled tight, then snap.
Even though I felt frustrated, I realized that this is what true genius looks like...
You shouldn't belong here.
Why? Why would you be mean to me? Is it because I can't play the guitar? Say something!
Nobody's leaving, right? We'll stay together as a band, right?
Sakiko-chan! Uika-chan! Umiri-chan!
How could this happen...
The moon sinks into the earth.
Stop!
Our fleeting lives end here.
Why would you say something like that?
The dolls no longer exist.
But I'm still here!
With tonight's masquerade...
Stop! Don't say it!
We announce the curtain call of Ave Mujica.
Nooooooo!
6. Episode 6: Solus factus.
97 lines...
Then, let's confirm this matter later in the board meeting... Please make time for it.
Excuse me.
Yลซtenji-san, what's the matter?
May I take a moment of your time? I have something to discuss with you all.
Good work. I'm off.
Oh, good work. Once you're back in Tokyo, I'll hear the details from you.
...
Sorry to rush you, but could we schedule the recording for tomorrow? For this show, we have no choice but to have sumimi perform.
Yes.
...
(Saki-chan...)
...
<align="center">The famous girl band Ave Mujica announced their disbandment! Their agency also addressed the reasons for the disbandment.
Is it true they announced the disbandment without even performing a single song? That's too harsh.
I took a break and bought train tickets, im crying. Can't recover from it.
It's sad that they disbanded, but Mutsumi-chan was cooking till the end~! She was screaming a lot, is she okay...?
Really disbanding? No~~! What's gonna happen to everyone!?
...
...
You don't have to answer. You can stay here as long as you want.
Even without Mujica, will you stay with me?
...
(Even if I continue staying here... Uika will forgive me...)
(That's why I can't...)
Uika-san, could you talk about Mujica's disbandment? It's said you broke up due to bad relationships.
Ah, I don't think it's about Mujica right now...
Right now, she's Ui-chan from sumimi!
Mana-chan...
I'm back. Saki-chan, I brought pudding home! Saki-chan...?
To Uika: Thank you for everything.
...!!
I'm back now.
...
You fell asleep with it on again...
And now! Today's guests are from unique backgrounds! Let's first introduce Nyamuchi!
Here I am!
We see you on variety shows every day~
Thank you! We had that setup of us being dolls, right?
Ahaha! Do you want to start from there? But now, you are doing videos, streaming, and all sorts of things, right?
I want those who support me to feel like, "Being a fan of Nyamuchi is amazing!" So...
I should finish this assignment now before it's too late.
Seriously~ Uika-chan is so pitiful. sumimi really had it rough, huh? They went through so much to fill Mujica's gap.
That's right~ And Minami-san said that Mutsumi-chan locked herself in her room and hasn't come out.
No way! She was so popular! What a waste~ Ave Mujica's disbandment must have been a huge blow.
You think? They just threw it out like "Yeah, disband~" In the end, wasn't it just a rich girl's band game?
Good morning~
Morning.
Ah... good morning! Oh, I have an urgent meeting to attend!
Me, me too!
Unbelievable. It's been a month, and people are still saying that stuff.
Sorry.
Ui-chan, you don't need to apologize.
...
What's wrong?
Hmm... I can't get in touch with Saki-chan.
Oh, the keyboardist?
Good morning~
Ah, good morning, Nyamu-chan!
Morning...
...
Fukurokoji-san, is the studio free after three? I want to practice my vocals.
...
Again...
...
Hey... Umiri-chan. Have you contacted anyone since then?
No.
Ah... What about Saki-chan? Do you know how she's doing?
Why don't you check for yourself?
...
I have work to do, so I'll take my leave now.
...
Grandfather.
...
I've seen the news. You must have learned a lot too. You don't need to worry about anything.
I covered the compensation for the canceled tour. Come back.
But... Father...
*Sigh*... Didn't I already say he's no longer part of the Togawa family?
...
(I've ended up coming back here again...)
(Abandoning my father and disbanding the band...)
(Holding the memento doll... alone again.)
I... hate myself.
Phew.
Yes, this is Yลซtenji. Huh? You're talking about a stage play? The audition invitation came directly from the producer?
Ah...
I'm still working on improving my acting skills. Right now, I'd like to focus on variety shows...
Yes... I know it's such a rare opportunity, I'm really sorry. Thank you.
Have a nice day.
...
...
Please take care.
Thank you.
Where are you?
Are you okay?
Please contact me.
Saki-chan...
7. Episode 7: Remedium non est.
113 lines(Mutsumi-chan... doesn't come to school either. I wonder if she's okay...)
<align="center">Ave Mujica M<mark=#C0C0C080>ortis
<align="center">Mortis<mark=#C0C0C080> Mutsumi-chan
<align="center">Mortis<mark=#C0C0C080> Dead
<align="center">Mortis<mark=#C0C0C080> Disappeared
...!
(I have to... go and see Mutsumi-chan...)
Ah, Tomorin, Look at that!
Saki-chan...
Welcome back, milady.
...
Wow! She really is a rich girl!
Wasn't she all over the internet when she debuted? Oblivionis is part of the Togawa Group...
The Togawa Group...
Eh~? Didn't Minami Mori also do an ad for them? To-ga-wa Groupโช
...
...
Um...
This part is for the guitar, Mutsumi's section. Next is for the keyboard, so it's my part.
Yeah...
Then comes Soyo's section. The bass part. The last one is Taki's part.
If there's anything you don't understand, feel free to ask me anytime.
Well, what a lovely view. Ah, you can see that pedestrian bridge from here.
Yeah...
We screamed from over there before. It was my first time doing something like that.
Every day was so much fun, I looked forward to practicing every day. The five of us forming CRYCHIC is true happiness...
...
It made me want to scream, Listen to our music! Just like our band's name.
Saki-chan...
(! Again!?)
...
So, Tomorin.
Eh, what was that sound just now?
...?
! Wait, Saki-chan! Saki-chan!
Wait, what's going on?
(Enough already!)
(I'm happy? You want to know about me? What do you think I've been feeling all this time!?)
(You don't understand! You can't understand! You, who are still in a happy band!)
Wait, Saki-chan...!
(Tomori...)
...! Saki-chan...
Tomorin, are you okay? Wait, is Sakiko-chan over there?
(Why? No matter how many times you fall or get hurt, you...)
(You...!)
Milady?
No, it's nothing.
Wait...!
Leave it to me. I was the anchor runner for my class all through middle school!
Give it to me.
Sakiko-chan! Wait up!
Excuse me...
I'm her friend!
...
Excuse me for intruding. Oh, Tomorin, over here.
Haa... Haa... Haa...
We're departing now.
Yeah.
(What are they planning, following me like this without asking?)
(Even though it's already over. Even though there's nothing that can be done...)
The house is amazing... isn't it enormous? And there are roses, too. It's like a royal family's!
Huh? A pool table? That's amazing.
Tomori, didn't you have something to say?
...
Saki-chan...! Let's be in a band!
Eh...
(What was I expecting? I knew this would happen. And yet, I obediently bring them here...)
(I really, really... hate myself.)
Let's be in a band together, just like before... And then...
I already told you to stop it.
But, Saki-chan, you were crying...
What could you possibly understand about me?
You think being in a band will make me happy?
If that's what you think, then you're more than being completely wrong. I have nothing more to say.
Ah...
Please excuse yourselves...!
...
Let's go, Tomorin.
...
...
(I expected, then rejected, and still, I can't let go of Tomori's words. I'm really... foolish.)
Sorry, sorry! I'm late!
You're so late! Do you know that the live is coming soon?
That's why I'm apologizing. What about Soyorin?
Not here yet.
Good~
Seriously... Tomori, what's wrong?
...
Ah... Tomorin might be a little tired today.
What happened?
She went to Sakiko-chan's house to ask her to be in a band. But we got kicked out...
Tomori, is that true?
I just wanted... to talk to Saki-chan.
I don't think that's necessary.
Eh?
Because I don't want you to get hurt digging too deeply.
Ah...
!?
Let's play.
Wait, Soyorin isn't here yet.
She'll come around.
...
Mutsumi-chan...? Are you there? I'm coming in.
Yes, yes...
(She's on the phone with someone...?)
Yes, yes....... No, she's been asleep the whole time.
Hello? Is this the doctor? Yes...... Yes, Mutsumi-chan isn't waking up.
Yes, yes... She's been asleep the whole time.
Mutsumi-chan?
!?
...
Eek...
Soyo-chan... Soyo-chan, Please wake Mutsumi-chan up...
8. Episode 8: Tutus in cavea.
154 linesHey, look. I just wanted to protect Mutsumi-chan.
I need to go to school.
No! I don't want you to go! Please, wake Mutsumi-chan up! I only have Soyo-chan to rely on!
Let me make it clear, I wasn't that close to Mutsumi-chan.
That's not true at all. I know everything. Because I've seen it all.
Eh?
Soyo-chan really loved CRYCHIC, didn't you? Mutsumi-chan felt the same.
...
Sakiko-chan was so mean! Mutsumi-chan didn't want to ruin the band, but Sakiko-chan always ends up destroying it.
Saki-chan did?
She only cares about herself and always ruins the mood. Even Mutsumi-chan couldn't handle her anymore, so I stepped in instead.
Then she insisted I play guitar. She said it doesn't count as a band if I don't.
That's why I want to wake Mutsumi-chan up to have her play the guitar. Then the band will go back to normal, right?
...
...
The phone...
Eh?
I need to call!
Hello? Is this the doctor? Hello? Can you hear me?
(This can't go on. But what should I do...?)
Soyorin, are you okay? Can you come tomorrow?
...
Hello? Can you hear me? Is this the doctor? Hello? Hello?
Yes, how can I help you?
Oh, is this the doctor? Um... I actually want to take away Mutsumi-chan's band and guitar.
Because she looks like she's in pain. But if I do that, Mutsumi-chan will be sad.
Then, how about playing guitar together with everyone?
I think experiencing new things would be good for Mutsumi-chan.
Meeting others, listening to performances... I'll go with you too, okay?
...
It's been three days. She hasn't even looked at her messages. It's worrying. This is definitely one of those times. Soyorin is depressed all by herself again.
...
*Sigh*... She always sinks so deep when she's down.
True~ In that case, we'll have to go to her place. Or to catch her at the school...
She's here.
Huh?
Soyorin!
Mutsumi-chan...?
...
Why, why? Why are you with Mutsumi-chan? Amazing, so cute! Nice to meet you!
...
Mutsumi...?
She's sleeping.
!
There are two people.
Can you see them, Rฤna-chan?
There are two people.
Can you see Mutsumi-chan?
I gotta go. Bye-bye.
Huh? Wait!
Mutsumi, wait.
She's gone... Wait, what do you mean she's sleeping?
She said her name is Mortis-chan.
Eh? Mortis... Wait, what's going on?
Mutsumi-chan is currently asleep inside her body.
Huh? Explain from the beginning.
Meow~
Haa... Haa... Finally caught up with you. What's your name?
Huh? Cat.
No, I mean your name.
Rฤna
Mortis.
Who's asleep?
Mutsumi-chan.
Hmm.
Meow~
She likes Mortis.
Huh? Hehe...
What's this about?
Do you all know about that matter?
What matter?
Mutsumi. Of course... Is it true she has a split personality?
Yeah... Of course, because she was the trigger for Ave Mujica's disbandment.
Everyone agreed that with Wakaba-san in that state, we couldn't stay in the band anymore.
But I had a feeling it would fall apart sooner or later.
...
Well, I see. It's been a month, and nothing has changed.
What are you saying?
Huh?
Umiri, were you really part of Mujica?
What do you mean?
Nothing. That's all.
...
What is she trying to say?
*Munch*...
Hehe... Is the matcha parfait delicious?
She made friends with that stray cat.
Even though I stayed with her for three days and nights...
What should we do? We can't just leave her alone.
...
It seems like the Mujica members gave up on her.
What's going on!? Who told you that?
That person.
Huh? Timoris?
Playing guitar.
Wow... it's tattered.
โช
Wow...!
<cspace=0.25em><voffset=0.25em>Singing<voffset=0em><voffset=0.25em></voffset>.
Hm.
...! Mutsumi-chan?
?
Mutsumi-chan woke up!
Mutsumi-chan! That's great! I thought you were really dead.
...
Mutsumi-chan?
!
Mutsumi-chan, you have been sleeping all this time. Even after consulting with the doctor, you wouldn't wake up. It's been so tough for me.
Ah...
But now, Mutsumi-chan, you can just play the guitar, the band will be back to normal, right?
Huh? What happened?
Until now, what...
Mutsumi-chan is already dead. Ah, I got it wrong. It's more like she's asleep, as if dead.
That's why I hate Sakiko-chan.
I want Mutsumi back...
Saki...
It's okay. I'll protect you from any harm. So Mutsumi-chan can just focus on playing the guitar.
Why would you say that?
Eh?
You said to leave everything to you. That's too much.
Saki... where's Saki?
...!
Mortis? Let me see Saki.
No!
!?
Mutsumi-chan, you don't understand anything!
What's going on?
She's gone. She just mentioned Mutsumi-chan...
Wait, Mortis-chan.
Please, let me see Saki. I want to talk to Saki.
I said no, didn't I!? Saki this, Saki that, I hate Mutsumi-chan...
Like this! Don't you remember how deeply Sakiko-chan hurt you!?
It's not like that.
She pushed you to the point of breaking when you were fragile!
I didn't want to see Saki with that face...
That's why I'm going to take your place...
Mutsumi-chan...!
Why did you destroy it...
Even if you want to see her, Sakiko-chan doesn't feel the same way!
Because CRYCHIC fell apart, so this time, I want to do my best.
Eh, is that Mutsumi-chan from Ave Mujica over there?
It's true! Is it some kind of filming? Where's the camera?
But she hasn't come to see you even once!
But Saki... only has Mujica left.
She hasn't reflected on anything, and she hasn't changed! If you go to see her, you'll just get hurt again!
Please, just listen to me!
I want to... see Saki.
Hey, let's take a picture too!
This performance is amazing~!
...
!
No photos, please! No photos, please!
...
It's okay... It's okay!
9. Episode 9: Quod nescio.
107 linesGood mornyamu~ Today, we're here! I'm gonnyam try super spicy ramen~
So, this is spice level MAX, said to bring rebirth! Alright, let's dig in this "Rebirth"~
*Munch*... *Munch*... Huh? Nyamuchi seems fine!
So spicy! No way! What is this!? It hurts, it hurts, it hurts! It's killing me~!!
Thank you~ I'll be leaving now~
Great job~
*Sigh*... This ain't good! Serious, I ain't kiddin', this thing's hot! My mouth's still burnin'!
Hope all this sweatin' didn't make me look a downright mess. This is unbearable~
AveMujica #Mujica Comeback Mutsumi Wakaba Mutsumi-chan #Mortis
Huh? Muuko?
Even if you want to see her, Sakiko-chan doesn't feel the same way!
Because CRYCHIC fell apart, so this time, I want to do my best.
But she hasn't come to see you even once!
But Saki... only has Mujica left...!
This is...
...
Togawa-san, good morning. Hey, have you seen this?
Even if you want to see her, Sakiko-chan doesn't feel the same way!
Because CRYCHIC fell apart, so this time, I want to do my best.
!
This is Mutsumi-chan... right?
And Saki refers to Togawa-san? Is that a solo performance of Ave Mujica's show?
Could Mujica be making a comeback? Was the disbandment part of the act? Amazing!
...
Ah, Togawa-san...!
Mutsumi...
Why...? Why aren't you on my side!?
Mujica is... This world is all I have left!
...
Every awakening brings rebirth. Only eternal death will bring no awakening.
Let me weave a cradle for you. A lullaby wrapped in velvety darkness, like a coffin. Gently enclosing you...
Guiding you into dreams unaware.
Mutsumi...?
Goodnight. Sweet dreams.
If Sakiko-chan keeps being like this, Mutsumi-chan might never be back.
It was me... I destroyed Mutsumi. If I wasn't here... Mutsumi could...
Mutsumi...
Saki-chan...!
Are you okay? You look pale.
I'm fine...
Ah, Mutsumi-chan...! Mutsumi-chan said... she wants to see you.
...
(Mutsumi wants... to see me...?)
(I have no such right. After all, I am the one who destroyed her.)
Is Mutsumi-chan really okay? Everyone's saying Mujica will come back, this could be bad.
Mutsumi-chan said it was because CRYCHIC fell apart, so this time, she wants to do her best.
She also said... Saki-chan, you only have Mujica left.
(Mutsumi had always been thinking of me... but...)
(There's nothing I can do now. I destroyed both Ave Mujica and CRYCHIC.)
I don't understand what you're talking about.
...!
Eh?
CRYCHIC... Ave Mujica... I don't know anything like that.
But Mutsumi-chan...
I also... don't know Mutsumi.
(No matter how much I struggle or resist, it turns into tragedy. I am exhausted.)
(I can't think of anything. I don't know anything. I just want to forget everything...)
Ah...
...
How's Mutsumi-chan?
I threw a lot of bad things at her, then locked her away. All she keeps saying is that she wants to see Sakiko-chan.
Even though Sakiko-chan will definitely hurt Mutsumi-chan again.
...
You know where Saki-chan lives, don't you?
Eh...?
I'll go and talk to Saki-chan. After hearing all this from Mortis-chan, I can't just stay silent anymore.
...
Why... Why did you tell her?
No! You can't just come out like that!
Stop Soyo. Don't let her go to Saki's house.
Didn't I tell you that you're only allowed out while playing the guitar!? Leave the rest to me!
I'm begging you...!
SHUT UP!!
Haa... Haa...! Why... am I even doing this...
(Eh... Saki-chan's home...)
(Here...?)
(But the nameplate says Togawa... Is it true?)
(Anyway, I've come this far...)
Sakiko...? You're back...?
!?
Sakiko...?
Haa... Haa...
(Saki-chan... living in a place like that...!)
(I guess something happened at her home... If I search it, I might find out...)
Huh... 16.8 billion in debt? This is...!
Saki-chan...
This stray cat...! Late again...
Hey, can we talk before practice? It's about Saki-chan.
Look at this.
16.8 billion? 16.8 billion!?
Stop repeating it. The Togawa Group, is that Sakiko's family?
Look at the date.
Isn't that the day of CRYCHIC's live performance?
...!
She left the band because she probably had her own reasons.
No way.
So that's how it was, huh?
What do you mean by "that"?
I talked to Sakiko-chan... She said she doesn't know about CRYCHIC or Ave Mujica.
What?
And about Mutsumi-chan... She also said she doesn't know Mutsumi.
But I can understand. The feeling of wanting to erase everything. Sakiko-chan must feel the same...
Did Saki-chan really say that?
Eh?
That she doesn't know CRYCHIC, Ave Mujica, or Mutsumi-chan?
Eh... Yeah... Yes.
...!
10. Episode 10: Hominem fieri.
98 lines...
(There's nothing... I can do...)
Saki-chan.
...!
Anon-chan told me everything. You actually said you wouldn't care about Mutsumi-chan anymore?
... It has nothing to do with you.
! Go meet Mutsumi-chan!
Stop! Let go!
Come on, let's go to Mutsumi-chan's house.
Didn't I tell you to let go!?
Are you trying to run away!?
And I'm saying that I'm not going! Let go of me!
I won't let go!
Haa... Haa......
Mutsumi-chan said she wants to see you.
!
Saki-chan, you have to know this too. You know what happened to Mutsumi-chan, right?
If I could meet her, I would have long... If I went, Mutsumi would...
I went to your apartment.
!
Now I know what happened to you. But it doesn't mean that you can just pretend nothing happened.
...
Eh!? Wait, Soyorin!? What happened? Are you okay?
...
Perfect timing, would you come along too?
?
Get out! Why did you bring her here? Sakiko-chan is a bad kid!
Please, just for a moment.
...
Saki-chan, please...
...
Do you even have human blood running through your veins?
!
You're not human! After all this time, you just show up like nothing happened!
Eh...?
Get out! I don't want to see you! Get out!
Mortis-chan...
You're a traitor too...! You, and you too! Get out...
...
That "not human" thing she just said, was that from a drama?
A drama?
"Harbor of Love"... Minami Mori's line.
So... was that also from...
...!
Get out! I don't want to see you!
"Get out! I don't want to see you!"
(That's how it is...)
I wonder what she is thinking...
...
That's a doll.
A shell that can only act. Because I made Mutsumi become a doll...
Mutsumi... has already...
(I am truly foolish.)
(Not only did I hurt Mutsumi, but I also turned away from my sins, trying not to see them, wishing to forget...)
(I understood nothing. I am a foolish and weak human... no, not even human.)
This is what... "I want to become a human" means...
She's right. I'm not human at all. Ugh... Ugh...
...
...
...
...
(Tomori is always desperate... Even on a path with no exit, she continues struggling...)
(Even if I'm not human, even if I'm something that can't be called human. I must face myself without running away... just like she did.)
(What I should do is...)
I see...
I'm very sorry, Mutsumi-san refuses to see you...
Can I wait here until she's willing to see me?
(I want to see Mutsumi... I want to apologize to her.)
(Mutsumi... I would do anything for you...)
...
"She's here again." "Get her away." "Soyo-chan, you're the one who brought her here!"
~~~! Soyo-chan, why! Don't leave me on read!!!
Mortis
Mutsumi-chan, you're such a stubborn fool. How many times do I have to explain it for you to understand?
I'm not being mean.
Let me see Saki.
You'll be sad if you see her, you'll get hurt. I'm protecting you.
Saki has been standing there all this time.
Isn't it her choice?
Mortis, please.
Please stop talking. All you do is say annoying things. Shut up.
But...
Stop talking.
I want to see Saki.
! Stop it, stop it, stop it, shut up!!
...
Haa... Haa... Saki.
! Mutsumi!
Saki... Saki!
Don't touch me!
Mutsumi...
! It's not like that! I'm...
Mutsumi... Thank goodness. I finally... finally...
As long as you can return to normal, I'll do anything, I... will make sure you...
...! Don't touch me!
Get out! Get out!
...
Haa... Haa... Am I... the bad kid here?
11. Episode 11: Non obliviscor.
186 lines...
She's here again.
Get her away.
Soyo-chan, you're the one who brought her here!
Hey, You should just go.
(I feel like I'm not the one who should go.)
The bass is wrong again.
Wasn't I playing fine?
Nonsense, are you thinking about Mutsumi again?
...
You still care a lot, huh? Mutsumi-chan of course... But Sakiko-chan cried too.
Eh?
I feel a bit bad about it. I might have misunderstood Sakiko-chan all this time.
...
Do you guys know that tomorrow is the regular live? Soyo and Anon are not focused at all.
We haven't even finished the new song. Only Tomori is taking it seriously.
She's been writing lyrics recently.
...
Get some energy into it! We are MyGO!!!!!. Didn't we agree to take the live seriously?
And then we just borrowed two more hours in the recording studio~?
Come here. Tell me Mutsumi's address. I'm going to take a shot.
A shot!? That's not a good idea.
Don't ask so much.
By the way, why are you asking me? Why don't you just ask Soyorin?
(I asked you because it's difficult to ask her directly.)
Ok, fine. Want to go together?
I'll go by myself.
Ah...
Taki
I'm telling you, what you do is your choice. But don't cause trouble for MyGO!!!!!.
Soyo and Anon can't even focus on practicing.
I see.
They said you were crying...
Eh?
Ah, no... Soyo told me that a lot was happening on your side...
!
I said a lot of hurtful things... So...
Ah... Back when we were in CRYCHIC...
?
More importantly, how's Mutsumi?
...
Taki-chan, you are worried too, right?
Ugh... Why are you here? Do you know we still have to practice before the rehearsal?
It's nothing, I just came to bring some refreshments. Go on.
Cucumbers?
Well, why don't you all come inside and wait?
No need, I'll wait here...
Then excuse us.
Let's go. You two haven't had a proper talk yet, right?
...
...
Have you two not met since that time?
...
Well, since we're not in the same school, there aren't many opportunities to meet. Saki-chan, are you at the same school as Tomori-chan now?
If Taki-chan stayed at Haneoka too, you could be together.
Isn't it fine like this now?
Why did you go to Hanasakigawa?
...
...
Because I didn't want to be recognized as Maki-san's little sister.
After all, your sister is so famous.
*Sigh*...
...
The live is today!?
You need to come before the rehearsal๐ข๐ข๐ข
Anon sent a message.
Because we're late for the practice.
Since we're already here, we can't just ignore it. Even though the band broke up, we were once comrades.
Taki...
Although I don't know what Mutsumi thinks, because she said she didn't think the band was fun.
What people say isn't always the truth.
Especially Mutsumi. She's been blaming herself for saying the wrong things.
Then why did she say that?
She said she wasn't happy, because she thinks she was not playing well.
No way...
...
For Mutsumi, CRYCHIC is very important.
...
Mutsumi!
Mortis-chan.
I'll let you meet Mutsumi-chan.
Saki... I'm sorry. Did my words hurt you?
Mutsumi didn't do anything wrong! It's all my... It's because I've been relying on you all this time.
I'm the one who's really sorry.
No.
...
Soyo, Taki.
Eh...
I'm sorry. I... ruined the band. I can't play the guitar well... I've always wanted to apologize...
It's fine! Actually, I'm sorry too!
I also want to apologize to Tomori.
Mutsumi-chan, there's nothing you need to apologize for.
Eh...
Ah, Anon. Hey.
So annoying!
"Rehearsal is about to start! Didn't we agree to take the live seriously!?"
Tomori...
Mutsumi-chan...
Huh, what's wrong?
Saki-chan, this...
This notebook.
"The Song About Wanting to Become a Human"... The lyrics have changed. Is this what you've been writing lately? Why?
Because Saki-chan said, that she wants to become a human.
These lyrics... "I want to become a human" means...
But these lyrics...
(You dance in the light, but you're too far away I can't get you, anger and tears, what did you see there?)
(I still want to open up and reach out. Even with all the mistakes, this is the screams from the heart.)
Pfft! Ahahaha, ahaha!
Why are you laughing?
Because these lyrics... ahaha! Ahahahaha!
?
Huh?
Hahaha... haa... haa... Tomori-chan, you're amazing.
Eh? Ugh...
(So this is how she thought about Saki-chan.)
(But after all... this is Tomori-chan's song, isn't it?)
(These lyrics are so typical of Tomori-chan. Always so raw and honest... I really can't imitate her.)
(Worried, suffered, wanted to understand but couldn't. But that makes sense. It's not easy to understand others.)
You're being really rude to Tomori.
Eh~? I was complimenting her!
You should just play this one. Here, guitar.
Eh...
Rฤna-chan's gone somewhere, so we can't rehearse. Why don't you use the stage instead?
...
Oh, Rฤna-chan, you're here.
Shall we play?
Yeah~ but let's wait a bit for now.
Okay.
This song...
This song is... I wrote it thinking about Saki-chan...
But... no matter how hard I try, it's still a mess...
I can't see anything clearly...
But still... I don't understand anything...
But...
CRYCHIC...
Being able to join CRYCHIC... I'm so happy...
Tomori...
Can we play one more song?
You're going to sing, right?
Yeah.
Saki-chan...
(Maybe we have always just been looking at what we wanted to see.)
(I've always thought that we were a special band.)
(That I believed in fate...)
(Every day spent with everyone was so fun, it all seemed to shine.)
(Maybe it looks more beautiful, because we've lost it.)
(I've always wanted to go back to the past.)
(I was saved by Tomori's song.)
(I was expecting,)
(hoping that we could recreate that day...)
(a perfect live, as an invincible band...)
(But in reality, we were just ordinary people, we were just performing normally.)
(We were just an ordinary band.)
(CRYCHIC was so ordinary. But for me back then, it was necessary.)
(Because this is the first place I felt like I could)
(stay true to who I am.)
(This place used to be my support.)
(Even as I struggled to look away, I found myself sinking deeper into it.)
(But this is the last time...)
(CRYCHIC has already gone.)
(Thank you, I love you all.)
(Even if this is no longer where we belong,)
(I'll never forget today's performance as long as I live.)
Haa... Haa...
! Thank you, everyone...!
Wait, wait! There's still MyGO!!!!!'s rehearsal! It's not over yet!
...I should probably cool my eyes...
Mutsumi.
Ah... Thank you for the guitar.
No need to thank me! I'm happy that my guitar was played by you, Mutsumi-chan!
Ugh...
You're still crying.
Shut up!
Do you want to use my handkerchief?
I have one, no need.
Is it over?
Sorry to keep you waiting.
Alright, then let's do MyGO!!!!!'s rehearsal.
Mutsumi, let's go.
Okay...
...
Yahata-san?
Reunion? That's great.
Yeah.
...
How about reuniting with me as well?
12. Episode 12: Monstrum.
142 linesI'm sinking away...
Saki... I'm sorry.
Mutsumi didn't do anything wrong! I'm the one who's really sorry.
It's okay...
Mutsumi-chan, you look so happy.
I'm going to disappear... I don't want to disappear.
How about reuniting with me as well?
Would you like to reform Ave Mujica with me? That's all I wanted to say.
!!
What do you think, Togawa-san?
! No, no, no...! I don't want to die!
No, no, no! I don't want to die!
Saki...
Ave Mujica... is already...
Huh...?
Um... phone.
I'll be leaving now.
Ah.
Crying so much, huh?
Huh?
Yesterday's rehearsal. Was it called CRYCHIC? You really showed off in front of me.
So, you were there?
...
What I said before, "Were you even a part of Ave Mujica?" I also couldn't consider myself a part of my band, so...
...!
Are you trying to reform the band?
Huh?
I mean CRYCHIC.
What are you talking about? That's already finished.
Hearing that puts me at ease.
I don't think Togawa-san and Wakaba-san are capable of playing in several bands.
I'm going to reform Ave Mujica.
You? Then, what about Mutsumi?
I invited her too, but I got dumped.
Tch...
What's wrong?
That's what I'm talking about. Of course you'd be dumped.
After all, Umiri, you're just too untrustworthy.
...!
Shall we stop at this page for today? You're making progress with your studies.
It seems like the classes in Tsukinomori are a little ahead. There's a bit more to learn.
Saki, aren't you going to school?
It's an important time right now. I'll stay by your side.
...
The weather is really nice. How about... going for a walk?
Getting some sunshine is also good for you.
Okay.
Eh?
I want to go.
...
Karaoke...
This place is...! How nostalgic.
Let's go in.
Ah...
You sang a song by Pastel๏ผPalettes, didn't you? Let me see...
Phew...
Mutsumi, you're good at this.
I want to do it again...
You want to sing again, right?
I want to reunite CRYCHIC with you, Saki.
Eh?
Again.
Didn't I tell you we're never doing this!?
!
Sakiko-chan, you too. Following us shamelessly.
Mortis. Thank you for letting me play with the CRYCHIC members the other day.
Huh?
Thanks to you, I am able to face Mutsumi again. As long as Mutsumi smiles, I'll do anything.
Even CRYCHIC?
Ah...
Mutsumi-chan doesn't understand anything at all. You need to explain to her clearly, that CRYCHIC has already disbanded.
I'll take the place of CRYCHIC. Just like you live for Mutsumi.
From now on, I'll be here too...
With whom?
Eh?
Sakiko-chan, you don't understand anything either. "Mutsumi-chan" has never existed from the beginning.
What do you mean?
...
(Ah, Minami-san...)
Um, hello, Mori-san.
Ah, Nyamu-chan, long time no see. It's amazing that you are always on variety shows lately!
Thank you~! Minami-chan, you are starring in another movie, right?
I heard you turned down an audition for the stage play? I'm so disappointed.
Eh?
I recommended you to the producer because I thought you came to my house precisely for my connections.
Eh!? That was your recommendation?
The condition for me coming to Tokyo was to study properly. If I fail, I'll be so sorry to my parents!
It's okay. You don't have to lie to me. I know you're just scared.
Eh?
That kid is really scary, right? I'm scared of her too.
If Mutsumi-chan shows her real skills, I'll be completely overshadowed in an instant.
Um... um...
Mutsumi-chan... is a born actress.
Eh?
Mutsumi-chan and I are both just one of many roles.
...
Mutsumi-chan is the child who perfectly fits into this family. She's like a doll.
I'm the social one. "The daughter of a popular actress" whom everyone likes.
The first time I noticed her strangeness was at her third birthday party. Ta-kun only thought she was a child with very fluctuating emotions.
But I can tell that was all an act.
Sitting, standing... Just with those simple movements, she can become anyone.
I didn't even teach her.
But she met the guitar.
...
The character "Mutsumi" gained the consciousness we call "Mutsumi-chan"... and everyone else disappeared.
Because I held onto the role of Mutsumi-chan's savior, I survived, and became Mortis of Ave Mujica.
It was Sakiko-chan who created all this.
...
"Mutsumi-chan" and "<r=I>Mortis</r>"...
A "Monster."
...
She doesn't even know she's acting. No, everything in her life might be acting.
Being around that child all the time makes me feel miserable. Can you understand? You must understand, right?
This is the kind of child you tried to mess around with. If just being in the same band with her made you run, I'm sorry, but you're not fit for this industry.
Huh...
I have to save Mutsumi-chan, so I need this stage of Ave Mujica.
If I disappear, Mutsumi-chan will be in trouble, too. So, let's play as Ave Mujica.
That means... You wish to let Mutsumi suffer forever?
How is that your takeaway!?
I mean, that's not wrong, but that's not what I mean!
...Bring CRYCHIC back.
What are you talking about!? CRYCHIC is gone!
Why don't you understand? You should understand why Sakiko-chan cried, right?
I understand.
You don't understand! Her tears are the evidence that CRYCHIC is done!
You weren't even in CRYCHIC. What do you know?
But it's over! It's disbanded!
The disbanded band is Ave Mujica.
!
Saki rejected the invitation to reunite Ave Mujica. She must still want to reunite CRYCHIC with me.
...! Mutsumi-chan, you only ever think about yourself! You're only looking at the things you want to see!
Why don't you look at me too? Listen to me!
I've been playing the role of taking on all the unhappy things for you!
Think back... When you were about to break, didn't I step in for you?
When Ave Mujica was about to fall apart, I kept everyone together, and made everyone close to each other. I preserved the place you can go back to, didn't I!?
You couldn't do it.
Eh?
You hurt Saki... You also ruined Ave Mujica. Everything you've done is not what I wanted.
I don't need you...
...! I don't need Mutsumi-chan!
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Doooon't!! Don't, don't! Don't come over here!!!
13. Episode 13: Per imitationem esse.
143 linesIt's time. Let me take a lunch break.
CalinrinMate is running out. I need to restock...
...
"U-chan! Ugh, why do I only see the ceiling? Where are you? Mommy wants to see your face, U-chan~"
What's going on?
"Ah, right, next Saturday is Dad's birthday. I'm picking a gift for him."
...
"Hey, why are you drinking this again? You should eat a proper lunch~"
"When you are back, I'll make you your favorite fried noodles with eggsโก"
*Sigh*...
...
Yeah, feels good! But Umiri, you seem down today. The sound is still great as usual though.
If something's bothering you, it's easier to feel better if you talk about it.
I was told I'm not trustworthy.
Who said that? It's okay, Umiri, you're the most trustworthy! You can handle the drummer's improvisation...
And deal with a careless vocalist. Only you, Umiri, can do that.
Got roasted~~โช
You two have such a good relationship.
Are you jealous?
Nope.
Let the haters hate. So, just stay with us. Okay?
...
You don't want to?
No, thanks to DISRUPTION, even though Ave Mujica disbanded, I can live without bothering my parents.
Good work.
Ah.
Watch bass case for me.
Eh?
Huh?
This, this and this... and this too...
I'll take it all.
Huh?
A Nyamuchi collab.
What a sellout.
Excuse me... about the audition a while back...
You mean the stage play? It seems like they took Mana-chan instead.
Oh... I see...
...
Um... Aren't you going to pick up?
No need.
I see. Ah, there will be another audition. If you stay as proactive as usual, you'll definitely be fine! Opportunities are fleeting. Let's make sure to seize every chance!
Sorry... I need to step away for a moment~
I'm busy right now~
"Where are you now?"
Deserted island.
"But the call went through."
There's signal even on deserted islands, right?
"You must be at the agency."
So scary...
Um, Yลซtenji-san. It seems Yahata-san is waiting for you outside.
Ehh...
I knew that you'd be at the agency.
Hey, what are you doing?
I missed you.
That's definitely a lie.
Ah. Isn't this the Nyamuchi's selection?
You were a sellout.
Thank you for your purchase.
Am I... not trustworthy?
I definitely won't lend you money. I mean, why did you buy so much?
I got dumped by Togawa-san and Wakaba-san. So I went on an impulse shopping spree.
Huh?
Well, I'm leaving.
Wait, wait. What do you mean you got dumped? Wait!
Hmm. You invited Muuko, huh?
I didn't expect her to agree right away. After all, we were the ones who made Wakaba-san like that.
Umiko, have you changed?
Eh?
You never tried to take responsibility before.
Ah...
Huh? What's wrong?
*Sigh*...
So, is that what untrustworthy means?
You always act like you're the one in charge, but leave the responsibilities to Sakiko instead.
Waiter~ I'd like to place an order.
I'll have ginger soda, make it extra fizzy.
Gulp... gulp...
You'll get hiccups if you drink that too fast.
Ugh... Ugh...
Are you okay? Can you handle it?
~~~~~! Phew!
Haa... Haa... An old wound of mine hurts.
Ah? Just from a mere glass of ginger soda?
I can't face it without drinking. I've got a past that still cuts deep.
Is it gonna be long?
It was the first band I had formed in my life...
It's quite well. With the audition coming up, things have finally settled down.
Ah... yeah, right! Everyone worked really hard in practice.
I reserved the studio every day until the audition day, so let's split the cost later.
Huh? I have plans this weekend...
Huh!? Isn't this our turning point right now? Can't you prioritize practice?
I see... I'll adjust my schedule.
Yes! Let's work together and do our best!
...
It was going quite well at first. We were even invited to an audition with talent scouts.
We were all united. We thought we might debut. But on the day of the live show that held that dream...
They all boycotted...
Why!? Why aren't you coming!? It's already way past time...! And there's still no reply...!
I'll contact again!
...!
The group... has gone...
I was interfering too much, with good intentions. I never thought that would annoy people.
Ah... so tragic...
In case this happens again, I made sure to join several bands to reduce the risk...
Ave Mujica was supposed to be one of them.
Seeing Togawa-san and Wakaba-san in another band...
Were you jealous? So you wanted to stay in Ave Mujica, huh?
Even though it was a band with lots of problems.
You masochist~
By the way, Yลซtenji-san, would you like to reunite Ave Mujica too?
By the way? Am I a buy-one-get-one-free?
I'm serious.
I don't believe it~
Are you saying that too?
Well, contact me when you get Muuko in~
I have your word. Please pay the bill for me. I don't have much money this month.
Of course you'd be poor buying that much.
...
(No one is responding.)
(I didn't expect it to go smoothly, but getting no response at all...)
!
Mortis-san, over here.
Hey, aren't we there yet~?
It's a fifteen-minute walk from the station.
Fifteen minutes have already passed! Don't wanna walk anymore! Piggyback! Carry me! Let me take a car~!
Five more minutes, please keep going on your own.
Eeeeee~!
Mortis-san. Just to confirm, you don't play guitar, right?
Yes... but if I don't join Ave Mujica, I'll disappear...
Don't worry.
Eh?
It's fine. Please trust me. Everyone starts by imitating.
Let's start by imitating the real ones.
Real ones?
I'll teach you.
...
You will become the "real one."
...!
...
Would you like to play as Ave Mujica?
...
No matter how much you try to beautify it, you can never become real.
Because dolls are just dolls...
14. Episode 14: Noli abire.
123 linesSo, this is Mana's first time on a stage play. Minami-san taught me a lot.
...
...
I'm going out to dinner with her after work today too. Ui-chan, you can join us if you want.
Ui-chan? Are you okay?
Eh? Yes...
โช Play from the beginning again...
Please stop...
I won't stop. Could you not distract me when I'm trying to stay focused?
Give me my guitar back. Stop pretending to play.
Then play as Ave Mujica. If Mutsumi-chan is going to play guitar, you can have it back.
I told you, I... want to try to reunite CRYCHIC once again...
...! I told you! CRYCHIC is over! Don't make me say it again!
Saki in CRYCHIC always seemed happy. However, the Saki in Ave Mujica... always seemed in pain...
So, do you mean I should disappear?
...
...! Mutsumi-chan and Sakiko-chan, you don't understand anything! You will be in trouble without me, Mutsumi-chan!
Mortis, listen to me.
NO!
Haa... Haa... I will not listen to you...
(Mortis wants Mutsumi to continue playing as Ave Mujica.)
(The days when Mutsumi suffered and fell apart will continue on into the future...)
(I can't let that happen... I can't continue as Ave Mujica.)
(I shouldn't.)
I am sorry. She wants to play guitar today.
Guitar...?
Again.
I want to reunite CRYCHIC with you, Saki.
(Mutsumi, you mean it...)
(Then, what I can do for Mutsumi is...)
Tomori, Anon-san. I apologize for calling you so suddenly.
That's fine... what's the matter?
...
I will be straightforward.
Tomori, would you reunite CRYCHIC with me again?
...!
I... Both Mutsumi and I are serious.
Mutsumi-chan...
Yes... Mutsumi wants to revive CRYCHIC.
I was aware of Mutsumi's suffering, but I didn't reach out to her and took advantage of her with Ave Mujica.
If Mutsumi wants CRYCHIC, I want to make it happen.
I-is that...
Of course, I will not cause any trouble for MyGO!!!!! I'm well aware that you can't respond right away.
I'm going to talk to Taki and Soyo as well.
...
Goodbye. See you tomorrow.
We've been slacking lately after the live.
Is that so?
For sure, gotta decide the next one.
Sorry, can I change topics for a bit?
Sakiko-chan wants to revive CRYCHIC for Mutsumi-chan.
...
How's everyone leaving me on read... Come on, say something!
Huh? DM? From whom?
"Can we meet, just two of us?"
What? Uika!? W-What? Why!? Huh~?
...
Um...
Anon-chan, over here.
Ah! Uika-chan. I'm sorry to keep you waiting.
It's okay, I called you on such short notice.
Not at all! I've always wanted to try this place. Oh, what's that?
Hazawa blend...
I'll try that one too! Excuse me! Can I get a Hazawa blend?
I was so surprised to get a message from Uika-chan. What did you want to talk about today...
Um... I want to ask about CRYCHIC. This.
Do you know anything about it?
Is it the one Soyorin posted? They performed live recently~ This is a photo from that time.
...!
Tomorin wrote new lyrics, and used MyGO!!!!!'s rehearsal time...
(Saki-chan... looks so happy... This expression... she never showed it in Ave Mujica...)
Sakiko-chan wants to continue CRYCHIC~
Eh?
But why do you want to know about CRYCHIC...
...
Okay, next group.
I'm Nyamu Yลซtenji from Win-Wing-Production. Thank you for your time.
I'm Gokebayashi Sakura from Hard Landing!
Start your act please.
"I told you, you should've stopped. You're the one who's going to suffer!"
(Ah...!)
I... I... "I know... Still..."
...?
"I'm..."
Yลซtenji-san? Are you okay?
Ha... Haa... Haa...
...!!
(How pathetic!! Why did that happen at the most important time...!?)
(The band is over...! I have to use everything as a stepping stone to move forward, but this...!)
That was terrible! My partner froze up~
Huh, that's annoying. It was Nyamuchi, right?
Don't come here casually just because the band failed.
...!! ~~~!!
Wakaba-san has decided to join.
Ah...
What? I'm going back if you have nothing to say.
Eh... H-How are you doing lately?
I'm doing my best, as you suggested.
Ah, yeah... Did you hear something?
What's something?
Did you do something to Mutsumi?
...! What do you mean by something?
Umiri-chan! I will be in Ave Mujica!
Eh? Okay.
...?
...! That's all.
Huh, what...?
Did you do something? It's quite something to be glared at by Misumi-san.
Huh?
President, please!
Uika-chan, look up.
I know it's selfish. Still, I want to revive Ave Mujica!
*Sigh*... I understand how you feel. I still can't approve it.
...
Ave Mujica's revival can't be decided by the agency alone.
It's stopped from the "top." Uika-chan, surely you know what I mean, right?
Huh...! Then, I...
...!
Huh? The outfits? I heard Ave Mujica's outfits were discarded.
...!
I wonder if those are still in storage...
...
Saki-chan...!
15. Episode 15: Sine vita, nihil.
151 linesGood evenyamu-nyamu~โช
Sorry for the lack of updates lately. For today! For today...
*Sigh*...
Couldn't see Nyamuchi recently.
Nyamuchi isn't updating, so I'm looking at someone else now~
I liked Nyamuchi, but not anymore.
"I liked it yesterday, but got bored of it today."
Misumi-san has decided to join.
Therefore, please come to RiNG this weekend.
We will discuss about Togawa-san.
Ugh...
Did I order a delivery? I'm coming...
Ugh... It's Umiko. Coming over to my place? So annoying. I'm gonna ignore her...
COME ON!!!
It's clean only here.
Huh? So, what?
Since I didn't receive a reply to my previous message, I came to you directly.
I've got my own things to deal with~
As I promised, I brought Wakaba-san in. You promised to play as Ave Mujica, right?
How did you bring her in?
That's not important. Please trust me and come.
What did you do?
...
*Sigh*... I still can't trust you after all, Umiko.
!
I have work to do. I need a reasonable chance of success to accept it.
I'm not a masochist like you!
Hey, don't press so hard.
Get out now!
...
โช
...
(I'm still not trusted...)
(Though I'm putting so much effort into reviving Mujica...)
How's that? Perfect, right?
That's good. All three songs are excellent.
Eheheh.
However, it subtly does not match the sound. Please act more convincingly.
Mmm...!
Okay, that's all for today. I already told you, I have a practice session with DISRUPTION.
I'm serious about this.
Eh...!
...
Hey, is that...? No way, that's Mutsumi-chan~!
She has a guitar! So cute~
No... I'm not...
Zzz... zzz...
Now arriving at Kyodo, Kyodo...
I have to get off.
(I remember... Tomori's home is...)
Ah...
Mutsumi-chan.
Do you want to see the stars together?
Okay...
A bright meteor known as a fireball streaks across the sky. It's the Southern Taurid meteor shower...
...
The radiant point is divided into two parts, south and north...
Ah...
...!
Mutsumi-chan...? Why are you two...
Tomori, let's go.
Wait! Are you two reuniting CRYCHIC?
Eh...
What did she just...
I heard that Saki-chan wants to revive CRYCHIC.
I'm...
Tomori, did Saki really say that?
Yes.
I'm not... sure yet... about CRYCHIC.
So... this.
This is...?
You said a song will reach people.
...
(These lyrics... It's because of these lyrics that Saki-chan...)
Saki was the same. Saki met Tomori's lyrics and made CRYCHIC.
CRYCHIC became an important band for Saki, and she couldn't ever forget it.
But she wanted to forget it. That's why Mujica was made...
...!!
Make me forget everything...
Then... that's...
This song isn't it. This isn't CRYCHIC. This song is for MyGO!!!!!, for Tomori-chan now.
Uika, shut up. Tomori, let's reunite CRYCHIC. Saki is happier that way too.
So! Once again...
!!
Don't take Saki-chan away from me!
!!
?
Sorry... I'll go home first...
Tomori, please. Let's reunite CRYCHIC again...!
This is mine...
! Give it back...!
Didn't I tell you already? Saki will reunite CRYCHIC!
I don't want it! I'm going to reunite Ave Mujica!
I practiced guitar so much!
! Don't take my role!
Ah...
Eh...
Ohhh~~~!
Mutsumi-chan...?
Huh! Haa... Haa...!
Ah...
Mutsumi-chan is dead! She's dead! She's dead!
Hello? Hello! Is this the doctor?
Geez!
Thank you all for gathering here today.
...
It's okay. Why are you reviving CRYCHIC?
It's for Mutsumi.
How about you, Sakiko? Do you really want to reunite CRYCHIC?
Yes...
...
We can't go back to those days.
Will that really make Mutsumi-chan happy? What did Mortis-chan say?
Mortis is...
I knew you were going back to your ex.
Mortis... Your wish will make Mutsumi suffer.
...
What do you mean?
Mortis was born to help the suffering Mutsumi. That's why she wants to revive Ave Mujica, since it's the place where Mutsumi will continue to suffer.
To keep herself from disappearing.
...
I would never make a choice that would make Mutsumi suffer. I have to make her happy.
Do we have to be happy?
!
Once you're satisfied, it's over. If we reunite Ave Mujica, Mortis-san can continue to live.
They can both live on. You can't be happy if you aren't even alive!
Even so, I can't choose Ave Mujica.
...
My role was to help Mutsumi-chan, but Mutsumi-chan is no longer here... Then I will...
Hehe... Hehe...
Ugh...
I don't want this! I don't want to disappear! I'm never going to disappear!
Don't take my role!
...! If Mutsumi-chan isn't here, I can play her role.
"I" will...! Play as "Mutsumi Wakaba"...!
...
Togawa-san, are you going to let Mortis-san die?
I'm determined.
I'm determined too! I have quit all the bands I was playing in.
!
Am I still not trustworthy? I mean it, too. I want to reunite Ave Mujica!
I want to believe in each other! Ugh...
Saki... Mortis doesn't want to disappear.
Eh...
I too, don't want to see you suffer for choosing me. As much as you are thinking of me, I'm thinking of you too.
...
It doesn't have to be CRYCHIC. As long as I can be in a band with you, that's enough...
Heh... An interesting girl.
Mutsumi...
What's that...
Disgusting.
16. Episode 16: Timeo et trahor.
123 linesYลซtenji-san... you were here.
Are you acting as Muuko? That's like her. How perfect! Disgusts me to the core.
Acting?
It doesn't have to be CRYCHIC. As long as I can be in a band with you, that's enough...
It doesn't have to be CRYCHIC. As long as I can be in a band with you, that's enough!
It doesn't have to be CRYCHIC... As long as I can be in a band with you... that's enough...?
Huh? Which one is it?
...!? No way... are you Mortis?
Mutsumi... What happened to Mutsumi? Mortis, where's Mutsumi?
It's not my fault! She fell off by herself!
What do you mean?
I swear... it wasn't on purpose... Ugh... Waaahhh~~~
It's okay, don't cry.
Waaaaah...
Let's go together. It's okay. Let's go home.
How about you, Rฤna-chan?
I'll leave after I eat.
Mutsumi-chan.
Why aren't you coming?
I still have an important conversation to...
That's enough.
Wait! What is it? Don't pull me! I need to be there to be trustworthy...!
This is the right way for sure.
...
So what are you going to do? Are you reuniting Mujica or not?
...
Saki-chan, let's reunite Ave Mujica! Let's stay together forever.
...!
! Sorry...
I'm leaving...
Saki-chan! My words were too selfish... I'm sorry...
...
Saki-chan...
...
(Ever since that day, it's been seared into my mind and won't leave...)
(I'm scared of being overwhelmed by her acting, but I can't look away. I really hate her...)
(And I really love her.)
I'm a fool... Saki-chan...
At this rate, Tomori-chan will take her away...
I don't want to be separated... I don't want to let her go...
Mortis. What do you mean by "Mutsumi fell"? Please explain.
Sakiko-chan...
I... I didn't do it on purpose. I just... just... wanted to protect Mutsumi-chan...!
No matter how hard I tried, even if I said it's for Mutsumi-chan! Mutsumi-chan didn't even look at me...
Mutsumi... What happened to Mutsumi?
Don't make me say it again! She's dead! I'm really the only one left!
!
So! I thought I could become "Mutsumi Wakaba"... But, I couldn't...
Mutsumi-chan... I'm sorry...!
...
So... Mutsumi has truly gone...
Ugh...! *Sniff*...!
*Sniff*... Waaahhh...!!
Zzz... zzz...
This is my sin... I must bear it...
...
I am also guilty.
(For my own desires, I altered not only Mutsumi's fate but also Mortis's...)
(In a world without Mutsumi, what can I do...)
That lame performance... that wasn't a monster.
It doesn't have to be CRYCHIC. As long as I can be in a band with you, that's enough...
...! My name "Nyamu" means young wheat! Wheat only grows stronger after bein' trampled on!
I ain't going to run away from you!
...
Is this about Sakiko? Let me see.
! Give it back!
Eh...
Oops, I sent it~
Ah... ah...
As I paint the twisted sky, I think I wish you, without wings, just fall I touched something sacred Tonight, become my myth Look, you can't escape I confine you as you weaken you know i want.., i want.., i want.., i want you so.., i want.., I wish you weren't here, but why... you know.., you know.., you know.., you know.., I want you to know how much i need you so, right now, madly so I knew, but for now, I secretly Spend this strange time just with you With these cold hands, I bury what I should love Please accept me as I am On the perilous walls of my heart, sneaks an unreasonable dream I say, You're mine.., you're mine.., Look, you're so close, yet still Unfulfilled, and yet I want.., I want.., I want you so.., I want.., I don't need any memories, so.. you know.., you know.., you know.., so, you know.., I want you to know how much I need you so, Right now, madly so
Let's go to Sakiko's home. It's the lyrics, right? Let's ask Sakiko to write a song for it.
Eh... B-But...! There's...!
You know her home?
!
Don't you want to revive Mujica?
...
Huh~ It's here!? She's got a whole mountain!
Sorry... you're on your own from here on out...
What are you saying? After coming this far.
Hey, let go... Nyamu-chan!
Excuse me. My name is Nyamu Yลซtenji and I'm in a band with Sakiko-san.
I'm here to talk with Sakiko-san.
Please come in.
Excuse me.
Nyamu-chan, I'm...!
Uiko, you are in Mujica too.
...!
...
Wow, are you using this room all by yourself?
Honestly, with this, people are going to call it a rich girl's band-playing hobby~
What are you here for?
I'll have you reunite Ave Mujica.
You're still trying to do that...
You mean you won't?
Yes. Now that Mutsumi has gone, there's no more band.
...
Did you read it? Uiko's lyrics. That's all about you.
...
It's not only Uiko. Muuko, Mortis, and Umiko too. We've all given our lives to you. Don't you get it?
I don't know.
Hmm... You said we were going to make our debut as fast as possible. That was to bind us within the existence of Ave Mujica, right?
There's no way you're not aware of it.
...
"Give me the rest of your life." Isn't that your desire and the reason to be in a band?
Clearly, the forced soulmate plan was a great success!
Forced soulmate...?
I thought it meant something like accomplices, birds of a feather, or no cozy relationships.
But not at all. In fact, it's the opposite. That's how it is for Muuko.
...
We are all captivated by Ave Mujica. Happy to have your wish come true?
I don't intend to continue with Ave Mujica.
Are you going to abandon everything and run away? I won't tolerate that.
Why are you...
For me! Ave Mujica is all I have left!
...!
...
...
Please don't hate me.
...
Did you say what you wanted to say?
Yes...
Well, that's good.
...
17. Episode 17: Somnium abiit.
103 lines...
You're just a student. Can you truly take responsibility for someone else's life?
Don't say things you can't follow through on.
I was touched. I realized how much you care about Ave Mujica.
That's right. I am entrusted with your lives.
Would you give me the rest of your life?
I really thought we'd climb to the top together.
What "Give me your life"!
Clearly, the forced soulmate plan was a great success!
...
(I must take responsibility for my own words and actions...)
Would you like some? CalinrinMate.
...
Guess not...
(Since that day...)
After that, I went to Wakaba-san's home, but I was just watching.
*Sigh*... That's how it is.
...? What do you mean?
(I've been checking on Mortis since then, but...)
(There's no progress at all, is this really okay...?)
Could you call everyone over?
Huh? Togawa-san? Why so sudden?
I mean the members of Ave Mujica.
!
Are you coming back to Ave Mujica?
I'm going to ask you to imitate playing the guitar... "Mutsumi."
Sakiko-chan... I... I can't play guitar...
But I won't tolerate even a single error. Surely you can do it, can't you?
...
Oh, Nyamu-chan! Why are you coming here now?
Good morning. I came to practice for Mujica.
Well... Come in.
Thank you! Excuse me!
We're all here. I asked everyone to come here for one reason.
I will revive Ave Mujica.
I have accepted the lives you entrusted to me. No matter what happens in the future, I'll not allow you to leave.
...
...?
This is a deal.
Our destinies are one. Whether in sickness or in health, we will share our destiny together.
Okay!
Okay.
Okay~
...
Yahata-san, I'd like to perform live next week, so please arrange the schedule.
I will do so.
This is Ave Mujica's Revival Masquerade.
Ah ah ah ah ah...
Saki-chan!
Don't mind me. I'll change my clothes.
Thank you...
?
For choosing Ave Mujica... for accepting me... I'm really happy.
I told you. I am entrusted with your lives.
Yes. I was happy, to have such a beautiful song on those lyrics...
I want to give all of my life to you. I will give it to you...
...
(So heavy...)
(I can't run away now. I must not run. From now on, I must bear this weight forever.)
โช
She's actually gone. Muuko.
...!
Are you going to act as Mutsumi Wakaba forever?
I have no choice but to play "Mutsumi-chan."
I won't let you fool me.
~~~! I hate you, Nyamu-chan! Don't look at me anymore! Go away!
It's not because I want to look at you. I just can't take my eyes off you... Your acting makes me question myself.
It's not fair! It's not fair... I'm jealous...
I love you...
...
"I... had a dream. Even if I love you, I can't love you enough."
I wish you had told this to Mutsumi-chan.
The moonlight illuminates us. The time of awakening...
Doloris, Timoris, Amoris, Oblivionis... The moon is up.
I...
This place...
It doesn't seem to be Loft Moon.
...
Dear moon, light up the sleepyhead. And grant her a new life.
Hm...
Are you awake? Amoris.
I... had a dream...
What kind of dream?
Even if I love you, and love you again, I can't love you enough... I'm not beloved...!
Me too...
(I wanted to be loved by Mutsumi-chan.)
(I wanted to live together with her.)
(If... if it's not too late...)
(God. If I can meet Mutsumi-chan, I'll give anything. That's all I want.)
The wheel of fate is set in motion once again.
Welcome to Ave Mujica's world.
Umiri-chan is escorting Mutsumi-chan home. Nyamu-chan has changed a bit too.
Yes.
Won't you come back?
I kept the attic as it is. If it's too small, we can move to a bigger place. I...
This car...
...
You show up everywhere, grandfather.
Hatsune. Go back home.
...
? Hatsune?
...
The curtain must come down. All that remains here for her is a guillotine...
18. Episode 18: Te videre volui.
210 linesWhat I'm about to share with you is the play of a girl with all her secrets... the story of Hatsune Misumi.
My father is Sadaharu Togawa. Saki-chan's grandfather.
I was born to a father who was devastated by the death of his longtime wife, and a mother who mourned for her as well, a woman who had been the caretaker of the Togawa family's villa.
When my father found out about me, he invited my mother and me to live together in Tokyo.
However, since my father was an adopted son-in-law, officially acknowledging me, a daughter who did not carry the Togawa bloodline, would essentially mean his downfall.
Upon realizing this, my mother decided to raise me alone on this island, determined not to cause any trouble for my father.
My foster father, who was a fisherman on the island, accepted my mother along with me.
In our happy home, a new life eventually began to take shape.
"I wasn't happy."
Yes, I gained a little sister.
Her name is Uika. She looked a lot like me, but her personality was bright and proactive, the complete opposite of me.
"When I grow up, I'm going to be an idol! I'm definitely going to Tokyo!"
To Uika who always said that, I said,
"You're cute, Uika, so I'm sure you can become one."
While offering her words of support, I was filled with insecurity about my sister.
My foster father cherished me despite my feelings, but his kindness only made me feel even more like an outsider within the family.
"I was the only one who wasn't truly family."
I felt suffocated. Every time I felt like I was about to choke, I would go outside.
Haa... Haa...! Haa!
Only when I gazed at the starry sky in the mountains at night, did I feel like I could breathe. I would take deep breaths. Again and again, deeply, deeply...
Phew... It was like a great sigh.
Summer arrived. It was summer break, Uika and I had a daily routine of bringing the lunch our mother made to our father at the fishing port.
"Not fair! It's always you, big sis!"
"There are also your favorite sweets, Uika."
Uika grabbed a slightly larger handful of sweets than she could eat alone and cheerfully dashed up the steep slope.
"Big sis, hurry up!"
I looked up at her voice urging me to hurry. At the top of the mountain, I saw the Togawa family's villa.
I knew. In the summer, my niece, who was the same age as me, would come. It was my mother who told me.
The name of the girl I was absolutely forbidden to meet was... Sakiko Togawa.
Even though we are both children of the Togawa family, she is blessed and lives happily. Yet I... am all alone.
Perhaps wondering why I had stopped, Uika followed my gaze and then smiled brightly.
"I played with the girl from there two days ago! Saki-chan was so cute~!"
"Huh?"
"Saki-chan knows everything, can do anything! And told me all about Tokyo!"
"When I said I wanted to become an idol in Tokyo, she promised to support me~!"
"Hatsune, you should come with me too~!"
I had been strictly told by my mother that I must never meet her. Otherwise, we would both be doomed to unhappiness...
"I'm not going. Uika, you shouldn't go either."
"Huh? Why? That's weird! I already promised to play with her!"
No matter what I said, she wouldn't listen to me. The sweets she held in her hand were surely meant for Saki-chan.
It's so unfair.
Uika told me everything she had played and talked about with Saki-chan in vivid detail as if she were sharing her very memories with me.
She told me how Saki-chan had invited her to go bug hunting. How she had caught a big rhinoceros beetle for her.
How they both screamed together when a huge spider suddenly appeared.
Throughout the summer nights, I listened to countless stories about Saki-chan from Uika.
What kind of girl is she? What kind of girl is she? What kind of girl is she!?
I imagined and dreamed, what if it were me by Saki-chan's side instead of Uika?
It's not fair that only Uika gets to have fun. I want to play too. It's unfair. Unfair, unfair! UNFAIR!
As summer break neared its end, Uika came down with a fever.
"I promised to play with Saki-chan..."
I want to play with her too.
"She's going back to Tokyo tomorrow, and I really wanted to see her..."
I want to see her too!
Haa... Haa... Haa...!
Before I knew it, I was standing in front of the villa. You must never go to that villa. I remembered my mother's quiet voice.
But...!
"Kiyotsugu-san, it's great that we came here!"
"How was it, Sakiko?"
"It was fun!"
The sound of joyful laughter... I had never laughed like that before.
"Morning's greetings."
Our eyes met! I tried to run away, but...
"Uika, what shall we play today?"
I'm not Uika...
"Uika?"
I'm...
"Let's go catch bugs! I know a place where there are big butterflies!"
I imitated Uika's smile. And just like that, I spent the entire day playing with Saki-chan.
I shouted with excitement like Uika, laughed like Uika, and had an unbelievably wonderful time!
*Sigh*...
Before I knew it, it was evening.
"You're leaving tomorrow, right?"
"Yes, I wish we could have played more."
"Then... shall we play at night too?"
"Huh!? But... it's scary at night."
"I'll come for you! I'll knock on the window as a signal!"
I threw a small stone at the window of the room Saki-chan had shown me.
There. Click... click.
I could see Saki-chan through the open window.
We took each other's hands and started running!
Haa... Haa...!
"Eheheh! Aren't you scared?"
"Not as long as Uika is with me! I'm so excited because it feels like the start of an adventure!"
The two of us ran on in a world where no one else was around.
"It's glowing!"
We raised our voices to the countless stars spread across the deep blue night sky.
"There are so many stars!"
"Lyra, Cygnus, Aquila... Hehe, and the Summer Triangle!"
"Orion, Scorpius, Sagittarius, and the Big Dipper."
I traced the stars with my fingertips. It felt like the two of us were traveling through the night sky.
This is fun!
I thought from the bottom of my heart. I named every star I knew, and when I glanced to the side, I found Saki-chan staring at me.
"Uika, you are such a mysterious person. You're usually bright like the sun, but today, you're gentle like the moon..."
Moon...
A beam of light shone through. Light filled this dim world of mine. I felt as if I had been reborn.
I had always longed to be illuminated like this! I was so happy!
Ever since I was born, I have always been a pitiful child! You turned me, a pitiful being, into a "human"!
I LOVE YOU!
Sweet Saki-chan, my very own Saki-chan! Saki-chan, Saki-chan! Let's stay together forever!
"Uika will definitely become an idol!"
Huh...?
That's Uika's dream...
But, when Saki-chan looked at me with eyes sparkling like the Milky Way, I couldn't say anything...
This is the beginning of the "liar." This is the beginning of the "secret."
No one knows, and no one must ever know. She tightened her own hands around her neck. The story of a girl burdened with secrets...
My foster father died. He never returned from the sea.
I comforted Uika, who kept crying. I'm the older sister, so I shouldn't cry. I must support my mother and Uika.
I was desperately trying to hold back my tears, but...
"Hatsune, you aren't sad because he's not your dad!"
"I loved him as well!"
Weren't you feeling suffocated?
!
He treated you with care, yet all you do is complain!
I was grateful for being raised as if I were his own child!
You're probably enjoying playing the sad one, right?
I want to see Saki-chan...
Is it because you want Saki-chan to see how pitiful you are? You're good at playing the victim and getting sympathy, aren't you?
! That's not it!
"You like Saki-chan"? Really? It's all a lie! Nothing but lies!
How pitiful you are! The heroine of a tragedy! But you can't play the role if there's no happy child.
No! No...!
Saki-chan is the stage prop for the tragedy!
No. No. NO! NO! NO......!! I want to see...
Saki-chan, Saki-chan, Saki-chan... Saki-chan, Saki-chan, Saki-chan, Saki-chan, Saki-chan, Saki-chan!!!
SAKI-CHAN!!!!!
If I go to Tokyo... will I be able to see Saki-chan?
That night, I left the house with just a small bag, and the pocket money I had saved up.
The deck of the last ferry was strangely vast and lonely.
As the cold night wind howled beside my ears, the shadow of the island growing smaller, reminded me of my mother crying with her back hunched at the funeral...
And I cried a little.
As soon as I arrived in Tokyo, I was scouted.
"I'm Mana Sumita, the five-time consecutive champion of the national singing contest! Let's become idols together!"
If I become an idol, Saki-chan might notice me.
"What's your name?"
I can't use "my name"... It can't be "Hatsune." I have to become someone Saki-chan knows.
"Uika... I'm Uika Misumi."
I'm the worst... I've abandoned my mother, my family, even my name.
As a minor, I would need my parents' permission to live in Tokyo. Sadaharu Togawa. I gave the name of my real father.
I could get a little closer to Saki-chan by doing that. The people at the agency were slightly surprised.
I didn't understand why they didn't ask more questions. I didn't understand why I didn't have to go back to the island. At that time, I knew nothing.
As Uika, I was set to debut as sumimi.
The opening event was in a large, new commercial building in the city. It was such a glamorous stage that it felt strange for a rookie before their debut to be standing on it.
The world I saw while singing was filled with sparkling adults, and it seemed like a world completely out of my reach.
"Thank you!"
But, there was one voice I knew.
Kiyotsugu Togawa. Saki-chan's father. I saw it as my chance when I spotted him stepping out of the constant chatter for a breather.
Maybe I could see Saki-chan!
"Excuse me, are you Saki-chan's father?"
Uika, who had gotten along with his daughter on the island. That was enough for him to remember.
Uika-chan, who aimed to become an idol. It seems that Saki-chan talked about Uika so much every day that even her father remembered her.
A sharp pain struck my chest.
"Congratulations. You've made your dream come true."
He was so happy for me as if it was his own achievement. I was happy.
Maybe I could open up to this person. I opened up about my father.
I said I believed my debut was made possible with his support. I wanted him to know how grateful I am.
That was a mistake.
"And so, I want to see Saki-chan..."
"You must not go to the villa." Why did my mother only say that to me?
Everything was a mistake. The tragedy began.
Aren't you ashamed as a parent? That girl said she was grateful!
To you, who abandoned your responsibilities as a parent, without recognition or support!
It's not too late. You should bring up at the next family meeting that she would be welcomed into the Togawa family.
Don't pretend to be so sincere. If the Togawa family finds out, not only will it affect us, but it will also reach Sakiko.
Ugh... ugh...
Make sure to tell Hatsune clearly, so she never gets close to the Togawa family again.
But...!
You don't understand the terrifying power of the Togawa family!
...!
I'll pretend I didn't hear that. If you care about Sakiko, keep your mouth shut.
Saki-chan's father lost everything because of me! No, that's not it!
I took him away from Saki-chan! I took Saki-chan's father from her! The grand house she was born and raised in! Her entire life!
I never thought it would turn out like this! I just... wanted to see her...
I wanted to see her so badly...
A house smaller than the entrance of the mansion she had lived in until yesterday.
To help support the household, she worked, worked, worked, and worked... Her family, her friends, and even her smiles... I took away everything from her.
And yet...
What, a band?
Yes. We will be professional as well.
All right. I'm in.
It's a request from you, Saki-chan.
Even though I shouldn't...
You can stay here as long as you want. I'll always stay by your side...
Even though I shouldn't...
Shared destiny, huh...
You can stay here as long as you want. Even without Mujica, will you... stay with me?
Let's reunite Ave Mujica! Let's stay together forever...!
Even though I shouldn't...
The fact that I keep deceiving Saki-chan by saying things like that...
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Hatsune. Go back home.
...
? Hatsune?
...
Don't ever see Hatsune again. You don't need to go to school either.
Eh?
You're going to Switzerland. Don't leave the house until all the procedures are done.
(What's going on?)
Uika, why aren't you answering?
Where are you right now?
Call me if you see this.
Uika...
! That must be Uika!
"Togawa-san, why did Misumi-san skip practice today?"
"I'm talking about Ave Mujica's practice!"
"I want you to stop doing this without any notice! It's traumatic!"
"What exactly did I do wrong? Are you still not able to trust me, even now?"
"As for Misumi-san, I can't even get in touch with her, and she's not coming to school either!"
!
"When I visited her home, I found last week's town newsletter still in the mailbox!"
Farewell, Saki-chan.
19. Episode 19: Nihil est firmum.
183 linesMilady, we have arrived.
So I'm heading to Switzerland right away. Do you plan to send me off with nothing but the clothes on my back?
It's what the master instructed. If you have any requests, I'll be available later...
...
(What an anticlimactic ending.)
(Just as I had resolved to take on their lives without escaping...)
(Is this the fate that God has decided? I'm always like this.)
(No matter how much I struggle, no matter how much I fight, everything gets swept away by the raging current.)
...
What's the matter, milady?
I'm not getting on board.
I have to go!
Sakiko-sama! It's dangerous! Stop!
Haa... Haa...!
Ah!
(There's no time to nurse my pain!)
Haa... Haa...!
(Uika!)
Thank you for calling out to me. I don't have much on me... so please take me as far as possible.
I won't just leave the Togawa young lady behind. Where are you headed?
Thank you. Could you direct me to the house of Misumi-san...?
Yeah... They moved to the mainland. Maybe the older sister... Ah...
Older sister? Where is she?
(Uika is here...?)
Saki-chan...?
Uika... thank goodness!
!
Wait, Uika! Hatsune-san...!
...!
Saki-chan, you should go back now. You shouldn't be with me...
I'm not going back.
Why didn't you reply? Was it my grandfather's order?
No...
Hatsune-san, what is your relationship with my grandfather?
I'm... Sadaharu Togawa's daughter...
Grandfather's daughter...?
Yes. My mother used to be the caretaker here. She quit after I was born, so you've never met her, right?
You're an illegitimate child?
Legally, I'm considered a stranger, so the inheritance rights of the Togawa family won't be affected.
I'm not talking about that.
You are Hatsune-san, right? Is "Uika" your alias then?
It's my younger sister's name.
Eh?
The girl who was more energetic than me, loved catching bugs, and wanted to become an idol... was the real Uika.
I pretended to be Uika because I wanted to see you, Saki-chan.
I'm sorry for lying all this time... I'm really sorry!
What will you do from now on?
Since I'll be working as a live-in caretaker, I think I'll transfer to a new school too.
Are you really okay with that?
Eh?
What about sumimi? What about Ave Mujica?
I knew that one day, it would come to an end.
The idol life, the band life. I was just being let off the hook.
It could end tomorrow, or even today. I was scared every day. Sometimes I thought it would be easier to just let go of everything...
It didn't work.
Is it because I asked you...
No! I was happy!
Even if it was in place of someone else.
...!
...
I was happy to be needed by Saki-chan. I wanted to help you forget everything...
Even though it was impossible. A liar like me could never do it.
Everyone has a secret or two. Even if you don't share everything, it doesn't mean you're betraying someone.
Even I...
I know.
I know how you and your father have been living. Because it was all my fault...
Eh?
Now you understand, right? It's all... all my fault.
...
That's the last ferry.
...Come with me for a moment.
Haa... Haa... Saki-chan...! Saki-chan! What about the ferry? The last ferry is about to leave!
Here we are. It almost seems like it's a different place in the daytime.
This place... Ah, Saki-chan,don't sit there. You'll get your clothes dirty.
I already slipped, you see.
There's a bug.
Are you afraid of bugs?
Yeah...
Who was it that screamed when catching bugs and got scared by the big spider?
That wasn't me.
Who was it that picked up the beautiful seashell on the beach?
Not me.
Who was it that ate cookies together under the shade of the rose bush?
No...
Well then...
Most of your memories of playing with Uika belong to her.
No... All of it. It's all Uika's.
...
This island isn't so bad. The stars are beautiful here. I was really... really happy to meet Saki-chan, and be able to spend even a little time together.
Although I don't have the right to say that... But I think I can keep going because of these memories.
So...
All you think about is yourself.
...
But, there is one thing I've come to understand.
We watched the stars together here, didn't we? Was that you?
...!
I knew it. You're the one who loves the stars, Hatsune.
...!!
Phew...
Saki-chan...?
Hatsune, let's go back.
Eh? To where?
Of course, to Tokyo!
Huh~?
If we take the shortcut, we'll make it to the ferry in time. Let's run, Hatsune!
Hey, don't pull me. S-Saki-chan~~~~!
I'm glad we made it in time. Hehe, I'm completely drenched in sweat.
Saki-chan...! I really can't go.
You can just blame me for dragging you along.
That's no good...
Our destinies are one.
!
Didn't you give me your life?
I betrayed you, Saki-chan! I... betrayed you...
Shall we pretend it never happened?
Eh... W-What do you mean?
The misfortune and regret that surround you and me. All the entanglements.
That is...
Let's forget everything and pretend it never happened. That way, we won't be trapped by anything.
That is... not possible. It's unforgivable.
...
Saki-chan...? Leaning out that far is dangerous...
I'm so sick of this......!!
...!
Who's not forgiving you!? Who decided that? Why do I have to do what they say?
Hatsune, you're the same! You... FOOL~~~!
Saki-chan...
What is it? I'm upset, you know. Don't take my determination lightly.
Yeah...
...
...
Hmm...
...
Here it is...!
At least this...
...
Acting like a sneaky thief...
I just came to get my belongings.
Hatsune, I believe your role was done the moment you brought Sakiko back.
Uh, um...
...?
Please let me stay by Saki-chan's side! I won't cause any trouble to you or the Togawa...
Are you planning to follow the same path as that man? Leave right now. Never again should you step foot inside the Togawa household.
Togawa, Togawa... is it really that great? What exactly have we done?
I simply cannot accept this!
You don't understand the terrifying power of the Togawa...
You're the one who's afraid!
!
I will leave as well. I won't be obedient to you anymore.
I'll live with her!
Saki-chan...!
Please take care of my father!
...
Hehe! That face grandfather made! It's exactly like a deer in the headlights! Hehe.
Thank you.
...
I thought I was going to die.
Me too... Oh, Hatsune. There's a bug on your shoulder...
Whoa! A bug!?
Stay still, I'll take it off. Here, hold still.
Ugh...! H-Hurry...
Look, I took it off. Are you really scared of such a tiny ladybug?
I-It's a little scary~! Saki-chan, don't point it this way~
Hehe, Hatsune.
Mmm~ stop laughing~! Hehe...
Hehe.
Ahaha.
What will we do from now on?
This world is full of things that can't be helped...
And there's nothing certain, nothing unshakeable.
Are you scared?
No, not as long as Saki-chan is with me.
@Sakiko Did you find Misumi-san?
Practice starts at 11
Please make sure to come today๐ญ
I forgot. Uh... Now, really...?
We gotta show up after all this time. I'll make coffee, so you can sleep a little longer.
Saki-chan... I love you.
......
(Even if I turn away from fate, from the world, nothing will change.)
(This little world will eventually come to an end. Like waking up from a dream in the morning, Suddenly, without any choice.)
(But, as much as I can, just a little longer, I want to stay lost in the drowsiness.)
This smell... I hate it.
20. Episode 20: In paradisum.
141 linesGood morning, Tomorin!
Morning...
...? A letter?
(To Tomori. I apologize for involving you in the issues with Ave Mujica the other day.)
Huh? What is it?
Oh... is this not the one you liked?
Eh? Ah... Misumi-san?
Um... well... The other day...
Are you cheating? Let's settle this in court.
Huh?
What's going on?
Meow~
Hehe...
(It was due to my own lack of determination, that I ended up dragging everyone into this...)
Are you going to plant something again?
Yes, bitter melon.
Sounds good to me.
(I've only shown you my embarrassing side. I'm sorry for hurting you so much...)
(There were times when I intentionally said things to hurt you.)
(Even then, you gave me words of comfort and lifted me up,)
(just like when we first met...)
(Just like you said in the lyrics of Haruhikage, CRYCHIC was...)
(a light to me as well.)
(Back then, you wished, "Don't let go of my hands," and now you never let go of anyone's hand.)
(I may not be able to do it like you, but I will protect my band in my own way.)
Saki-chan...
(Thank you. May your future be filled with abundant happiness...)
"I know it's necessary in order to be reborn!"
"But will love be gone too? What about sadness? Fear? Forgetfulness? Death?"
"I do not fear."
!
"Take a good look at yourself."
Are you going to accompany me?
Okay. Go ahead, Amoris.
...!
Ain't no way I'm gonna lose to you...!
We are going to make our comeback as fast as possible.
Comeback!?
It's not rare for a disbanded band to reunite.
Are we going to join an agency again?
Yes.
That's fine... but as fast as possible?
Nyamu.
Huh?
Umiri.
Eh?
Mutsumi.
...
Uika.
Yeah...
We need to quickly transform into a strong and solid band.
I have come to realize. There is no need to meekly accept fate.
There is no such thing as God. So...
I will become God myself.
!?
God!?
I'll do anything and use whatever it takes for Ave Mujica.
sumimi will be on a break for a while, and we'll have to focus on solo works.
Huh, Togawa-san! You can't just come in!
Good day.
! I will call you back later.
I have something to discuss regarding Ave Mujica.
I told Uika-chan as well, without your grandfather's permission...
There's no need for that.
Huh...?
Who do you think I am?
I am Oblivionis of Ave Mujica, Sakiko Togawa.
I'm God now. No one shall stand in the way of me.
Togawa-san, it's time.
...
Let's go.
This day, this night only comes once. Carpe diem...
Let us pluck the flower of today, and drown in tonight's fleeting joy.
Is it about enjoyment?
It feels like we're doing something bad.
Hehe...
...
Then, let's enjoy it. Ave Mujica.
Is this Paradisus...?
Are you a newcomer?
I am Doloris, the Knight of Sorrow. I have come to serve the goddess, Oblivionis.
Hmm? Didn't know there were others like us out there.
We are the same, Doloris. I am Timoris, the Knight of Fear.
Amoris, the Knight of Love. And there...
Just what are you doing?
I'm listening.
So, what is it?
The sound of the world breaking.
Mortis, the Knight of Death. She's a strange one.
...
Don't worry. As long as you're here, nothing frightening will happen. I, of all people, will promise you.
Ahahahaha! You're just saying random things!
Don't call me random.
In the end, isn't it just a fleeting little world?
Until the moment the world breaks, we just dance and live happily.
A Paradisus filled with deceit.
Oblivionis isn't here, unfortunately.
Huh?
She disappeared a long time ago.
No way...
We've been wishing for it all this time too. The day she returns to paradise and grants us forgetfulness...
My life stands on top of many deaths. I never wished for it... but for me to live on...
One yesterday, one today... I want to forget everything.
The sound of the world breaking? I can't hear it... Why, why can she!?
Please, make me forget this love that fills me with envy and hate!
No one trusts me. No one finds me trustworthy. I want to forget this fear, but I can't...!
All we can do is wish.
No! I just can't bear it!
My sin is deep, my very existence is a sin! I want to forget everything and be saved!
Can't it be love?
It can't be.
How about fear?
It's not.
I offer death.
I don't need any of that! Not love, not fear, not death, not sorrow! Only forgetting can save me from this torment!
Really?
? This voice...
Is forgetting the only reason you came to this land?
It's happening again! This voice I always hear!
Doloris, your true wish is...
...!
No way...
Oblivionis. Oh, Goddess of Forgetfulness, please, allow me to become your knight.
Wait! Let me be your knight too! Grant me the gospel of forgetfulness...
How many times must I tell you? No matter how many times I grant you forgetfulness, you always return to paradise.
What are you saying...? Today is the first time I've come here...
Really?
!?
Remember, Doloris. How many times have you visited this land?
Why do you know the name of Oblivionis? Why do you seek forgetfulness?
I just want to see her...
You are no knight of mine.
! I will forget you! If that means I can be by your side, I will forget everything.
I will forget you. I will even forget this sorrow.
Then, take up your sword!
Even if everyone tries to forget, I, the Goddess of Forgetfulness, will never forget. Until the moment when the world reaches its end...
In this twilight paradise, I will continue to reign!
And so, they continue to perform.
What does the next play <r=>beckon</r>? Is it <r=Eden>Paradise</r> or <r=Gehenna>Hell</r>?
The frenzied applause never ceases. In a play whose ending remains unknown, the dream the girls see is...
Oh, the moon is already lowering her eyelids. Someday... let's meet in the story of "the girls" again. Have a good night...
21. In paradisum.
Side story ยท 73 lines(What Taki-chan always drinks is... almond milk, right?)
(I have to apologize properly.)
Huh? What is it?
Oh... is this not the one you liked?
Eh? Ah... Misumi-san?
Um... well... The other day...
Are you cheating? Let's settle this in court.
Huh?
What's going on?
Sneaking around like this... it's not something I can overlook. You should be honest with your true love.
W-Wait a second. What are you talking about? I just wanted to apologize for what happened before.
Before?
You know, behind the school building...
Doloris and Timoris look so picture-perfect today, too~โช
Two celebrities in the same class, it's like something out of a manga. Though it looks like there's some kind of drama going on...?
It seems we've drawn quite a bit of attention.
Let's go somewhere else. Okay?
Huh... well, okay.
I was so awful to you that day... I'm really, truly sorry...!
No... I wasn't even holding onto it. Honestly, I'd forgotten all about it until just now...
That's a relief...
You don't need to be so formal about it. And I don't really need juice anyway.
Oh my. I think it would be best to accept it graciously.
It's my choice, isn't it? By the way, why are you here, Umiri?
I'm keeping watch.
Oh, if you don't want almond juice, I can get you something else. What sounds good?
Matcha.
Huh?
I want matcha.
(Oh... she's with MyGO!!!!!...)
Stray cat, when did you... Hey, don't make things difficult for Misumi-san.
Unfortunately, it seems there's no matcha in the vending machine.
Then that.
Huh? Oh, this almond milk? If Taki-chan doesn't want it...
Rฤna, don't try to take everything. This one's mine.
Huh?
I'll take it. I'd feel bad otherwise...
I'm glad... Thank you.
There's nothing you need to thank me for...
It seems the two of you have made peace. Oh, that's good. That's good.
Seriously, what are you doing here, Umiri?
Then I'll get one for Rฤna-chan too. What would you like? Oh, there's a roasted green tea latte, though.
Roasted green tea.
Misumi-san, you really don't have to spoil her.
No. I caused trouble for everyone in MyGO!!!!!, so please let me treat you to something.
Don't. She'll get used to it.
She's like this at band practice too, never listens to a word I say... and somehow I always end up buying her parfaits whenever something happens.
I-I see. That sounds tough.
It was the same when you invited me to MyGO!!!!!'s practice before. Almond milk in exchange for showing up, wasn't it?
Using material things as bait, isn't that one of your bad habits, Taki-san?
That's not true. That was an equal exchange.
Then the same goes for Kaname-san's case, doesn't it?
Ah, ahaha...
Tasty.
Hey, what did I just say!? Sorry, Misumi-san.
It's fine. I wanted to give it to her.
Looks like MyGO!!!!! has been through a lot, too.
Break time is over. Since I'm on duty today, I'll head back first.
Follows me all the way here and just leaves... You too, stray cat. Back to class.
Yeah.
Huh!? Rฤna-chan!? She just walked into the bushes...
*Sigh*... Unbelievable. Come on, we're going to be late.
...
Are they doing okay?
What?
Sakiko and Mutsumi.
Yeah...
A lot happened, but... we're going to keep going, as Ave Mujica.
Well, that's good.
Yeah...
Let's head back to the classroom. We're really going to be late.
Yeah, right.
(From here on out, we're going to keep going, as Ave Mujica...)
22. In paradisum.
Side story ยท 56 linesAre you going to plant something again?
Yes, bitter melon.
Sounds good to me.
Thank you...
Huh?
I heard you... watered them while I was away from school.
Ah... yeah. Only when I noticed. The cucumbers didn't really grow well in the end, though.
No. That was my fault for stopping halfway.
How long have you been taking care of this garden? It's been quite a while, right?
Take this...
A notebook...?
"My" Observation Diary.
(She's been writing this for a long time...)
(The first page is...)
...
And then, Mother and Father... What are you looking at, Mutsumi?
The plants... they're all withered.
Oh... you're right. It looks like a senior from the gardening club used to take care of them...
But it seems no one is tending to them now.
I see...
That's a little sad, isn't it?
Yes...
It's full of weeds...
There's something... sprouting in the weeds...!
I need to water it...
Where is the faucet?
("June 13: Watered it with a watering can." "June 17: Pulled the weeds." "June 20: Borrowed a gardening book from the library.")
(It's such a simple diary, just dates and little notes... But she kept writing in it all this time.)
(The first cucumber came out a little crooked, but... Saki still said it was amazing.)
(Watering it, fertilizing it, setting up stakes...)
(I'm only taking care of it because I want to. It's not like anyone asked me to.)
(But when I take care of it... it grows. The leaves, the stems, the flowers... they all perk up.)
Milady, here is the cucumber you asked me to slice. I really did only slice it, though. Is that all right?
Yes, thank you.
...
It tastes like cucumber...
(Since she started high school... there are barely any entries.)
(Ah, right. That was around when Mujica started.)
(This is the last page...)
"Maybe I will try growing something new."
The rest of the pages are blank...
So, bitter melon this time.
I see. Something new, then.
Yes.
(Thank goodness... After everything she went through, she's managed to settle down this much.)
(She's acting like her usual self at school, and the band made their comeback. I'm sure she's okay now... but...)
(Mortis-chan hasn't been showing up lately...)
What?
No... it's nothing.
(I should leave this to Saki-chan and the others. There's probably nothing more I can do...)
The bitter melon should be ready by summer.
It's bitter, but I think it'll taste good.
Yeah...
(I'm sure... I'll see Mortis-chan again.)
It'd be too bitter raw. Maybe we could make bitter melon stir-fry?
Yes.
23. Sine vita, nihil.
Side story ยท 65 linesThat sight. It was so dazzling, so beautiful.
โช
A beautiful world where souls clashed and reached each other. That sight burned itself deep into my heart.
I want to become <ruby=ใป>like</ruby> <ruby=ใป>that</ruby> too. I want to reach someone like that. So...
How about reuniting with me as well?
I'll revive Ave Mujica and make that vision mine. I'll do anything for that.
I have both the resolve and the initiative... And yet...
That's what I'm talking about. Of course you'd be dumped.
After all, Umiri, you're just too untrustworthy.
*Sigh*... I still can't trust you after all, Umiko.
โช
...
(I'm still not trusted...)
(Though I'm putting so much effort into reviving Mujica...)
How's that? Perfect, right?
That's good. All three songs are excellent.
Eheheh.
However, it subtly does not match the sound. Please act more convincingly.
Mmm...!
Okay, that's all for today. I already told you, I have a practice session with DISRUPTION.
I'm serious about this.
Eh...!
...
...
(Even Mortis-san...)
(Thirty bands come to me, and yet, what exactly is it about me that makes me so hard to trust...?)
(Some time after my last band ended, the support requests started coming in.)
(Then I held myself back, made sure not to take over, and only did what was necessary.)
(And in just a few years, I became a highly sought-after bassist.)
(To have earned all of that, and still not be trusted...)
(I want to gain real trust.)
(What on earth should I do...)
Yeah! Umiri, you're doing great today too. Let's take a little break~
Okay.
Oh! By the way, whatever happened with that? I mean, that producer who contacted us and said, "Sign with us and we'll make you stars, for real this time!"
You know what? Apparently, it wasn't just us. That producer has been reaching out to other bands too. About twenty or so.
Ugh, that's awful. Though honestly? Called it. Twenty backup plans and you call that serious? Anyone who isn't devoted to one thing can't be trusted!
Totally agree.
...!
Someone who isn't devoted to one thing can't be trusted...
Umiri, what's wrong?
So, does that mean "someone trustworthy is someone who's devoted"?
Huh? I mean, yeah, generally speaking, though.
I'm sorry. I need to stop supporting you as of today.
What...!? What's going on all of a sudden?
Did we say something that upset you? Let's calm down and talk, okay?
There's a band I need to be in... I have to prove myself to them...!
Umiri...
So that's why you're quitting?
Yes... I'll quit all the bands I'm currently supporting. I finally realized what I need to do.
I see...
I don't know the whole story... But when you put it like that, all we can do is root for you. This must be a band you're really serious about, right?
!
Yeah. Honestly, it won't be the same without you, no idea what we'll do. But hey, we'll figure it out!
Don't worry about us. Go give it everything you've got. Thank you, Umiri. For everything.
Yes...! Thank you all, truly. For everything.
(With this, it has to work...!)
Togawa-san, are you going to let Mortis-san die?
I'm determined.
I'm determined too! I have quit all the bands I was playing in.
!
Am I still not trustworthy? I mean it, too. I want to reunite Ave Mujica!
I want to believe in each other! Ugh...
(A beautiful world where souls collide.)
(I want to be part of that. I want it so much. So please...)
24. In paradisum.
Side story ยท 64 lines(I want to become an actor.)
(For that, I'll do streaming, variety shows, anything.)
(I'll do whatever it takes to force my way forward. That's just the way I am. It's the only way I know how.)
Nyamu-san? I'm so sorry to have kept you waiting. I'm the one who contacted you, Sakiko Togawa.
(I have no choice but to take this offer. Uika from sumimi, Minami Mori's daughter... She's got some strong cards in her hand.)
(With those cards, I'm going to seize my chance.)
(I'm going to become an actor...)
(A real actor...)
(That's... incredible.)
(So this is the real thing...)
(I can't beat her... No matter what I do... There's no way I could ever...)
Big sister, what do you mean, disbanding? Mujica is gone!? We came all this way to see ya!
We won't get to see Nyamu-chan play drums anymore? No... Ugh... *Sniff*...
The kids are gettin' a little worked up. You're the one hurtin' the most right now. I'm sorry... I'll call ya again once things settle down.
I'm really sorry. Geez~ I never thought it'd turn out like this. I didn't expect it either.
I don't know all the details, but if it gets too hard, you can always come home. For today, just get some rest, okay?
Mama...
Huh?
I ain't givin' up... No way!
Just make sure to take care of yourself, ya hear?
(I ain't lettin' it end like this.)
Then, let's confirm this matter later in the board meeting... Please make time for it.
Excuse me.
Yลซtenji-san, what's the matter?
May I take a moment of your time? I have something to discuss with you all.
I'm truly sorry, especially after things have turned out like this.
I know it doesn't make up for anything, but please, give me as much work as you can. Fill-ins, backup jobs, whatever it is, I'll do it.
Please!
(I'm gonna survive this...!)
And now! Today's guests are from unique backgrounds! Let's first introduce Nyamuchi!
Here I am!
We see you on variety shows every day~
Thank you! We had that setup of us being dolls, right?
Ahaha! Do you want to start from there? But now, you are doing videos, streaming, and all sorts of things, right?
I want those who support me to feel like, "Being a fan of Nyamuchi is amazing!" So...
(Since I've come this far, I have to keep doing whatever it takes.)
(I'll survive in show business, no matter what! But...)
(What's the point of just surviving? Even if I keep hanging on like this... I don't know if I'll ever have the courage to stand alongside real actors...)
(No! I'm going to become an actor! If I don't, then everything I've done up until now...)
("If you're gonna run away, maybe you don't belong in this world." No! That's not true! I'll make it through this audition and prove them wrong!)
I... I... "I know... Still..."
...?
"I'm..."
Yลซtenji-san? Are you okay?
Ha... Haa... Haa...
...!!
(How pathetic!! Why did that happen at the most important time...!?)
(The band is over...! I have to use everything as a stepping stone to move forward, but this...!)
(I haven't been able to get her out of my head since then.)
(I'm scared of her, I hate her... and I love her.)
(If I run away now, everything I've worked for will all have been for nothing. After my family supported me this much... Like hell I'm giving up on my dream here...!)
(I ain't going to run away from you!)
(I have no choice but to keep playing in Mujica.)
"I know it's necessary in order to be reborn!"
"But will love be gone too? What about sadness? Fear? Forgetfulness? Death?"
"I do not fear."
!
"Take a good look at yourself."
Are you going to accompany me?
Okay. Go ahead, Amoris.
...!
(She's not here anymore.)
(But I'm the one who chose to be here. And I'm the one who won't give up on my dream. So...)
Ain't no way I'm gonna lose to you...!
25. In paradisum.
Side story ยท 56 lines(We managed to make it through our re-debut without incident, but... now comes the real challenge.)
(There is still so much that must be done...)
Morning.
Good morning. You have an interview next, don't you?
Yeah.
I have a meeting. See you later.
Yeah. See you.
Yeah.
...
Oh, I got it wrong. Today's meeting is in Room B, not Room A, right?
Long time no see, Mutsumi-chan~โช Do you remember me?
!
I used to visit your home and play with you a lot when you were little. Do you remember?
It's been a while.
(She's an actress who has worked with Mutsumi's mother several times.)
I watched your performance video too, Mutsumi-chan. Well, you're Minami's daughter, so I guess it's only natural you'd be amazing. Talent really does run in the family~
...
(Things like this... must have happened to her many times before.)
We should perform on stage together sometime. Though if we did, I might end up completely overshadowed by Minami's talented little daughter!
(How blatant...)
It's okay. I know how to make my co-stars shine, too.
I am a thoroughbred, after all.
...!! Oh, is that so? Well, I'll look forward to it.
Oh, Wakaba-san~! There you are. Your interview is about to start.
Yes.
...?
(Something feels... off?)
Wow~~โก Mortis-sama~! I wrote you a letter! Would you please accept it?
Thank you.
Next time, I'd like to see you at the masquerade.
Can you do that?
Y-Yes...! Of course!!!
(She handled that... rather well.)
With parents as famous as yours, I imagine there's a lot of pressure. People must see you differently wherever you go.
No matter where you go or what you do, there will always be people who say you owe it to your parents' fame, won't there?
I have the deepest respect for my parents. Being born to such wonderful parents, I naturally feel pressure to live up to them.
But once I have my moment to shine, you'll see just how amazing I am. If anything, their light only makes mine shine brighter.
Haha, that's wonderful.
...
(As the daughter of celebrities, that was a flawless answer. And yet, something about it...)
(What exactly... is this feeling?)
Come to think of it... back then...
Sakiko-chan, you don't understand anything either. "Mutsumi-chan" has never existed from the beginning.
Mutsumi-chan and I are both just one of many roles.
The character "Mutsumi" gained the consciousness we call "Mutsumi-chan"... and everyone else disappeared.
(Could it be...)
(She's neither Mortis... nor Mutsumi...?)
Saki, aren't you going home? Are you still working?
("Saki.")
(Something feels... different.)
...?
No... it's nothing. Let's go home, "Mutsumi."
Yeah. Let's walk to the station together.
Yeah.
(No matter "who" Mutsumi is now, my resolve from the day I chose to bear the weight of her life remains unchanged.)
(For now, all I can do is watch over her... But for "Mutsumi"... I would do anything...)
26. Convivium in nave.
Side story ยท 64 linesIt's almost showtime... Ah, I just can't wait! Tonight's masquerade on the ship!
I can't wait to see it with my own eyes either. The beautiful Ave Mujica...!
Welcome, and thank you all for gracing us with your presence. To everyone aboard the Emerald Symphony...
The vast ocean, swallowing even the moonlight... A mansion born upon the waves, bathed in the light of the North Star piercing through the darkness.
Dwelling within are the lovely maidens of the sea. Please, enjoy this one-night-only feast to your heart's content...
...
...
(Even after our re-debut, our little world can hardly be considered secure. If that's the case... there's only one thing left to do...)
(To that end, whether it's the blood of the Togawa or anything else, I will use it all.)
(Yes, even if the other party is the devil himself...)
A party on a cruise ship?
Yes. It's supposedly an annual luxury liner party hosted by the Togawa Group, and they only invite industry insiders.
We've been asked to put on a masquerade to add some flair to the event. That is our task.
Wow, a party on a cruise ship sounds amazing!
Indeed. A stage befitting Mujica, who have so brilliantly marked our re-debut.
No, no, no. Umiko, do you really get it? The Togawa party is famous for attracting politicians, world-class film directors, and huge celebrities.
It's an ultra-exclusive, closed-door party strictly for the chosen few.
You know a lot about it, Nyamu-chan.
It's not like that. When you're in this industry, you hear that kind of stuff whether you like it or not.
It's an annual event, after all. Wakaba-san, have you ever attended one before?
I went when I was a child.
...
Saki danced with me, too.
That is a thing of the past. It was so long ago I can barely recall it.
I mean, why are we getting such a huge gig out of nowhere? Things are going a little too smoothly, it's kinda scary.
It's only been a week since our re-debut.
Regarding that...
Actually, I was the one who reached out about this some time ago.
Now that we've achieved our re-debut, we can't afford to sit back and relax. I've been pushing forward with negotiations in parallel with our preparations for the masquerade.
(Indeed, there is no time to rest. This party is merely the first step.)
(Grandfather will likely be attending the party as well... It will be the first time I've seen him since that day.)
Saki-chan? What's wrong?
No, it's nothing.
For this masquerade, I have devised one special touch.
A special touch?
Yes. Since we have the good fortune of being on a cruise ship, I thought we might ask everyone aboard to wear a mask.
Like we did in the old days...?
Yes. By donning a mask, one conceals their status and background, becoming someone other than their true self.
By experiencing the extraordinary, they will be able to immerse themselves in our masquerade even more. That's the idea.
I see, a dress code. So it's a masked ball in the truest sense.
It sounds like it'll create quite an atmosphere. I think it's a great idea.
We have already revealed our faces to the world, but...
Donning our masks again requires "the greatest stage" and "the perfect timing."
Please stop looking at me when you say that.
Well, making connections with important people is important, I guess. We might as well go all out and leave an impression.
Then, everyone. Are we all in agreement?
I have other work scheduled for those dates.
Huh, you do? What kind of work?
Shooting a commercial for a new cosmetics brand, a drama interview... and...
A script reading for a stage play in the evening.
Mutsumi-chan, your workload just keeps growing, doesn't it?
...
And please rest assured, all of those have already been adjusted.
I was instructed some time ago by Togawa-san to manage Wakaba-san's schedule.
Thank you, Umiri. You're a great help.
Not at all. This much is only natural as a band member.
Mutsumi... You're alright with this, aren't you?
Yeah.
Then it's unanimous. Let us have our guests fully savor the world of Ave Mujica.
Understood.
Please just relax and enjoy the voyage, as if you were aboard a grand ship.
Well, I'll do what needs to be done.
As the frontwoman of Mujica, I'll sing with all my heart and soul.
Yes. Let us show them a perfect masquerade.
27. Saltans cum Diabolo.
Side story ยท 114 linesThis is insane...! This is just too incredible!
A giant wave pool, spa facilities, a movie theater, a golf course... Plus the hospitality of first-class concierges... I'm absolutely stunned.
A ship this luxurious actually exists... It feels like something straight out of a movie...!
Whoa! That one over there is a Broadway director! Crazy...
Why don't you go say hello? Isn't this a chance to promote yourself?
Not really... Sucking up to people won't make me any better.
Hmm, it seems you've had a change of heart.
Well then, everyone, our dressing room is over there. Please wait there until the performance begins...
Ehh, can't we have some free time? Sakiko is way too strict, huh.
Very well... Then, do as you please. But make sure you're back by the appointed time.
This counts as networking too, Wakaba-san. Let's go.
Welp, see ya laterโช
Seriously, you've got no sense of tension at all.
But I can understand how they feel. It's our first time on such a wonderful ship. Shall we look around a little, too?
Just for a little while, Uika.
Yeah.
Now, it is time for the dance. Everyone, please take your partners and come to the dance floor!
Everyone's dancing so well. Just as you'd expect from the upper class.
What about us? For old times' sake, as the rhythm section.
Hah, very funny.
Hey, isn't that Mutsumi Wakaba? She really is just like a doll!
I heard she's accomplished not just in acting, but in ballet too. Won't someone ask her to dance?
...
Wakaba-san...?
Hey... You, that way is...
Wonderful! It's like a water fairy has descended among us...!
Yes...! I can't help but sigh...!
Just as expected of Wakaba-san. She really knows how to captivate.
(What's with that look...! You think I can't do it?)
May I have this dance?
(I absolutely won't back down...!)
Are you going to escort me or something...?
If that is what Nyamu desires.
Oh my, what a lovely pair! They're like beautiful flowers blooming upon the sea.
But the taller one seems to be struggling a little... Compared to her partner... she looks rather outshone, doesn't she.
(I took waltz lessons! But...! No matter how hard I try, the audience's eyes are...!)
Focus on the dance.
You can let yourself go even more.
I'll match your pace.
Bring it on!
(This woman is really...!)
Nngh...
Nyamu
You're good.
Done...! That's it!
Ah, geez, my bangs got all messed up. I'm heading back to the dressing room.
Oh my. Don't be so cold.
Mm.
Won't you dance with me next?
Huh?
Don't keep all the fun to yourselves; let me join in.
No, we weren't having fun... Wait, hey, hey! Umiko...!
Dancing is a collaborative effort between partners. Come, let our spirit become one!
Are you feeling alright? You're totally off your game.
I am always perfectly serious.
Wow... Everyone is amazing! Right, Saki-chan?
Yes. I'll be heading back to the dressing room ahead of you. You stay and enjoy yourself, Uika.
Huh? Then I'll go with you...
Excuse me, Uika-sama! If it's not too much trouble, would you chat with us for a bit?
Huh? Uh, um...
It's a rare invitation. Why don't you go talk with them? I'll go on ahead.
Ah, Saki-chan. I'll be there soon!
(For the sake of a perfect masquerade, I must read through the script once more...)
Good day to you...
Good day. Have you perhaps gotten separated from your parents?
It's been a long time, Sister Sakiko.
...? Have we met before?
You've... forgotten? Uuu... uuuu...!
I'm sorry... What is your name?
My name...? You've forgotten even that?
Eek...!
When you grow up, when you become an adult, when you overcome hardships... do you forget?
Even if you forget. We will never forget. Never.
What are you talking about...?
That spot is dangerous. The lights might shatter again. Come here.
Will you lend me your hand...?
Of course. Here.
Hehe, your hand... So small and pale... Come, let's dance, sister.
Wha? W-Wait, Don't pull me.
Un, deux, trois... Un, deux, trois... You're very good at this, sister.
Doing this brings back memories.
But I told you, I've never met you...
Oh my. We used to practice like this all the time, didn't we?
In that piano room. Even when I said the lesson was over, you'd beg, "Just one more piece!" over and over...
How do you know that...?
How, you ask? I taught you, didn't I?, My dear little Sakiko-chan.
What...
Mo-Mother...?
To think you would even forget me... it's so sad.
Could it be that you've forgotten that day, too? When you practiced the piano for my birthday...
That's just impossible. Mother passed away...
Sakiko-chan. If you wish it, I can come see you anytime.
Am I dreaming?
Sakiko-chan, why won't you believe me? Then...
Saki-chan...
Tomori...? Why are you...?
Will you... dance with me?
(Is this a waking dream? Have I fallen into a dream without realizing it? So...)
(So that's why I can't shake off this hand?)
CRYCHIC was fun. Me and Saki-chan... everyone's light...
If only... somewhere along the way, we had been able to say our true feelings...
We could have all stayed connected.
...!
I...
It's been quite a while. I should head back to the dressing room too, huh?
...
Saki-chan...? Why are you dancing alone...? Saki-chan...!
...
Can't you hear me? Saki-chan! Saki-chan!
Even now... I want to go back...! Let's go back... Saki-chan.
Saki-chan, you want to go back to the past, too... don't you?
If only we had just stayed the same as we were...
I...
Hehe...
28. In Mari Dormiens.
Side story ยท 69 linesIf only those days had continued... I could have been happy.
Without shedding a single tear, bathed in warm light...
Take my hand, Saki-chan. Let's go back to those days.
Yes... Tomori!
...
That's what you expected me to say, isn't it?
Huh...?
Mother, Tomori... and I. We no longer belong there.
All those dazzling, beautiful memories lie buried beneath the grave of the weak person I once was.
I became a god for the sake of Ave Mujica. And gods... do not waver.
...
It's about time you dropped that facade. You are no Tomori.
Hehe, that's more like it.
A temptation of this caliber can no longer shake you. I'm glad to see that.
The past, bound by attachments and laden with sin... I have already forgotten it. We stand now only upon the traces of the tears we have shed.
Attempting to ensnare a god with sweet words, that is blasphemy.
Who are you?
Hehe, it seems there's no time to answer that. Your ride is here.
"...-ki-chan! Saki-chan!"
That voice is...
"Saki-chan! Give me your hand...!"
I'll be looking forward to what comes next. Oblivionis, Goddess of Forgetfulness.
Wait, who are you!
This place... The dance floor? Uika...?
...! Saki-chan!
Oh, thank goodness, you're awake.
What on earth was I doing...?
You don't remember? You were dancing all by yourself.
Ah, sorry...
You seemed a little strange, so I...
I see... So it was you...
Huh?
The music hasn't stopped yet.
But I don't know how to waltz...!
Uika.
Leave everything to me.
Yeah!
Wonderful! Excellent!
Wow! What a beautiful dance!
! That voice, just now?
Ahaha, Saki-chan, that was amazing...!
Hehe... You as well, Uika. As expected of an idol, you dance with such ease.
Hey, Saki-chan... what was that earlier...
It's time. Let us go, Uika.
Let us show them what a true masquerade is.
Alright...!
Tonight's masquerade draws to a close. Everyone, may you have a pleasant night...
Oblivionis, please accept this bouquet. It is a token of gratitude from the Togawa Group.
Whoa, such gorgeous roses!
(That person is actually... grandfather's secretary.)
To think the Togawa Group would stoop to clinging to a mere band to salvage their image. How the mighty have fallen, trying to curry favor with the masses...
No, no, they were right to set their sights on Ave Mujica. You saw it, didn't you? The level of their performance and world-building! They're the real deal!
They might even be able to recoup those massive losses. And as his granddaughter, she must be content to protect the family name. Truly, blood is thicker than water. What beautiful familial devotion.
...
(We cannot rely on the Togawa's blessings forever...)
(We must become independent from the Togawa and make Mujica unshakable. That is my sole purpose.)
(I will captivate every guest here and turn them all into collaborators for Mujica. Even if they're devils, I will use them.)
Thank you. What a beautiful bouquet... On behalf of everyone, I express our gratitude.
As long as you desire a sweet feast, Ave Mujica will remain your faithful partners.
With that, I bid you a good night.
Phew... The breeze feels so refreshing.
The heat of the party was a bit much. But we were able to mingle with the guests as well...
Even so...
(Was that a waking dream...? Or some phantom taking the shape of a girl...?)
(No, surely it was...)
My resolve will not waver., No matter how you, the devil, try to tempt me.
!! The wind is so strong...
These beautiful flowers... They should rest here.
Goodnight... May you have sweet dreams. All of my... dazzling, beautiful memories...



