BanG Dream! Our Notes story · Main story, millsage

Sidearm Upon the Water

millsage has started anew. But Nagi alone wears a downcast look. What comes and goes are yearning and the sound of shoes scraping the floor. She was supposed to have locked it all away, every last bit of it. And yet...

9 scenes, 758 lines

1. Episode 1: Shadow

92 lines
Hotaru

(The demo Natsume-san sent me last night.)

(It's a melody that stays with you. Really lovely.)

(If I arrange it... and can make it even better.)

(Both Comet Rising and the disbandment... I can bring everyone closer to their wishes, right!)

(...But.)

What's going on...? Just this phrase here won't fit well...

I shouldn't be doing anything strange... Hmm... Ah!

That's it, I figured it out! I put in a development I like!

(Oh, it was just me being careless!)

(That feeling is just my selfishness. millsage's music doesn't need it.)

(It's simple, right!)

...Okay. I'll rethink it from scratch. I'll make it the best piano part, one that surprises everyone who hears it!

And then, surely...

Hotaru's Mother

Hotaru~? Piano's fine, but it's about time you came to eat breakfast~

Hotaru

Ah... Is it that late already!? Coming~!

(I have band practice after school today, too... It's going to be busy!)

...!

Hehe, nice weather.

I wonder if everyone else is awake yet?

Mahoro

*Yawn*...

Nagi

...Huh, still sleepy? Even though you were asleep until I came to pick you up?

Mahoro

Ah, no, this isn't about not getting enough sleep... Hm?

It's from Natsume-chan.

Natsume

I wrote a new song.

I'll let you hear it at practice today.

Mahoro

A new song...! It's finally here~!

Nagi

Ah... This is for Comet Rising, right?

Mahoro

Yeah! The one we'll use for the first round's audio screening!

Nagi

First round... Um, to win the whole thing, what has to happen again?

Mahoro

Come on, I explained it once already!

Nagi

Aha, sorry.

Mahoro

Can't help it... Then this time, make sure you remember, okay?

First, to participate, we need to enter. Right now is the application period.

Once that period ends, it's the first round. They'll judge the recording of our original song that we submitted with our entry.

Nagi

That's the song Natsume-senpai is writing, right?

Mahoro

Exactly! Then the second round is a studio screening. It seems we'll perform in front of the judges.

Nagi

So scary...

Mahoro

Right? I bet we'll be so nervous... After that is the third round. An actual live performance screening at a live house.

And the bands that win the audience vote there get to stand on the finals stage... at Suzuya Music Hall, I think.

Nagi

It's a long road.

Mahoro

You think so? Once it starts, I'm sure it'll fly by!

Let's do our best so we have no regrets.

Nagi

...Yeah.

(Ah.)

(It's really starting.)

Hotaru & Nagi & Mahoro & Houka

...

Natsume

...It's like this. It's still a demo, so I'll polish it from here.

Mahoro

...Yeah, it's good! It's really good!

Houka

Hehe. We only just talked about writing a new song... and it's already finished.

Natsume

Hmph! We're submitting it for the audio screening. If I don't put in the effort now, when will I?

Mahoro

As expected of Natsume-chan! I'll work hard on the lyrics too~!

Nagi

...

Hotaru

Um...!

Mahoro

? What's wrong, Hotaru-chan?

Hotaru

Actually, I received this demo last night a little early... So I came up with a piano arrangement.

If you'd like, I want you to hear that too.

Mahoro

Huh, last night... Hotaru-chan, did you not sleep!?

Hotaru

No...! I just woke up a little early.

Mahoro

Th-That's a relief... I thought we were pushing you too hard.

Natsume

More importantly, the arrangement. Let us hear it already.

Hotaru

Ah, yes!

...I'm thinking of going in this direction. What do you think?

Mahoro

Amazing... Yeah, you're amazing, Hotaru-chan!

Natsume

*Sigh*... I never thought you could change it this much in one night.

Hotaru

Huh...

Mahoro

I-I'm pretty sure it's okay! If it were bad, she'd be angrier... right?

Natsume

...Tentatively accepted.

Hotaru

! Thank you! What about you, Houka-san and Nagi-san?

Houka

...I think it's very good♡

But... as Mahoro-san said, are you sure you're not pushing yourself too hard?

Hotaru

Yes, I'm fine! There were times in the past when I'd realize I'd been playing all day.

Houka

...I see. Then maybe it was just my imagination.

Hotaru

?

Nagi

...

(All day, huh.)

(I guess geniuses really are different creatures or something.)

Natsume

...So, what about you, Nagi? Not just the arrangement, but the new song itself.

Nagi

Huh? Ah... I think it's good, but...

Natsume

? What is it?

Nagi

Um... Isn't this one kind of hard?

Natsume

Of course. We have to make it stick in the judges' ears. If it's the same as always, there's no point.

Honestly, I don't want to rely on cheap tricks like that, though.

Nagi

...Can this be made easier or something?

Natsume

Of course not.

Nagi

Seriously...?

Mahoro

There, there. We still have plenty of time in the entry period, so let's work hard together, okay?

Nagi

...Aha.

Mahoro

Even if it hurts, I can't step down.

I don't want to use having nothing as an excuse to end it...!

Nagi

(I don't get it.)

(Because no matter how hard you try...)

(Someday it'll all be wasted anyway.)

2. Episode 2: 4 and 1

73 lines
Hotaru

...Phew.

Houka & Natsume & Nagi & Mahoro

...

Nagi

(...Lately, for some reason, Hotaru's playing keeps getting more and more polished.)

(She was already good, but how should I put it, it's even more...)

Natsume

...Mahoro, Houka. The rhythm section still isn't locking in.

If you two fall apart, the whole thing falls apart. Keep that in mind.

Mahoro

Yeah...! Houka-chan. Let's try using more eye contact during the chorus.

Houka

That sounds good. It should make it easier to match our timing, too.

Natsume

Hotaru... Well, you're fine.

Hotaru

Huh? Um, you don't have to hold back. Please tell me anything!

Natsume

I'm saying what you're doing now is fine.

Hotaru

! Thank you!

Nagi

...

Natsume

And then... Nagi.

Nagi

!

Natsume

Are you actually practicing? You're slacking off on phrases here and there, aren't you?

Nagi

...No, that's not true.

I mean, aren't I always like this?

Natsume

Huh? It's not like I let it slide normally either?

This time it's an audio screening, so I'm not compromising on any part more than before.

Otherwise winning is a dream within a dream. We decided to aim for it, didn't we?

Nagi

...Right.

Hotaru

Um, Nagi-san!

If copying by ear is hard for you, I can write out just the chords on a score for you!

Mahoro

Natsume-chan never gives us scores, you know... I'm always struggling over here too.

Houka

For original songs especially, I'd like a score...

Natsume

Hmph. That's just coddling. Pure coddling.

Hotaru

Anything else, please tell me anything! If there's something I can do, I'll do anything!

Nagi

...

(Ah...)

(I'm a burden right now.)

...Yeah. Thanks.

Hotaru

Yeah!

Mahoro

...

Ugh, I'm totally exhausted...

Nagi

...Aha. Good work.

Mahoro

Yeah, you too, Nagi-chan.

...This song is really hard, huh~ I'm doing all I can just to keep up.

Nagi

Ah... Sorry.

Mahoro

Ah...! No, that's not what I meant! We just started playing together, so it's okay!

Oh, right! If you want, how about we practice just the two of us?

Like when you practiced with me before! Even hard practice might be easier when you're with someone!

Nagi

...Maybe. I'll let you know when I do.

Mahoro

Huh? Ah... Yeah.

Nagi

Ah~ I'm really hungry now. ...Oh, there's a lollipop in my pocket. Lucky.

I'll just eat it now.

Mahoro

...Can candy fill you up? It's one of your weird flavors again, right?

Nagi

Yeah. Steak flavor. I figured it'd tide me over until I get home.

Mahoro

S-Steak... Ah. Speaking of which, we're having braised pork at my place today.

It's not steak, but want to come over and eat? I'll ask my mom right now...!

Nagi

No, I'm good. I have to go home and do homework.

Thanks.

I'm home~

Itsuki

Ah, Nagi! Welcome back~!

Nagi

Huh... Big sister?

Itsuki

Jeez, you've completely switched to calling me that. You could still call me big sis Itsuki like you used to.

Nagi

...Nah, I'm in high school now. Anyway, you came home?

Itsuki

Yep! It's so nice to be back at my parents' house after so long~ A big sofa and my beloved family! Right, Roy?

Nagi, were you at band practice? You're working hard, huh~

Nagi

Uh... yeah.

Itsuki

Is Mahoro doing well? I'd love to see her after so long~

Nagi

Aha. I'll tell her.

Nagi's Mother

You two, dinner's ready.

Itsuki

Wow, sushi! Delivery?

Nagi's Mother

Yes. A college student living alone probably isn't eating anything decent anyway.

Itsuki

Ahaha... You hit the nail on the head. I'm swamped with work and club activities.

Nagi's Mother

Well, I'm glad you look well. Nagi, you too. Go put your things down.

Nagi

...Yeah.

...

(Big sister looked like she was doing well.)

(I wonder if she's okay now.)

(...I just don't get you, big sister.)

(Have those days... already become nothing but memories to you?)

3. Episode 3: What It Means to Try Your Best

112 lines
Nagi

That was back when I was in about second grade.

Kanata

It's a stone-skipping battle! Whoever gets the most skips is today's leader!

You get to decide everything we do! No complaints!

Mahoro

Okay! I'm definitely not losing!

Kanata

Oh? If I win, then y'know! Today we're hunting for a big ol' crab!

Mahoro

Huh? Crabs again? I wanna look for sea glass!

Nagi

...

Kanata

Nagi! Which one do you want?

Nagi

Huh? Um... both sound fun...

Mahoro

Then Nagi-chan's with me for sea glass! Come on, let's look for stones together!

Kanata

Ah! No fair!

Nagi

Kanata and Mahoro, my two childhood friends.

Mahoro and I have known each other since kindergarten. Kanata moved here around when we started elementary school.

I was always tagging along behind the two of them.

Ah... but...

Mahoro & Kanata

?

Nagi

Can I... skip it well...?

What if I'm really bad at it...?

Kanata

Ya won't know unless ya try, right? Well, ya might not beat the great Kanata though!

Mahoro

Kanata! You're gonna make Nagi-chan cry!

Nagi

Uugh...

Kanata

Ugh. Geez, I said sorry! Look, let's just do the battle.

Mahoro

Nagi-chan, how about this stone? It's cool, huh?

Nagi

...Yeah. I'll use that one.

Kanata

All right! Everyone got one? Then here we go... ready, set... go!

Nagi

...Hup!

One, two...

Kanata

Five! I got five skips!

Mahoro

I got five too! What about you, Nagi-chan?

Nagi

...Three skips.

Mahoro

I see. Then me and Kanata are tied? Who won?

Kanata

Mine went farther!

Mahoro

Huhh? I didn't see that~

Kanata

Then what're we s'posed to do?! Crab~!

Nagi

Back then, my world was those two noisy girls a year older than me, and...

Itsuki

Ah, there you are! Heeey!

Mahoro & Kanata & Nagi

!

Itsuki

I came to pick you three up~

Nagi

Big sis Itsuki...!

Itsuki

What are you three making a fuss about now?

Kanata

Um, so! We did a stone-skipping battle! Mahoro won't admit she lost!

Mahoro

No! Kanata's the one lying!

Itsuki

...Okay, got it. Leave it to Sis Tsuki!

Kanata & Mahoro & Nagi

!?

Itsuki

I'm gonna skip a stone too, so watch. We'll decide who wins by how many times it skips.

If it's odd, Kanata wins; if even, Mahoro... something like that?

Kanata

What're "Otter" and "Evan"?

Mahoro

I dunno. Maybe they're some fluffy characters?

Itsuki

Ahaha... Well, let's give it a try! Ready... set... go!

Nagi

My sister, whom I admired.

Those three filled up my whole world.

Kanata & Mahoro & Nagi

...!

Nagi

Go, go! Big sis!

...! Amazing, amazing! Goal!

Kanata

Whoa! That one just now, it went swoosh-swoosh, and then wham!

Mahoro

Right! It was so cool!

Nagi

...! Ehehe.

Itsuki Kotohira. My sister, four years older than me.

She was in sixth grade, and she was the ace of her basketball club team.

Big sis is always in the garage, practicing super hard!

And then! Since she's so good at basketball, she's going to a middle school with a strong basketball team!

One Year Later

Itsuki

...Phew.

Nagi, is it fun watching me the whole time?

Nagi

Yeah! It's fun! 'Cause I love watching you practice, big sis!

Itsuki

I see, I see. Guess I gotta work even harder.

Nagi

Hey, when can I watch one of your games? I wanna see you look cool, big sis!

Itsuki

Ah... well, just wait a little longer, okay?

I told you, didn't I? Our basketball team is super strong. So even the first-years are all really good.

And the upperclassmen are even better, so honestly, it's tough to suddenly be a regular or even make the bench.

Nagi

...? I see.

Itsuki

But once I'm in second year, I'll definitely get to play!

Nagi

Yeah!

One Year Later

Itsuki

...I'm home.

Nagi's Mother

Ah, welcome home, Itsuki. Aren't you using the garage today?

Itsuki

Ah... yeah. Nah.

Nagi

Huh...? You're not gonna practice?

Itsuki

...Yeah. I'm tired, so I'm taking today off.

Nagi

...? Okay.

And then, in the summer when my sister was in her third year of middle school.

Itsuki

...

Nagi

...?

(Where's big sis going at this hour?)

(The garage... maybe she's practicing for the first time in a while...?)

Itsuki

Ugh, seriously!!

Nagi

!?

Huh...?

(What was that sound just now...?)

Itsuki

Damn it, damn it, damn it...!

Why... why, why, why!!

Just why?!

Nagi

...Big... sis...?

Itsuki

!!

...Nagi. Why are you here?

Nagi

Huh... Ah...

Itsuki

I'm quitting basketball.

Nagi

...What?

Huh, huh, why...? Why're you quitting? But big sis, you practiced so much every day...

Itsuki

...I couldn't.

Nagi

...?

Itsuki

I couldn't get in! Not even the bench!

It was my last tournament! I couldn't even make the bench!!

Nagi

...!

Itsuki

...I kept pretending not to see it. In my first year, in my second year, the whole time.

I told myself I just hadn't practiced enough... I believed that if I tried harder, if I did my best, it'd pay off! And yet!!

If it was gonna hurt like this... I wish I'd never started at all.

Nagi

Huh... ah, wait...

...

(...Why? Big sis worked so hard, and yet...)

(Why does she have to go through something so painful?)

(Isn't working hard supposed to be a good thing?)

4. Episode 4: Turning Away

100 lines

A Few Days Later

Nagi

...

Kanata

Hey! Check out this flyer!

Mahoro

..."Little Kids' Mini-Basketball Tournament"? What's this?

Kanata

Apparently it's at the gym nearby! It's a three-person team, so let's enter!

Nagi

!

Mahoro

Huh? But Kanata, you just got out of the hospital, right? Are you sure you're okay?

Kanata

It'll work out!

Mahoro

Really...? Besides, none of us are really good at basketball, y'know?

Kanata

That's why we're gonna do super intense training from now on! Then I'll awaken and learn some special move or something!

Mahoro

You read too much manga. Well, but we do need to practice together, huh.

Oh, how about we ask Sis Tsuki to teach us?

Kanata

Sounds good! We'll practice hard every day!

Nagi

...!

(Even if I try hard... what if it still doesn't work?)

(That's scary.)

(I don't wanna get hurt...!)

...I'm not doing it.

Mahoro & Kanata

Huh?

Nagi

Sorry... I don't wanna enter the tournament. Sorry...

Kanata

Huh? Why not~? Let's do it together~

Mahoro

...Nagi-chan?

Ah... your hands are shaking...

Nagi

...!

Mahoro

...Kanata. Let's not do it after all. There's plenty of fun stuff besides basketball.

Kanata

Hmm... Well, I guess we'll do that then...

Nagi

...

(If trying hard and hoping just means getting hurt...)

(I'd rather stay like this forever... just keep everything blurry.)

After that. As if that night had never happened, my sister went back to normal.

And just like that, she retired from her club.

Nagi's Mother

Itsuki? Stop watching TV and go take a bath already.

Itsuki

Just a little longer! My fave's part isn't over yet!

Nagi

...

Itsuki

! Look, Nagi! My fave! So cute~!

Nagi

...Ehehe, yeah.

How was my sister able to recover?

Or maybe she still hasn't.

I didn't have the courage to find out.

After that, time flowed gently by.

I became someone who doesn't try hard.

The world isn't fair at all, and trying hard is meaningless.

So I figured, just relax, and if things are good now, that's enough.

Living like that is the smartest way.

...Aha.

Girl A

Hey, hey, have you decided which club to join? I've been swimming forever, so I'm thinking the swim club~

Girl B

Actually... I applied for an idol audition.

Girl C

Whoa, nice! I applied to study abroad!

Nagi

...

By the time I became a middle schooler, everyone around me was sparkling.

Sometimes I felt pathetic in comparison, though.

Mahoro

...Nagi-chan?

Nagi

Ah, sorry. Those girls who just passed by are in my class.

Mahoro

Huh, really? Was it okay not to say hi? It's April, so we should get friendly with them while we can!

Nagi

It's fine... Anyway, Mahoro, are you doing student council again this year? You were in general affairs, right?

Mahoro

Huh? Ah... no, I think I'll skip this year. I wasn't really much help anyway.

Nagi

...Aha. I see.

Mahoro

Yeah. ...Ah, the bus to the hospital is here! Hurry!

Nagi

Because Mahoro was next to me, I felt like it was okay.

One Year Later

Nagi

*Sigh*... Fine. I'll do it, but I don't know much about bands.

So even if you two come crying to me like always, there won't be much I can do.

Kanata

I know, I know~! Leave it to the great Kanata, the one who started this whole thing!

Nagi

This pattern has never once ended without a hitch...

Mahoro

I-I'll help too! Okay?

Kanata

All right! Our ultimate band life starts now~!

Nagi

...

(We actually formed a band.)

(I thought it was just another one of Kanata's whims.)

(But this time, she seems pretty serious.)

...This place has changed completely too.

(Well, but still.)

(If we can make fun memories... I guess anything's fine.)

A Year and a Half Later

Kanata

Thank you! We were millsage!

*Pant*... *Pant*... Hey, did you see that?! A packed house, and everybody was hyped!

Mahoro

Yeah, yeah! It's like... a dream...!

Natsume

Hmph...! Want me to pinch your cheek if you're worried?

Houka

Oh my. And you're one to talk, Natsume-san, your knees are shaking too, you know?

Natsume

Huh!?

Nagi

...

I thought maybe.

Kanata

Man! Last year was rough, but this year's a comeback! A grand slam!

Nagi

...Yeah. We might've knocked it clean over the back screen.

Kanata

Oh, what's this? Is that the crybaby Nagi I haven't seen in a while~?

Nagi

Shut up. It's okay every once in a while, right?

Maybe Kanata's the one who'll smash this boring reality to pieces for me.

In the middle of millsage. Maybe she'd show us a shining miracle...

But it didn't turn out that way.

Steady effort and miracle comebacks don't exist.

All I can do is give up.

...

Hotaru

Good work today! Based on the feedback we got today, I tried coming up with another arrangement!

Houka

Thank you ❤

Mahoro

Thanks! I've only written up to the first verse, but I'll send you the lyrics!

Natsume

Before tomorrow's practice, make sure you fix the issues from today!

All of you, practice even if you have to skip school!

Nagi

...!

...I don't wanna hear it.

...I don't wanna move forward...

5. Episode 5: Can't See

67 lines
Nagi

...!?

...

(Ah... I guess I fell asleep like that last night.)

! Oh no.

Mahoro

Wow... that's rare...

I never thought Nagi-chan of all people would oversleep...

Nagi

...Aha. Well, everyone has days like that, right?

Mahoro

I guess so? Nagi-chan's only human, after all.

...Sorry if I'm wrong, but Nagi-chan... did something happen?

Nagi

...Huh? Why?

Mahoro

No, it's just a hunch... You seem less energetic than usual.

Is it about the new song, maybe?

Nagi

...

(Give me a break. Why are you only perceptive at times like this?)

Mahoro

Ah, um... if it's hard to talk about, it's okay, you know?

But hey, I mean, I also confided all kinds of things to you along the shore the other day, right, Nagi-chan?

And that made me feel so much better, so...

Nagi

Mahoro

Mahoro

!

Nagi

Thanks. But this is my problem.

Mahoro

Huh...

Nagi

Ah, y'know. I mean it's not a big deal.

Come on, let's hurry.

Mahoro

...

...

(She's definitely lying.)

(I've never seen Nagi-chan look so cold.)

(What could Nagi-chan's problem be...?)

(Isn't there some way I can help?)

(But she said it's her own problem...)

...That's it!

Houka

Hehe♪ It's rare for you to invite me to lunch, Mahoro-san.

Mahoro

I-I guess so... it might be the first time at school...?

Sorry for suddenly asking you to join me.

Houka

No, no. If a senior calls, how could I refuse?

Mahoro

Ahaha, thanks... So, getting right to the point...

Has Nagi-chan seemed off lately, or anything?

Houka

...? I can't really think of anything, but... Why do you ask?

Mahoro

Ah, yeah... this is really just a hunch, though. I feel like Nagi-chan's been acting strange lately.

So I asked her this morning too, but... how should I put it, she clearly dodged the question.

Houka

...Oh my.

Mahoro

This has never happened before, even with how long we've known each other... I just can't leave it alone.

So I thought maybe you, Houka-chan, since you're in the same class, might know something.

Houka

I see. I understand the situation.

It's true that Nagi-san and I are close first-year friends, but... unfortunately, I haven't noticed anything in particular.

Mahoro

I see... but yeah, I figured. Nagi-chan doesn't talk much about herself.

Houka

That's true... she seems capable, but she's actually awkward.

Mahoro

...Huh? Awkward? Nagi-chan?

Houka

Yes. It's not that she won't talk, but that she can't... or maybe there are things she doesn't want to talk about.

The resignation that no one will understand anyway... or the pride of handling it all by herself.

...Something like that might be the case, you know?

Mahoro

...!

(...I have to atone.)

(With millsage, standing at Suzuya Music Hall. I have to deliver music all the way to Kanata beyond the sky.)

(Otherwise, I...)

(I'll never forgive myself, even in death.)

...

(Back then, I told Nagi-chan everything... and still chose to struggle on, thinking "even so.")

(And that let me face forward just a little.)

(But what about Nagi-chan?)

(She's not an idiot like me. Maybe the same approach won't work.)

Houka

...Mahoro-san?

Mahoro

(The new song... No. If it's the band that's making Nagi-chan suffer...)

(I can't just leave that alone.)

Yeah, got it. Thanks, Houka-chan.

(...I have to think.)

(Of a way to help Nagi-chan.)

6. Episode 6: Raging Waves

133 lines
Natsume

Are you messing around here?

Nagi

...!

Natsume

You haven't changed even a millimeter since last time. You haven't been practicing, have you?

Do you really think you can keep up with that half-assed attitude!?

Nagi

(...So annoying.)

...Well, you said it yourself, Natsume-senpai. That it's a harder phrase than usual.

So naturally, it takes time to perfect it, right?

Natsume

Don't lie to me!

I can tell just by listening. What you're playing is completely different from the sound of someone practicing to get better!

Mahoro

N-Natsume-chan. Isn't that a little harsh...?

Natsume

What? So you're saying we should spoil her and it's okay if we lose at Comet?

Mahoro

That's...

Hotaru

...Um. Even so, I still think we should talk it out a little more.

Maybe the cause lies somewhere else...!

Houka

That's true... However, it's also true that the band's overall practice isn't progressing much.

And the entry period will be over soon, too...

Natsume

Exactly. We don't have time to wait around for her.

Nagi

...

(It's impossible.)

(Effort, hope... I can't do either.)

Natsume

Nagi

Nagi

...?

Natsume

I'll watch you, so practice right here, right now.

Nagi

...Huh?

Natsume

Of course. You're the only one who can't do it. So we'll keep going until you can. That's all there is to it.

Come on, start with the intro riff. I'll turn on the metronome.

Nagi

Huh...

Natsume

Come on, hurry up. You guys stay out of this.

Mahoro & Hotaru & Houka

...

Nagi

...!

(I can't escape.)

(I can't fake it.)

Natsume

That's it. Keep going.

Nagi

...!

(I don't wanna do it... I don't wanna try hard.)

(I don't want to try hard and end up... disappointed in myself...!)

Natsume

...What? See? You can do it if you try. I told you to do that from the start. Come on, one more time.

Mahoro

...Hey, Natsume-chan, isn't this enough?

Natsume

No. If we don't make it perfect right here and now, it'll end up holding the whole band back.

Hotaru

...Nagi-san...!

Houka

...

Nagi

*Pant*... *Pant*...!

(No... no, no, no, no, no...)

...!!

...

Natsume

...? What's wrong? Hurry up and play.

Nagi

...I can't play.

Sorry... I don't wanna play. Sorry...

Mahoro

Nagi-chan...?

Ah... your hands are shaking...

...!

Sorry, everyone, let's take a break!

Natsume

What!?

Houka

Oh my.

Mahoro

Nagi-chan, come with me.

Nagi

Huh...?

Hotaru

Mahoro-san, I'll...

Mahoro

Sorry, Hotaru-chan. Let me handle this.

Come on, Nagi-chan!

Nagi

Ah... wait...!?

...

(I can't play... Of course I can't...!)

(Did everyone find out...? Did Mahoro...?)

(How am I supposed to face them and go back...?)

Mahoro

...Are you okay?

Nagi

!

Mahoro

Here, water... and a lollipop.

Sorry. The convenience store nearby only had pudding flavor... You don't like sweet things, right?

Nagi

...No, it's fine. Thanks.

(Mahoro helped me.)

(It kinda feels like we're back to the old days.)

Mahoro

...Sorry for suddenly dragging you out. But I just couldn't leave you alone.

Nagi

...Yeah.

Mahoro

I kinda figured out that you're carrying something, Nagi-chan... and that you don't wanna talk about it.

You're probably suffering from something I can't understand, right?

Nagi

...

(Ah.)

(I made Mahoro worry.)

(I didn't mean to make her look like that.)

(I'm the one who's supposed to protect Mahoro...!)

...Sorry... I'm sorry...!

Mahoro

...

...Nagi-chan. Is the band fun?

Nagi

...Huh?

Mahoro

...Up until now, y'know. Whether it was when Kanata was here, or after Hotaru-chan joined... I thought we all felt the same.

But... seeing you lately, Nagi-chan, I'm not so sure anymore.

Nagi

...?

Mahoro

Me? I wanna do the band together with you, Nagi-chan.

But... if that makes you suffer, Nagi-chan... making you look like you did earlier, I don't think that's right.

So... maybe. Just maybe, okay?

If it's too painful... you can leave the band, you know.

Nagi

...Huh?

(Did she just... say I can leave?)

...Why?

(I feel the same as you, Mahoro, you know?)

(I wanna do it together, you know?)

(That... at least that isn't a lie, and yet.)

Mahoro

...Of course, I don't mean right now. It's just that it's an option.

Whether it's really better to do that, probably... I think you should think about it more carefully.

Nagi

...

Mahoro

...For now, let's end today's practice here. I'll try to convince Natsume-chan somehow.

So... let's go home? Together.

Nagi

...Sorry. Just for a bit... let me be alone.

Mahoro

...I-I see. Yeah... okay. If anything happens... contact me, okay? See you.

Nagi

...

...Aha.

What am I even doing...?

(I pretended not to see Mahoro's kindness... and just flailed around on my own.)

(I didn't wanna change, so I kept running away, and this is what I get.)

(Even though there's no way I could run forever.)

...I'm such an idiot.

...I have to make sure I don't get left behind, too.

(Acting all confident like "it'll work out somehow.")

(Far from being left behind, I haven't moved a single step forward. I'm the only one who's still standing still.)

(And Mahoro, who used to stand still right next to me, just like me... isn't there anymore.)

(Even after having her talent shoved in her face, even after realizing who she is, she chose to take on the challenge.)

(Even without me, Mahoro can walk on her own.)

...!

(No...!)

(I don't wanna be left behind. I can't stand being the only one who's pathetic!)

(But... trying hard is scary...!)

(I'll definitely fail someday. And then I'll know that's as far as I go!)

...I can't decide... I don't know...!

Ahh, geez...!

...Someone... choose for me...!

Itsuki

I'm gonna skip a stone too, so watch. We'll decide who wins by how many times it skips.

Nagi

...!

(Quitting the band... trying hard... I don't wanna do any of it...)

...Then...!

(If it's even, I'll do it... if it's odd, I won't...)

You decide for me...!!

One, two, three...

...!

7. Episode 7: Waiting for the Eclosion

61 lines
Hotaru

Nagi-san...! Um, are you feeling better now?

Houka

We were worried, you know. You never came back after that, after all.

Nagi

...Yeah. Sorry.

Mahoro

...Nagi-chan.

Nagi

...Mahoro, I'm sorry too.

But I... I properly came up with my answer.

Mahoro

...!

Natsume

...Nagi.

I think you're just someone with no motivation.

Nagi

...

Natsume

But I also think you can do it if you try.

I mean, there's no one in this world who can't do it if they're prepared to die trying.

Whether it's painful or tough, you just have to do it. Understand?

Nagi

...I don't really want to understand, though.

Natsume

Why you...!

Nagi

...So...

Five...

(Five skips... odd...)

(I won't be in the band...)

...Haha.

(Isn't that great... now, with this, I won't have to suffer or waste any more effort.)

(I can be... at ease...)

...!!

*Pant*... *Pant*...!

(No one's here... My guitar is... still here.)

Damn...

Damn it... damn it, damn it!!

Why...?! Why did it have to be odd?! Why?!!

Why...

Why am I so... pathetic...

...Ahh, jeez...!

Let's practice.

Natsume & Mahoro

...!?

Nagi

(Working hard on guitar and aiming for Comet...)

(Quitting the band and being left behind by Mahoro...)

(And only me living on aimlessly...)

(Both are a living hell, but...)

...

(When I saw how the stone skipping turned out, I finally understood.)

Mahoro

...? Nagi-chan?

Nagi

(I can't stand being alone.)

(It's not about what I want to do or any noble reason like that.)

(Just the more bearable hell.)

(I chose that one. That's all.)

Mahoro. I'm counting on you from now on, too... okay?

Mahoro

Huh...? Nagi-chan? Hey, are you really okay...?

Nagi

I'm fine, I'm fine.

I made the decision myself, after all.

(If we keep going like this, we'll get a result no matter what form it takes.)

(What I really am as I struggle will be exposed.)

(But that... right now...)

(I don't even want to think about it.)

Natsume

Then, let's do this. Is everyone ready?

Mahoro

Huh, yeah...

Hotaru

I'm ready!

Houka

Anytime♪

Nagi

(I'm still scared.)

(But I have no choice but to do it.)

(Surely, when Comet Rising ends...)

...Aha. Okay.

(I'll probably end with it, too.)

8. Becoming Calm

Side story · 53 lines

Three Years Ago

Staff

Wow, that looks wonderful on you, miss!

Nagi

...Th-Thank you.

Staff

This piece has a pretty bold design, but with a figure like yours, it doesn't look out of place at all~!

It's also versatile, so it'll be perfect for college classes and clubs~!

Nagi

Ah, no... I'm actually starting middle school this spring.

Staff

Whaaat, really!? You don't look it at all!

I'm so sorry... You had such a mature vibe, I just assumed you were college age...!

Nagi

...

(Thank goodness.)

(This looks better than I expected.)

...I'll take this one.

Mahoro & Kanata

...

Who...?

Nagi

...Wait, what do you mean, "who"...

Mahoro

N-N-N-Nagi-chan!? What's with that outfit!?

Nagi

Hey... Mahoro. Back off.

Mahoro

But you look totally different from when we saw you two days ago!?

You weren't wearing accessories, and, um, your... your belly button is showing...!

Kanata

Mahoro... cut her some slack. Nagi isn't the crybaby Nagi we know anymore.

She became a middle schooler... and went bad...!

Mahoro

Whaaat...!?

Kanata

She just graduated elementary school. It's that age when you want to act out...

Before long she'll stop coming to school and start hanging around arcades, and she won't hang out with us anymore...

Mahoro

No way, Nagi-chan! We're gonna play together forever~!

Nagi

...Don't get carried away by yourselves.

This is... just a new look. I haven't turned into a delinquent.

Mahoro

Th-Thank goodness...

Nagi

I mean, you two changed your hairstyles when you started middle school, didn't you?

Singling me out is... not fair, right?

Kanata

Aw, c'mon, don't sulk. It really does suit you. Honestly, it's cool. Yeah.

You know, it gives off a tough vibe...? Like that?

Mahoro

I get it~ It's mature and cool!

Nagi

...I see.

(Right.)

(The way I am now... can't be wrong, right?)

Kanata

But you know, it's a little surprising. I thought you liked dressing like Sis Tsuki.

Nagi

!

Mahoro

Oh, true. A little more... cute? You used to wear that kind of stuff a lot.

Nagi

...Nothing. I just had a slight change in taste.

Come on, we're going shopping, right? Let's go.

Kanata

Oh right! I need to buy new sneakers.

Mahoro

Huh... don't tell me you still haven't given up on joining a sports club?

Kanata

Of course! Friendship! Effort! Victory!

Mahoro

Don't come crying to me if your doctor yells at you again~

Kanata

Huh~? Mahoro, join me too!

Mahoro

Nah... I'm good. I kinda feel like taking it easy in a cultural club.

Kanata

Aww, come on~ Then Nagi! You started middle school, aren't you gonna try something new?

Nagi

Ah...

(A challenge. And a new step forward.)

(A pitch-black darkness with no light ahead.)

...Aha.

I think I'll pass on that for a while.

9. anesthetic

Side story · 67 lines
Houka

Everyone, shall we take a breather?

Natsume

...Yeah. We've been playing nonstop for a while.

Mahoro

Yay, break time...

Houka

Actually, I brought some delicious sweets. Could you wait a moment?

Hotaru

...?

Houka

I had them chilling in the fridge... Here they are.

Hotaru

...! Is this... tiramisu? It's so cute in this little jar!

May I have one?

Houka

Of course. My big sister gave them to me to bring for everyone as a treat. There's enough for everyone, so please help yourselves.

Mahoro

Yay! Thank you~! Look, Nagi-chan, they look delicious!

...Oh, wait. Is tiramisu okay for you, Nagi-chan...?

Houka

Could it be that this counts as a sweet, too?

Nagi

...No, I'll have some. Thanks.

Mahoro

...?

Natsume

All right, you can listen while you eat.

Mahoro and Houka. Your tempo still wavers from phrase to phrase.

You two are the backbone, so keep it steady.

Mahoro

Ugh... I'll do my best.

Houka

I'll be careful♪

Natsume

And, Nagi.

Nagi

...Yes.

Natsume

You still have some rough spots, so next time focus on playing more carefully, too.

But it wasn't as bad as I expected.

Nagi

...Thanks.

Mahoro

...

Natsume

Next, about Hotaru...

Hotaru

Yes! If you noticed anything at all, please tell me.

Things to reflect on, things to improve. I'll fix them all.

Natsume

...Nothing in particular.

When you first joined the band, for better or worse, you really stood out.

Lately that's gone, and you've been blending into the band's sound.

I suppose that means you've finally settled in.

Hotaru

...! Thank you!

But I want us to perform even better... If anything else bothers you, please tell me anytime!

Houka

Hehe. Is that humility, or greed...?

Mahoro

Right? If it were me, I might need a little courage.

Natsume-chan definitely wouldn't go easy on me. Like a hot-blooded demon coach?

Natsume

Oh? Then next time I'll stand right in front of you the whole time and watch you. You should be grateful.

Mahoro

See, Hotaru-chan! This is what I mean! She's scary!?

Hotaru

It's okay! Advice and feedback are all things I'm grateful for!

If that helps us give a good performance... then working hard isn't painful at all!

Nagi

...

(Hotaru's amazing.)

(So dazzling, unlike me.)

...Thanks for the food.

...

(If she shines this close to me...)

Hotaru

...? Nagi-san, is something wrong?

Mahoro

Was it too sweet after all? Want me to take it?

Natsume

You just want it for yourself, don't you?

Mahoro

No, I don't~!

Houka

So tiramisu isn't your thing after all...?

Hotaru

Nagi-san...?

Nagi

...

(That's right.)

(Sweet things and dazzling things. Both of them.)

(But...)

No.

(Just for now, this sweetness...)

(It collides with the brightness and dulls it.)

(It makes me feel at ease.)

It's delicious.

Mahoro

...

Hotaru

! I'm glad!

Houka

...I hope that's the case. Forcing yourself to eat something you don't like won't do you any good.

Nagi

...Aha.

It's true.