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The Knight's Wish
5 scenes, 323 lines
1. Threads of Past, before the fight
61 linesMythag University Training Grounds At Dusk
The Silver Key glints. You guide the invisible, delicate silver thread in your mind, withdrawing it from the shining dot of light.
Ugh...!
Don't push yourself too hard. If you can't hold on, link with the Black Pool!
I can... still... hold on...
Ogier sinks to one knee. With the link severed, he must brace himself with his spear to keep from collapsing entirely.
My... lord...
Thick, black liquid seeps from the corners of his eyes, lips, and ears. His organs are already shattered by amorphous black slime, it's easy to imagine the agony the boy is enduring.
Re-link
Seeing Ogier teetering closer towards losing control, you decide to wait no longer. You firmly grasp his hands, which now covered in black sludge.
The Silver Key flickers. You steer your mental tendrils through the Gnosis Tempest, crossing stacks of darkness to link with Ogier once more.
Accompanied by a faint, electric-like sting, images flash before your eyes and vanish in an instant.
The signs of frenzy recede like an ebbing tide. Ogier's condition stabilizes, though his youthful face shows a hint of exhaustion.
My lord, how long did I last this time?
The stopwatch's hand barely passed half of the circle. Without the link, Ogier couldn't hold out any longer than in the previous training session.
Hmm... 30 seconds, plus 200 milliseconds.
How... how could this be...!
His tone is anxious; after all, this Link-Severance Training was his own idea.
He's been brooding over the anomaly from the day of the Keybestowal Ceremony, fearing that one day he might also lose control and turn his spear against you all. To that end, he wants to enhance his ability to maintain sanity without the link.
My lord, let's try again!
We've trained long enough. Training with fatigue will backfire.
Ogier's eyes flicker with resolve, then dim. His voice tinged with self-reproach:
I didn't think that through...
...
I don't have missions tomorrow either. See you after lunch, same place.
My lord!
Under his exuberant, puppy-like gaze, you drag your equally exhausted body back to the dormitory.
You perform a quick wash and collapse onto the soft bed. With a silent thanks to Mythag's taste in bedding, your consciousness gradually drifts away...
...
A strange, melodious tune rings out in the darkness, accompanied by the clinking of silver goblets. The dream is brimming with a bustling yet elegant atmosphere.
So noisy... Who is it... Throwing a banquet in the dorms at midnight...?
You roll over and reach for the blanket you kicked off the bed.
Your hand plunges into a sea of mist, grasping what feels like a rain cloud, a touch both real and illusory.
Oh, there you are. I was just looking for you.
What...?
My legs feel weak again. Could you please go to my father and bring my knight here?
Knight...?
What are you waiting for? Didn't you hear the princess?
A woman slaps your shoulder hard. The darkness fades, and an unfamiliar scene comes into your view.
A grand hall, an orchestra playing ancient suites in the distance, exquisite and tempting desserts, and noble ladies all gazing at you.
And there, surrounded by them all, is a young girl reclining on a plush chaise.
It's no matter, don't be too harsh on {Male=him,Female=her}. My attendant has been busy without rest all night to present a perfect banquet for everyone.
The girl, addressed by others as the princess, gently comes to your defense.
Could you bring the "knight" my father appointed for me? Then you can rest for the day, alright?
Fragments of memory flood your mind. They are disjointed and incomplete, but sufficient for you to play the role of this shell, the princess's chief attendant.
...Thank you for your grace, Your Highness.
Your body bows instinctively. Amidst gazes of both envy and disdain, you weave through the cluster of noblewomen toward the more crowded part of the hall.
You look down at "your" hands. The skin tone is a few shades darker than your own, which are usually hidden under gloves. Fine, faint scar marks are littered across, clearly not the hands of someone raised in luxury.
The ornate gilded vase that you pass on the way further confirms your suspicion...
The reflection it presents is not your face.
{Male=Sir,Female=Miss}! You've come on behalf of the princess?
A maid darts out from the crowd, her eyes clearly sharper than your own; she spots the familiar "you" instantly amidst the bustling throng.
The Grand Duke has knighted a little boy! Do they really want such a small child to join the knight's training? I doubt he can even lift a weapon.
Excuse me, please make way. We are here by the order of Princess @1 for an audience,
You didn't see it earlier; his face was beet red when the Grand Duke presented him to everyone.
Pardon us! The princess's chief attendant requests an audience!!
How long will it take for a kid like this to become a real knight... The Grand Duke must just be joking, right?
The maid skillfully parts the crowd with her words while whispering playful remarks to you, leading you right up to the throne.
G-Greetings. Are you the chief attendant, {Male=Sir,Female=Miss}?
You are...!
I am the eldest son of the House of Dansk. I am deeply grateful for the Grand Duke's favor, and it's my g-great honor to serve as Princess @1's knight.
2. Dream, or Ideal, before the fight
107 linesIn the "Dream" Princess's Palace
After your third attempt to wake up only to see no changes in the scene before you, you finally accept the truth: you are trapped in Ogier's memories.
You stand in a corner of the princess's chamber, holding the appearance of a dutiful listener and meekly playing the role of an attendant.
Princess, princess! I heard the young Master Dansk has reported to the Knights' Order again, it's the third day in a row!
He actually took Father's words seriously... He's just a kid, how can he possibly endure their training?
No... that's not right... Perhaps there are other possibilities.
Based on the maid's account, Ogier is currently undergoing training at the Knights' Order. Since Ogier did not participate in this conversation, the hypothesis that this is "Ogier's memory" doesn't hold.
This isn't merely a "memory." Perhaps you've entered a real, historical event, or maybe it's a dream based on someone's subconscious?
Attendant, run an errand for me, please?
If it's the latter, then waking its dreamer might be a way out?
Hey! Attendant? Snap out of it!
Your thoughts drift further along the faint clues, and just as your "Wake the Dreamer" plan begins to take shape, nails dig sharply into your arm. The pain jolts you back to reality.
Gah! That hurts!
So you know it hurts! We've been calling you for ages, and you just stood there like a statue. Is there something wrong with your ears?
You've been spacing out a lot lately. Are you too tired? Would you like to return to your family estate to rest for a while? It's been a long time since you last had a vacation.
No, my apologies. It's just... I've got some things on my mind...
The key to escaping the "Dream" must lie with Ogier. Though you are curious about what the world beyond the center of the dream is like, you couldn't stray too far right now.
Things on your mind? What is it? Is it that you've fallen for someone and are troubled by it?
Are you worried the other person doesn't like you back? Your Highness, why don't you do a little divination for our dear attendant? Or better yet, just give {Male=him,Female=her} a love potion...
Don't be silly. How can we use magic or potions to maintain a relationship?
The princess smiles gently, brushing aside the maid's teasing. She waves you over.
Ogier is training with the knights. Please check on him for me, and make sure the boy doesn't get hurt.
As you wish!
Perfect timing, the princess provided you a perfect reason to approach Ogier.
But if you do happen to need a potion, you can still come to me for it.
In the "Dream" Knights' Order Training Ground
Guided by other attendants, you navigate the maze-like castle and gardens until you reach the training grounds.
The crisp clang of blades mixed with cheers and jeers rolls across the field like thunder, people are sparring under the scorching sun.
You do not expect, however, for one of the sparring parties to be Ogier.
Ugh...!
In the face of absolute disparity in strength, persistence and determination mean little. The adult knight hasn't even used his full strength, yet the shock of clashing weapons has already caused Ogier to lose the grip in his hands.
The spear is knocked away. Sweat-soaked and breathless, the boy collapses onto the coarse, gravelly ground.
Kid, go back for now. If you keep practicing like this, you'll break your hand.
Yeah, you're still too young. Come back for training in a couple of years. You can barely lift a weapon right now.
No...
Ogier trembles all over as he bends down to pick up the fallen spear. With great effort, he adjusts his stance, pointing the spear tip at the opposing knight.
I can still... hold on!
This brat is as stubborn as a mule...
The boy's face flushes red from exhaustion and lack of oxygen. Seeing his tenacious will, the Commander who intended to force Ogier to give up through training finally speaks.
Not bad at all. With enemies eyeing our Duchy covetously, we need more kids with guts like Young Master Dansk.
Then I'll get serious?
Don't be so reckless! If you train this child to collapse, how will you explain it to the Grand Duke and the Princess?
Start with basic physical training. Keep an eye on him; don't let the weapons bite him.
The Commander's words ignite Ogier. The boy's eyes light up instantly, brimming with excitement.
You agree to let me join the Knights' Order?!
Even without the Grand Duke's jest, with willpower like this, you're qualified to be an apprentice knight.
The Commander pauses, his gaze softening as he takes in Ogier's scraped, bloodied limbs.
Go back for today. Tomorrow, I'll give you a customized training regimen, And the rest of you! Stop gawking! Everyone gets two extra rounds of weighted drills!
Mercy, Commander...
Before the Commander's words even fade, cheeky protest bubbles up from the crowd, the young knights blowing off steam in this light-hearted atmosphere.
Three rounds!
Amid the collective wails, Ogier finally relaxes and collapses to the ground with a thud.
Great... finally...
Ogier, can we talk?
You are... Lord Attendant! Please pardon my disgraceful appearance, I...
Ogier snaps upright instantly. The scrape on his knee drags against the sand, twisting his expression with pain and tension.
You wave him off and pull out a small vial that the princess somehow slipped into your pocket earlier.
Huh... It doesn't hurt? Isn't it supposed to be medicine?
It's a special formulation from the Princess herself. It must have been specially treated.
The princess "you" serve is a mysterious girl: reclusive, yet gifted with uncanny knowledge of herbal remedies. In your own era, she would be a renowned pharmacist.
But here, in this forgotten age centuries past, her talents are misunderstood. You've heard other attendants secretly call her a "witch" more than once.
Her Highness's potion?! This is too precious, how can I use it, Ouch!
Hold still. Do you want to waste her kindness? Sit down, let me treat your wounds.
Afraid of squandering such a rare remedy, Ogier finally sits down quietly. The other knights gradually leave the field, and you realize this is your chance.
Ogier, can you feel that you're dreaming?
Well... yeah. It feels like a dream...
The boy misinterprets your words in a way that best fits the current situation. He sighs with his eyes closed, his voice filled with satisfaction and longing.
Receiving summons, being chosen, earning the knights' respect... It truly feels like a dream.
(Should I tell him directly that this is a dream? But I haven't figured out what this place really is. A memory? Or a dream...?)
Your hesitation catches Ogier's attention. He suddenly grows uneasy, nervously rubbing the hem of his clothes.
{Male=Sir,Female=Miss}, is... is the princess dissatisfied with me?
...
Ogier, you were born into a noble house. You could have spent your life in comfort and safety... so why choose this? Why do you want to become a knight?
Because... because...
Ogier's voice grows quieter with embarrassment, his head sinking lower. Whatever the reason, it clearly shames him.
I swear, no third soul will ever know about our conversation.
Because... my father is also ill, just like Aunt Merinte in the kitchens and Brother Pedro in the gardens...
And many, many others. Everyone has the same sickness.
My father can't even leave his bed anymore, but I haven't grown up yet... As his only heir, I...
If my father were to pass away, everyone in the manor would be dismissed. But they're still sick... with nowhere else to go.
I must... I must take responsibility for everyone... Only by becoming a knight and gaining the Grand Duke's favor...
Speaking of this, Ogier's face turns pale. He looks at you anxiously, as if afraid you'd accuse him of "impure motives" or punish him on the princess's behalf.
The same youthful innocence, the same resilient will. He is undoubtedly the Ogier you know.
Sorry, {Male=Sir,Female=Miss}... If, if you wish to have the princess replace me... I won't complain at all...
The night you were chosen by the Grand Duke, you swore upon your family's honor before all the guests, didn't you?
You swore to fulfill the duties of a knight with your life... Were you sincere when you recited the oath along with others?
Of course! I meant every word!
"I shall be forever loyal, forever devoted"... My father would want me to do this too.
Alright, alright, I won't tell the princess anything. Don't be so worried; your tears are about to fall.
Ogier fumbles for his handkerchief, but it is already caked in dust from training. This wipe only makes Olgier's mess even worse.
Letting you see me like this... I'm hopeless...
It's fine. I've seen you in far worse shape. Let's get you back to the palace first to clean you up. We can't let you go home looking like this.
Go ahead, I'm listening.
About what we just talked about... You really won't tell the princess?
What? You don't trust me?
I do! Of course I do! I'd never doubt you!
Then I'll have to blackmail you with this little secret.
Blackmail?
You drop to one knee, bringing your eyes level with the flustered little puppy, then extend your hand.
I can promise you to not tell anyone. But in return for my silence, you must promise me one thing in return.
This era knows no tradition of pinky promises, but Ogier still somewhat confusedly hooks his little finger around yours.
As long as it's something I can do...
Very well, I will reserve the right to one wish. One day in the future, I may come to collect it. Don't forget then, "Sir Ogier."
3. Final Curtain, before the fight
27 linesIn the "Dream"
Conspiracies stir in the dark, igniting the fuse laid by the plague. War erupts overnight.
The incurable plague has already spread throughout the Duchy. The city guards, plagued by sickness and pain, are powerless against the invading cavalry.
Even the royal knights have gone beyond the moat by the Grand Duke's orders, joining the last line of defense for the capital.
Ogier, why are you still here?
I... I want to stand guard with you.
You're too young; the war... is not your burden yet. Go, seek your family, and flee to a safe place.
Ogier's home, the Dansk Estate... should be outside the defensive line, right?
...
Let Ogier stay to guard the palace. He is, after all, a legitimate Guardian Knight appointed by the Grand Duke, isn't he?
The knight couldn't find any other reason to refuse. He nods in agreement, and together you return to the palace.
The palace is empty; even that boisterous maid has left. Apart from the three of you, only the princess remains.
You knock on the gilded bedroom door. The sound echoes through the silent halls, hollow and heavy as a tomb's sigh.
Princess? Are you alright?
There is no response. You wait a moment before knocking again.
Princess, we are here, myself, the Guardian Knight, and Ogier.
Through the heavy wooden door comes the sound of rustling fabric. Someone is struggling to sit up in bed.
...Nonsense.
Leave... all of you. Go with the rest. There's no need to guard a corpse.
The girl's breathing is faint, her voice as thin as a mosquito's hum. It seems that simply responding to you has drained all her strength.
The plague spread unchecked through the Duchy, sparing not even the nobility. The princess fell ill before the war began, and now, she lacks even the strength to leave her bed.
The court physician declared her too frail to be moved from the palace, even the slightest jolt could take her life.
Princess...
No matter what you say, I won't leave. Please allow me to protect you... to fulfill my knightly oath.
...
...Then don't get too close to my room. The plague is irreversible, so at least... don't let it infect you as well.
Every time the water clock empties, come speak to me, alright? When I no longer respond... you should all leave.
4. Final Curtain, after the fight
30 linesWhat... what happened?
Faint, unsteady footsteps came from inside, followed by the sliding of the door latch...
Ogier struggles to push Sir Fernando's body away from the doorway, then pulls down a curtain to cover the spreading pool of blood before it can seep inside.
The Mutant's spikes pierced through the chest armor and flesh, leaving the chest a bloody mess as if it had exploded from within. Sir Fernando has already died in agony.
...Alright.
Please, do what you can to lay him to rest.
You and Ogier exchange a glance, silently wrap the knight's body in a carpet, then sit on the ground before the bedroom door. Grief and anxiety fill the air.
Don't blame yourself for this. Those @1 monsters strike without warning. We did all that we could.
Ogier shakes his head; your shallow comfort clearly failed to soothe him. Just then, a faint knock comes from behind.
Attendant, take Ogier and leave.
The plague has brought disease, war, and pain... Your staying here merely prepares another feast for it.
Her voice trembles, yet she speaks in a playful tone. Confronted with the looming threat of death, she shows no trace of fear.
I suppose... Sir Fernando wouldn't want to reunite with you so soon, would he?
But... this... is my duty...
Now... it's just me... I'll carry on Sir Fernando's will... I must...
A long, resigned sigh comes from behind the door. After a while, the princess speaks to you.
Attendant, promise me... when my voice completely disappears, you must take Ogier away, even if it means you have to knock him out, okay?
...As you wish.
Ogier clutches his weapon tightly, his knuckles white from the force. It is as if the spear in his arms is his family whose fate is unknown, the dying princess, or the forever-gone Fernando.
He stares fixedly at the palace entrance, his mind drifting far away. Not even the loud crash of the gate being struck could bring him back to reality.
Ogier? Ogier?
Someone's coming.
Someone... is coming? The knights are back!?
The gate is slammed open, but the banner fluttering in the wind isn't the color you hoped for.
5. New Ballad, before the fight
98 linesThe armored boots, carrying sparks and dust, step onto the palace carpet.
This is your favorite carpet in this "Dream." You and the chatty maid spent an entire afternoon selecting it from the Grand Duke's warehouse, and another half-day laying it flat.
The princess left her room, a rare occurrence. She leaned against the railing of the second-floor corridor, leisurely watching the two of you bustle about in the hall below. Ogier, who had come for an audience, was so nervous he didn't know where to place his feet.
These are not Duchy knights... Hide! Quick!
Wait! What about you?!
Ogier shoves you hard, pushing you under the low table. Your vision spins, and all you can see is the luxurious Persian rug curling at the edges due to the flames.
Just this little kid? Have we come to the right place?
That's right. The strategic map clearly marks this as the royal women's palace.
Don't come any closer! I won't show mercy!
Ogier raises his spear, blocking the staircase.
This is your final warning. Please leave the palace!
Hey, did you hear that? What did he just say? "Please" leave the palace?
Hahahaha, that's hilarious! No wonder the Duchy is so weak, they're playing knightly house with a child.
Keep it down; your racket's hurting my ears.
The sergeant ignores Ogier's warning, walking up to the chamber door, looking down at Ogier.
Move aside.
Ogier strains to hold the spear horizontally, trying to block the sergeant's advance.
Please leave!
You know, a knight's weapon doesn't suit you.
Resistance is a fickle thing in the face of absolute power. The sergeant effortlessly parries Ogier's spear, and with a casual flick of his wrist, drives a dagger deep into the boy's chest.
Cough!
See? This is the kind of skill you should learn. After your nation falls, you'll only belong in the sunless back alleys.
Theft, hunger, and mutual hatred... this is your fate. And this spear, the symbol of chivalric honor? Useless to you then.
Blood surges into his windpipe, creating a dull, suffocating agony, like drowning on land. Each breath chokes on the scent of blood.
You want to rush out from under the low table, to shove the sergeant down the stairs, to protect Ogier kneeling by the door. But your body betrays you. Trembling, rigid, it refuses to obey.
No... cough...
Ah, I was wrong about one thing, you won't even live to see that future. You'll end up like this one, fuel to burn this palace down.
The armored boot stomps heavily on Fernando's corpse, accompanied by the clanging of metal and the crisp snap of breaking bones.
...Fernan...
Ogier's body thrums with adrenaline, and he snatches up his spear and charges toward the enemy!
Resistance is futile. His attack not only fails to budge the sergeant but also exposes his back to the scout.
Stubborn kid. If he'd run from the start, we wouldn't have bothered chasing him, right?
Look at you, little one, so determined... Are you protecting someone? Is the princess behind this door?
Blood pours from his ears. Ogier can't make out every word, but he still catches the most crucial one.
No... go away...
His vision begins to whiten from the edges. Some force is pulling his consciousness out of his youthful body.
He crawls forward, over Fernando's corpse, over the boots of the sergeant and the scout, until his fingers finally touch the heavy wooden door.
The wood feels warm, carrying a slightly pungent fragrance. Behind this door, a gentle voice used to call to him. Now, the only sound left is the steady tick-tock of the water clock.
This time, it's his own spear that pierces deep into the flesh.
The weapon mocked by many and despised by enemies, the one he never let go of from beginning to end.
The spear tip pierces through his body, pinning him to the door. He cannot move.
Aww, don't be so cruel. What if the "Witch Princess" puts a curse on us for torturing her knight?
A witch? Her? Ridiculous.
Princess @1... is not...
Ogier's mouth hangs open. The princess's name is on the tip of his tongue, yet he simply could not remember it.
@1...
He hears the sound of flowing water. Did the water clock fall? Does that mean... the Princess is still alive?
No... don't come out... No... leave...
Enough... Ogier... Thank you...
Thank you... my...
First, a few black streams seep under the door seam, mingling with Ogier's blood, like tears shed for someone.
Then, a torrential flood burst through the doorframe, cracking it open. Roaring and surging, it instantly engulfs the palace.
GAH, Ugh!
The plague, invisible to ordinary people, washes over the two intruders. Black ooze gushes into their eyes, nose, and mouth, drowning them in midair.
Curse... It's a curse,
Keeper? Wake up! Keeper? %player%?
Ogier!
Had a nightmare? It's me.
...Doll? Why are you in my room?
I don't care about the content of your nightmare, but last night, your spirit waves were active like they were dancing.
Awakeners linked to you, including me, more or less sensed abnormalities.
Last night? ...It was only one night? Was it really just a dream...
You describe everything in the absurd dream to Doll. The princess, the knights, the plague...
Among Investigators linked to Awakeners, there are occasional cases of shared memories or emotions. But what you described... I've never heard of it.
It seems that this "dream" hasn't resulted in any further effects. I'll keep monitoring your spirit waves closely.
...Perhaps you'd like to meet Ogier now?
The feeling of being devoured by D-Slime was all too real. The morning sun shines on the blanket, but the warmth that should feel comforting now makes your body feel as if it is plunged into icy water.
Ogier... right. We had planned to continue training today...
Mythag University Training Ground Morning
Wahhh, No, no, no, I'm going to die...
Spare me, please spare this poor little reporter, Sir Ogier...
Just a bit longer, Miss Hanna, one more lap and we're done. You'll definitely pass the physical test this time!
Sob... okay...
The campus broker's calves are bound with weighted sandbags as she tearfully jogs slowly around the track. Ogier jogs alongside her, encouraging her, effortlessly keeping pace without breaking a sweat.
Ogier
Keeper!
He hands over the supervision of Hannah to another staff and runs towards you.
Didn't you say our training starts in the afternoon? Why are you here so early?
He has been training with other students and Awakeners all morning, yet he stands before you bright-eyed, brimming with reverence and vigor.
I...
... After Hannah's training, let's go for a walk in downtown Londinium.
Huh?
Ogier clearly didn't expect you to suddenly suggest a break. Even you yourself didn't expect it.
My lord, please allow me to refuse. The Dissolution crisis is imminent, and I... I'm not ready yet.
I need to focus entirely on honing my skills. I have no time for such leisurely activities.
Then let me rephrase it.
That afternoon spent with him in the Knights' Order suddenly appears in your mind. Memories you thought would fade with the dream resurface.
It's time to fulfill that wish, Sir Ogier.
Come on, it's a rest day. The East District Market will be bustling. We can also stop by the workhouse to see the kids...
You mutter your itinerary on purpose, striding off without a backward glance. You feel no worry at all.
My lord! My lord! Please tell me how you knew...
Because you know he'll follow.



